Nice day : )

29 Nov 2010 Monday


K I was wrong. I'm talking about the previous post. Sorry :P



Well before heading down to break at Scape, we went to study at Mac again.
Lolz I was lost -.-  I couldn't find my way to Mac despite Mark talking on the phone to guide me Zzzz... Thankfully, I met David at the wrong exist hahaha!!! I wouldn't got lost if Julz reached there on time!

I had a 'great' time with maths today... I don't get why does my brain stucks somewhere in the middle when doing a question...  Sigh...
Thanks Jul for teaching me despite looking so sick and tired today. To be honest, I've never had one who teaches me so patiently and clearly before. How sad that he's flying off next Feb..  : (   Yeah I hope I can really taking biomedical and become a doctor in future : )
I have to work harder. Slack less.
Oh yeah!! While I was calling Shanyang, I was fliping through a maths assesment book that Shanyang gave me last time, and wow!!!!!!!! I saw his drawings!!!!! They're sooooooooo cute and I really like it!!! Saad said that it's so Japanese!! Hahaha!!! We all laughed and Shanyang, at the other side of the phone, nearly freaked out hahaha!!!!!! :P

After that, Jul left for work and David went home. Saad, Mark and I went to Scape.
Melrick and Shanyang reached later. I passed Mel thumbdrive for getting some new breakbeats and Shanyang gimme his books/notes for study haha!!

I was kinda lazy to move till the last 20 minutes when they all were about to go or have already left.

At the end, only left with Shanyang and I. It's the first time I saw him break. Lolz and before that, he had been playing his PSP for the whole session -.-
Anyway, I realised that he really looks damn too cute when he crashed hahaha!!! He looks like lying on the floor crouch in and going to sleep HAHAHA!!! Lolz!!!!!!
And then we went to 7-11 to buy drinks, and took like 20 minutes slow motion walk to mrt station cos we had to finish our drinks haha!!

Though we were going to different sides, Shanyang waited me to go up to the train first before he taking his. Thanks yaw!! So gentleman haha!!! : )

Met Junhong, Weihao, Bryan and Vanessa in the train. What a coincidence!! I met the 3 guys earlier on at Scape too.
So we took the same train together. Thanks for them cos talking it didn't feel too long when there's someone to talk to.
It's been a long time since we last met.

Imma working harder, for my dreams.

No mood to blog.

Someone was being a liar. I wish I could punch that person.
And I hope there's nothing and there will be nothing.

Lmao.


By the way. It's gonna be last week of my work.

Damn you fucker...

Off Day : (

27 Nov 2010 Saturday

Met Shirley at Orchard to walk around and then went to Scape to break with Mark, Julian, Saad, David and Syafiq.
An was there with his friends too. I've not seen him for 2 weeks!! We chatted a lot.

It was such an off day for me. Hmm.. Is it because of lacking of sleep for these few days? I sleep for only 4-5 hours per day and I can't sleep tight.
Shit why is it happening again? It's holiday!
Anyway.. Slacked till all of them went off around 9pm. I stayed, to go upstairs to break with An and his friends.

I like the spot upstairs. And I really trained a lot within the short one hour.
Mark came to join us, together with Gregg after a short while.
And I learnt some new things from Mark haha!
Jul sent text message to me, to encourage me and giving me advises.
Thanks friends! I really enjoy training with you guys and I can learn more : )

Zz.. I have a bruise on my knuckle cos of punching An too hard today =.=''
Well.. It serves me right...
And Scape was, surprisingly dead today..


Lolz, I'm surprised that I've started hanging out with them. Not only me, even my other friends are surprised.
I ain't gonna care about all the crap that I heard about them. I should judge one person by myself. Haha!
And I think someone's gonna be very surprised heehee~~~ :P

I gotta train harder and improve faster.

I don't know why am I scared of those things that I'm not even sure of. Phobia? Screw it..

And I really gotta quite the stupid fucked up job soon : /

Too much emo/chilling songs recently, cut it.

26 Nov 2010, Friday

Zzzzzzzzz... Screw the damn work -.-

There were only Jaron and Jonah there at Esp at around 4pm when I reached there from work.
They told me that they were chased out by a security guard and saw a banner that states that the underground is banned cos of YOG.. ?????? O.O  What the heck is that??? Lolz! As if they're too poor to make a new banner -.- Damn those shit events that bans we all from using the underground!
Argh today again got embarrased and offended by him....... But I told him to not to do it anymore cos I felt offended. He said okie.. Yeah I know he was kidding and I'm not serious. Just... I really felt offended.. I can't describe how it feels.. I was the only girl around come on..

It seemed quite crowded at Esp today I think that's cos of the barrier.. And we had a hard time cos we didn't have a powerful speaker.. So every bunch of them used their own speaker.. It was so freaking soft... And later part of the session, our group had no beats at all cos our speaker all died x.x
But not bad~ I had the mood, trained quite a lot.
Haha my tigh hurts from yesterday's practice of the split transition >.< Stretch too much..

Going to the Puma shop which Lao Ge works at next week with my boys. But gotta wait for Jonah to be back from Hong Kong : )
Heh?? 'My boys'?? Sounds.. weird.. Too bad..

Tomorrow's gonna be another good day ^_^

Why do I tear when I express my innermost feeling about those craps to Mark for these 2 days?

Rie, be strong stay cool.

: )

25 Nov 2010, Thursday

Rushed down to Esp right after CCA.
Didn't really break, but sat down and chat with Shirley and Chi.
Shirley hope you're ok. Everything will be fine ^_^

After that went to Scape to break with Julian, Mark, Saad and some other old school bboys who are Jul's friends.
Lolz.. I sprained my back when I was at Esp before that =.=''  So didn't really train much Zz.. I can't turn to left now shit...
Anyway~ Saad and Mark tried very hard to teach me a split transition.. Until now I don't really get the idea right.. Cos it's hard for you to feel something when I twist my body in..
It was funny I guess.. Cos I always crashed despite Mark saying 'you almost got it'... K I think it'll be a nice move if I can get it.. Gotta work on this : )
Oh yeah!!!!!!! Jul's friend brought his baby and wife there. The baby is just toooooooooooooooo cute >.< Awwwwwww soooo cuteeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was fun, and I wasn't left out haha!!

: (   I keep coughing...

Haizz... After slacking for these few days, I'm finally going to work again tomorrow..
Let me pray hard that Esp won't be dying tomorrow cos FEC's not there, and Mark they all won't be there too.. 2 big groups..
And hopefully someone's going down with his powerful speaker heehee :P


I'm ok. Stay cool.

Lost.

Good day ^^

Went to study at MacDonald at Tanjong Pagar with Julian and Mark.
Haha! Lolz!!
I can't believe myself that I did actually focused... And it was maths and chemistry.. My most screwed up subjects..
I didn't plan to study these 2 until I chatted with Mark on Msn~

They taught and helped me a lot today : )  It was so efficient haha!
Thank you!! ^_^
I didn't expect them to teach me so patiently HAHAHA Blehh!!!!!! :P

Reached Esp around 8 30pm.. Zzzzz.. We spent extra time waiting for the phone-less idiot Saad to come -.-  In the end we found out that he was already there at Esp Zzzzzz...
Then I joined Xavier, Peter, and Jasper they all at the other side ^^
Woooooooo!!!! Jasper is finally back!!!!! :D

Well I slacked a lot... Maybe I should blame the stupid mugging mood? Lolz!!!
So went to eat sushi with Chi haha ^_^
After that, I finally trained.. But not much.. Just around half an hour and Xavier and Peter kept disturbing me wth... =.=''

Tomorrow I'm going to Scape to train with Julian they all after CCA.
I don't know.. Hope I won't be left out lolz~~

I started to love piano now.
Again.
Bring my old days back.
And I found myself is becoming more classical day by day... Listening to lots of classical musics..
Damn..
Is it good or bad?

Lies

The masks on your faces are made up of lies.

Don't ever trust one easily before you really know him/her.
And you can never know what's the story behind one's smile.

Haha don't worry nothing happened.
Just that I learnt something from friends' case. Lolz.

Peace? Love? Unity?
Lolz.
Why are those craps going on?

Let's just break.

Peace.


I hate to be at home.

Great session today!!
Despite there were not many bboys around.

Met Joshy at Somerset cos he wanted to take a look at Scape. Haha both of us reached there 4 30pm SHARP!
Said hi to Vivi, then headed to Esp lolz~~~

Saw Jilian, Mark and Zach and some others there. And I got my speaker back ^_^

Joshy and I trained quite hard. And we had our small cypher with B  : )
Sweat a lot. Feels good ^^ Joshy has the same feeling too haha!!

I'm thinking of buying a new pair of Puma. I want it purple!
Hmm.. I think I'm going to Queensway to take a look. Shanyang's going with me hopefully. We were texting craps this morning haha!
He's having fever. Recover soon!!  : )


Tomorrow is the choir concert... Shit my whole day is spoiled!
I have no voice to sing too.. I've been mouthing the lyrics throughout the rehersal today... Damn..
So how am I gonna do tomorrw??


Can someone please respect me? I don't care if you're just talking all those out of fun or what.

K, and to the 3 stingy idiots at Esp today, I didn't shake your hands cos I forgot. If I were to do it on purpose, I wouldn't have missed out another bboy who was around the pillar where you were there.

Fuck you no respect.
But I don't fucking care. I just found it's funny. Don't you think so??

K nothing much today.

Went to work and ended at 3pm, and headed to the don't know where to buy books then went to the library at Esp to study.

I was supposed to break today too haha but Jonah and Sufian said that they're resting so yeah~~

Breaking tomorrow!! Hopefully Joshy is coming! We talked craps on the phone for 1 hour just now.

Study mode: On.

Sleepless Zzzzzzz...

Not really sleepless..
Well just that I've only been sleeping for 4 hours for these few days. Didn't even sleep tight.

I was kinda pissed by my bro this morning. I don't understand why is he so inconsiderate. It's obvious that I'm still sleeping every weekend morning when he's at home. But this idiot can talk loudly or even shout, and talking on the phone just in front of my door.
Fuck! Hey my door isn't sound-proof you $%*&!!
It's been for years.
K it's also my bad to not to sleep earlier.
Damn you fucked up my day.
And why aren't we as close as past?...  I miss the younger bro in the past.
We changed.

Reached at Esp 2pm today. Tin and Sufian were already there.
Later, Jonah, Joel and Yiliang and others reached.
Cos of the knees' nerve's problem, I'm having restriction for some of the footwork. So for now I'm training more on clearing the new bridge combo. and think.
At the end of the session I felt very sleepy, so again, I lied on the floor, went 'subconcious' lolz~ Awhile later went to the corner where Shazuan and Yiliang were. And slacked.

Talking about slacking.. Haha cos the crowd only came around 6pm, Jonah, Tin, Chang, Yiliang, Joel and I all lied or sat down on the floor and played some random songs, we sang or danced with it. Haha! It was great pleasure!

Lolz I sound like a man now.. Cos of the flu...

Zzz... I have to wake up early in the morning for work... So I really have to force myself to sleep earlier.
Guess what, I had a long chat with Shanyang on Msn last night, and he told me that.. He saw my eyebags yesterday =.=''
Okayy.. Wow I didn't even notice about it until he told me man!!!

19 Nov 2010, Friday


Today's exactly 1 month away from my birthday ^_^


Alright today's a relaxing day.
Went for work at Marina Bay, and there wasn't many customers so woots!!!! Great to the max!!!!! XD
I enjoyed the whole afternoon with a cup of hot coffee, 2 magazines, and chatting with the auntie there haha :P

So yeah~~ After working, walked to the underground and talked some craps with Zach and Shirley before going to Cityhall mrt stn to meet Shanyang.
Lolz these two were making comments and showing me the 'wth' face cos I was wearing a pair of hot pink sweat pants, hot pink Puma shoes, and carrying grey and pink checked bag.. Ok not only that, even my socks and underwear were pink too~~
K I swear I don't love pink!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just.. Well happened to have things that are pink and happened to wear/use them all in the same day ok?
Haha but my sports bra wasn't pink :P

Cut it.

Yeah so after that met up with Shanyang and walked to the underground again.
He gave me his social study textbooks, assessment books, notes, and a maths note book.
Don't talk about the others first. I was soooooo damn excited as if I see a ray of hope for my maths when he gave me the maths note book. Cos the note book has all those equations etc. that are required to know XD
Omg thanks man!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
Haha, before he leaving to Scape for his session with his crew, we sat behind a pillar and had a long nice chat for around one hour!! Wow it's was great! I'm benefited haha :P

Heehee he's going to gimme his A maths textbook and English notes too : )

As for today's session...
PETER CAME!!!!!!!
He jumped in front of me when I was chatting with Shanyang and I screamed!!!!!!!!! Cos this A level 'kid' told us that he'll only be back on December!! ~.~   Hahaha!!! See!!! Not breaking for a long time can let you die!!!!!!!

Hmm.. Esp seemed kinda quite today cos the big group of bboys didn't come.
And.. It seemed that everybody was slacking... =.=''   Sat in groups and engaged in their chat Zzzzzzzz...
I had no mood to break too.. Only slept for 4 hours.. I couldn't sleep last night. So woke up around 4am to drink wth..
Ok yeah I had no mood to break, so packed up at 9 30 and left.. But after changing and buying drink, I went back to Esp again. Haha! And surprisingly, Deep came!!!!!!! >.<  Omg missed this crazy girl so much hahaha :P  So I gave her a hug ^^  Well she's as crazy as usual -.-
Well but I didn't join them. I went to Peter's group at the other corner and cracked some craps until Shazzy shouted from the other side to remind me that it was already 10 10!!!! I was shocked!! Damn time flies!!!!! >.<   Haha, so quickly hurried off to home~~

Despite carrying one big stack of books and notes that I got from Shanyang on the way home, I chilled with the hyper hip hop songs that were blasted through my earphone ( haha oh yeah it's pink too!! :P).
I got so hyper that I did some hip hop right after reaching home and sweat like mad. Lolz!!

Tomorrow session at Esp again! ^_^

I guss I was too tired that's why I got fever juz for 1 day.
Now I'm just having a normal flu plus headache sometimes.
Great I hope I can break all out tomorrow.
Lolz I wanted to break all out today but the headache stopped me half way...

Haha Jonah treated me a Big Gulp cos I was able to hold airchair for 2 seconds.. Hmm.. Well it was actuallty 1.5 seconds heehee :P
So yeah, as a return, Imma treating him Big Gulp when he can hold his new transition freeze for 3 seconds.
Jia you dude!!

Gotta sleep earlier today.
Tomorrow working until 6pm, then meet Shanyang and go break~

It's a friday. The greatest day of a week : )

K.. Shall start studying soon.. 

Heehee just downloaded the virtual DJ that Melrick recommended. Cool it's so fun to play with!!!!!

Fever&Sleeping on the floor~

I went to Esp today despite I am freaking sick.
And later, I caught fever..

Well I wanted to sweat it out so that's why I went. But I ended up with sleeping on the floor throughout the whole day..
Hmm but in the middle I was woke up by Duckie and Julian Zzzzzz...

Damn...
: (
Wasted the whole day...

Haizz...
Get well soon..
By friday..

LOL Session! :P

16 Nov 2010, Tuesday

Woots awesome LOL session at Esp!

Haha, cracked senseless jokes with Joel, Yiliang and Shazuan, then later Chi joined.
We were laughing in tears, rolling on the floor...
We were insane...
So, didn't train much.

I went to the other side for awhile to train cos I really couldn't take their jokes and yes I wanted to train.. But later, 'invited' back by the 3 jokers for their so-called hip hop session.
Yeah yeah they wanted to do hip hop but in the end they blasted songs from my phone and.. Danced like bitches =.=''
Oh by the way, taught Shazzy a new move and he loves it. Heehee ^^

The lesson learnt today is never do footwork with no shoes. I sprained my ankle again cos my shoes and socks were wet due to rain.. Zzzzz... So took quite a long rest.


I hope they are not going to anywhere on this friday..


Arghh damn I dropped my phone on to the ground while I was walking home...
It's the frist time I dropped it.. And... Now it has got some cracks on the screen...
Damn............................................

Word.

Every single thing you ever did that bothered me, is every single thing I miss.


Saw this sentence on a site. It's so true, for me. Now.

Damn I don't know what am I going to do, what do I need to do and what do I have to do.

I'm just wasting my time...



I don't know should I tell the friend what's happening behind his back.
Or imply so that he'll take note.
I'm not being busy body but don't want those conflicts/unhappiness to be happened again.

Peace.


Obsessed with the song 'Watcha Say' recently. The tune = my mood.

First day of work

Gosh it was exhausting and boring...
It gets worse when there's no custormers... I missed dancing today.. I felt like moving my body when I hear hip hop beats from another shop and the Chinese songs they play in our shop suck to the core... Kk sorry no offence.. But they were juz kept playing the same songs over and over again.
But I've learnt very much about business. And I believe that it helps me in future. It's a worthwhile experience : )


I can't believe that I'm having this feeling..... Damn........
Relax... Let's see would this change after 4 months.. If not..
...
No way...

♥?

Great Day ^_^

13 Nov 2010, Saturday




It was a great day, despite feeling fucked up in the morning when thought about the crap.




I decided to go to Esp instead of Scape. Reached there at 5, and break straight until 10 49~ Haha!!


Breaking is the greatest thing for me to release stress or unhappiness. No kidding.
Oh yeah! And friends : )


Lolz, FEC plus Xavier and I played a super fun but retarded game. Hahahaha!!!!!!! We all laughed our asses off. Especially when Tor tear his pants right in front of our faces!!!!!!! Omg!!!!!! We couldn't stop laughing!!!!!!! >.<


Julian and Mark reached later after mugging. We cyphered after FEC left. It was cool and I felt good. Gonna practise harder yo!!


I nearly missed the last train just now at Jurong East.. God bless me~~~
I forgot that I have to take red line when I go home late~~~~


Tor called and texted to my old phone that he left his shoes at Esp =.=''  I didn't know it till I checked the phone after reaching home.
So yeah~ Called Julian and woots~ He was still there~ Luckily~
Icez left his elbow guard there too -.-




I'm starting my part-time job tomorrow... I doubt if it's the right choice I've made to go to work.
Cos I was thinking...
I want to break everyday cos I know that next year I will be struggling with school..
I need to study too.. I've forgotten that I really have to mug after chatting with Julian on fb that day Zzzzzzz... -.-   I'm serious.
My lifestyle sucks. I think for this holiday, I gotta use my time for study and break...
So...
I think I'll quit this job soon HAHA :P
I have to study.. Since they can study in the morning and break at night, why can't I??




Oh yeah~ Thanks Chun for teaching me airchair with 2 legs up today!! I'm getting it : )   Today was also the first time that we talked lolz~~~~~~

Yes I screwed up my result.
Yes I was too slack.
Yes my lifestyle sucks to the max.


But,
No you don't know me.
No you misunderstand me.
No I'm not like what you thinking of.


Stop all the craps.


I love bboying.
I can't stop won't stop.


It's no more just a hobby. It's my life.


And you don't ever think about destroying this life.


I know what am I doing,
I know what I love,
I know what should I do.


So shut up.
You fucked up my day.


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Met up with Melrick today, and met Aaron and Shangyang later.
Walked around and slacked at the Music Cafe for dinner and game.
Shangyang just finished his O level today. Haha, I'm getting the notes/papers from him.
I gotta work harder.


After that, Aaron and I headed to Esp but the other 2 stayed at Scape..


Lolz guess what, I told Danny that I've given up my windmill when he was training it and he asked why. Cos he found out that there's only 2 steps and it's simple.
Haha... So, I, tried~~~~~~~~~~
Ok yes it's much simpler than how I used to train it long long time ago..
Omg I can't believe that I'm gonna train it again..
K... Let's hope that I can get it one day.. Soon.. And I won't give up training it :P




I didn't know that people are mistaking me as a member of FEC =.=''
It surprised me..
No I'm crew-less...
Zzzzzzzzz...




Didn't train much today in the beginning of the session cos I thought about what happened this morning.
Fuck all the craps.


It's my life.


Oh yeah! When I was walking to Cityhall stn, one guy called me and omg!!!!!!! He's Joseph!!!! Omg I screamed cos I was really very surprised and glad to see him! He left with one last paper on monday ^^

I can break now : )   But still hurts when I do too much of footwork or accidently twist it. Lolz. But heck care.

Went to Esp early in the afternoon around one with Tin, Zach and Shirley. Later Jonah and Julian arrived. And others came later in the afternnon~~

Tin was sick. So she spent most of time to sleep on the floor -.-  Take care yo~~~~~~

Haha I sweat and trained quite a lot today. Feels great. It's been a long time since the injury on my finger till now. Fuck all the injuries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shirley and I have not been keeping in touch for a looooong time. Haha, we had our 'girl-talk' today. It's such a differnt feeling when I have this kind of heart to heart talk with same gender. It may sound weird but... I always hang out with guys and I share my problems with my good friends who are also guys Zzzzzzz...
Anyway....
Shirley cheer up! See you soon!! ^_^

I am really speechless to that guy.. HAHA... =.='' K never mind~

I was supposed to start my part-time job tomorrow but the boss is not free so haha!!!
Yup going out with Melrick and then go to break at night.
: )

Heehee Saad lent me his harddrive, which has BOTY videos all the way from 1995-2009. Dope!!!!!!! Thanks man!! :D

I shall stop thinking. It's just too distracting.

I was wrong

You, hypocrite.

I still mind, I still care.

The wound has healed, but the scar will be always there.

9 Nov 2010


Despite feeling lethargic, I went to Esp today.

It was quite fun though there wasn't many people. And I've learnt and created something new heehee :P

Too bad I still can't do footwork and toprock....
So could just train some freezes.

I wanted to go to polyclinic to see a doctor for the injury but I couldn't wake up in the morning =.=''
Yup so going tomorrow instead.
I'm lazy to go.. But just in case it would 'fuck me up for the rest of my life' like what Julien told me.. OK OK!! He was really fierce man....... -.-

I Believe In Miracle.

...

I'm the kind of person who can't stay at home I guess~

I didn't go out today. So today was just about computer, sleeping and piano~

Lolz. Weird and surprised right? Piano??!! I went to play cos staring on the computer's screen made me dizzy.


Still a bit unhappy from yesterday. But I'm thinking about deleting the post on yesterday now.


See I said that he's a flirt. He doesn't really care about me. Lmao. What made him say that?

Haizzzz ... -.-

5 November 2010 Friday

Today's a poblic holiday. So reached Esp at 2pm cos Jasper was there. I couldn't break, I though I could do some freezes but I got a bit phobia cos it'd hurt my ankle if I crash so yeah... Went to the other side to slack with Shane, Karl and our new friend Jap. And started to talk about those weird/high-profile/homosexual and couples who were having public sex on a bus or train that we've encountered. Lolz... I've no idea how we started on this topic but it was interesting cos I didn't know there are soooooo many weirdos here in Sg =.='' Omg.

So awhile later, breakers came to Esp one by one and it got so freaking crowded. It was the first time I saw so many people there at Esp. Even the skaters flooded in and flew around Zzzzz...

Haha I took Shawn's iPad to play, and then Tin took it, wrote something retarded on it and an arrow to indicate who was that. I took down those pictures. It was damn fun!!!

Damn Jonah... He came to Esp, and started to spread around what happened on wednesday =.='' Surprisingly.. Cravis, a PSF guy, said ' Oh that's her!' upin hearing Jonah's story... Damn you Jonah.. Seriously...  -.-   Look at your fb status... Omg.......................................................
That's not all.. He stopped me from doing anything! He didn't even allow me to do freeze and said that he'd ignore me if I break... Zzzzzzz... So I sat down there, staring into space, felt damn sad until Joshy came.

I ran to Joshy and gave him a hug. He was kinda shocked I think cos he asked me 'what happend' . Nah nothing happened. I was just emo-ing.
Then I was like, spent the rest of the time with Joshy cos he didn't do much and we chatted a lot. I've not seen him for 2 weeks! I feel very comfortable with him haha :P  Lolz I still remember that time Jiahao asked if he's my brother the last time Joshy came for session before his N level ^_^

Lolz.. I don't know what's wrong with everybody today.. Xavier, Shazuan & Shin were playing wrestle and An was the one who got 'bullied' =.=''
And for the other side, Danny, Barry and Shaun were wrestling too... -.-
Ehh... And those guys from my side, again, did those obscene things right in front of my face... Please men... =.=''

Slacked all the way... 8+ hours at Esp...

My ankle is swollen, but at least now, I can walk without limping much : )
I believe it'll recover soon. And so that I can break soon ^_^

I'm weak, too weak..

It was yesterday.

I just recovered from the cut on my finger, so could finally do footwork. I was pratising shuffle by the legs dragging and crossing on the floor. I dnt know why I lost it after not doing it for awhile.. Plus I was rushing.. And I heard a crack, the great sharp pain followed...
Yiliang, Xavier and Yl's friend saw I was grabing my ankle but Potato said something so I went to Tin at the other side of the pillar. Lolz I was already holding back my tears..
Julien helped me with first aid and many friends came to console me as well. Fk I didn't know I'm this weak.. Well but the pain was really unbearable..
And the great pain continued for 30 + min.

Julien insisted in sending me to hospital so he went back to home to take his car while Jonah accompanying me all the way. There was a specs guy who helped us a lot too.
However, here comes the funniest part. Jonah and I went to a wrong hospital, which is KK. So Jonah called Julien again, and told him that we had to go to another hospital. But I didn't want. I called Julien that the pain had eased and I wanted to go home. He 'hmmm' for awhile and said ok but made me swear that I'd tell my parents the truth and to see a doctor today..
While Jonah went to check the bus, Julien called me again and re-emphasized on the importance of seeing a docotor and again made me swear. I think I was just too weak that point of time and I have no idea why I wanted to tear again.

I still cnt walk now... It's swollen..


I want to break...

Seriously, what's wrong with me? Why am I keep injuring myself and why can't I break??

Why must the injury screw up my holiday why must I rest for so long why did I injure myself why can't I break why can't I walk why why why why why??
Seriously, what the fuck.

It's so bad that I can't sleep well cos I can't move my ankle. And I just had a freaking bad nightmare..

Why are all these happening???

I'm weak, too damn weak.
I don't know why do I feel like crying just to think of not be able to break for a long time...

I don't wanna wait.
I don't wanna rest.
I wanna break.
I don't wanna cry.
I need to be stronger.

Chalet & Movie

K where should I start?

Hmm...


Well went to Down Town East for the class chalet. The room was freaking small and we had many people. And the failed air-con wasn't really working -.-
So though I said that I'd be staying overnight, I decided to go home after meeting up with Melrick.

BBQ-ed for awhile ( well I didn't do anything cos I felt damn tired so was slacking in the room ) and Melrick messaged me that he had already reached nad he's coming to the chalet to wait for me.
I packed my bag and farewell to dear classmated and went out to meet him.
Haha lolz I was wearing dance suit cos I wanted to go to Esp break for awhile before I'm going home but we changed our plan.

He's familiar with the place so we went around. It was the first time I've been to Down Town East and I didn't know that there has so much things inside.
He suggested to watch a movie when we walked pass the Cathey. However the movie ends at 11 15pm so I had to stay over haha!
After buying the tickets,he accompanied me to go back to chalet to put my bag. It was kinda awkward for me to go back and say ' hey I'm back again ' despite we had already said goodbye ealier =.=''  Plus Melrick went in with me and everybody started to ask who's that Zzzzzzz..
Oh yeah by the way Melrick managed to go in despite not having a chop haha! Lolz he is damn familiar with there~

So yeah~ After which we went back to the shopping centre again. While waiting for movie, we went to the top floor to break and slack. Haha I brought my speaker along so yeah~
Lolz it's the second time for me to break in a shopping centre and this time the security ga-guard didn't chase us out :P
Hmm, the movie we watched was ' The social network '.
Melrick thanks for the movie ^_^

So again, I was back to the chalet. Everybody was awake. A bunch of people was playing poker cards. I don't know how to play so went to join Sisong they all who were watching ' Final Destination ' on Orange's comp.
The movie was a bit scary and made me look away everytime when there's a person got killed =.=''

I was getting bored around 3/4am. Haha so I asked Yixiang to go out to break for awhile. There was a gang just near us so I didn't play my breakbeat and didn't dare to talk too loud and look at them. We didn't really do much. I taught him how to clear his 6-step until a bboy from next door came to talk to me.

Haha Melrick and I walked pass this guy earlier when we were going back to the chalet to dump my bag. I told Melrick that he looked familiar and I thought is a bboy but he replied to me that there's a little dancers at the East so he shouldn't be lolz bleah!!! :P
Lolz see dancers in Singapore are all inter-related! He's Xavier's friend!

Eh well.. The funniest part of the whole chalet is here...
I went back to the room, decided to take a nap but what surprised me was that everyone inside was a sleeping and all 3 beds are occupied by sooooooo many people.. Too bad~ So I lied on the floor and put my head on the bed which Brennan and Sisong were sleeping on.

Just after I fell asleep, Ss kicked my head twice and so I had to move to the other end of the bed =.=''
K well, I successfully fell asleep again until Luyao's phone rang.. I opened my eyes, and realised that Ss's hand was just right above my breast but luckily my arm was just below his hand Lolz~~~
But it's ok it's understandable. Everyone was so tired and all in dead sleep.
Lolz~

I left the chalet earlier cos I had CCA in the afternoon and I need to bathe and sleep.

It was fun overall. Thanks everyone I miss you and cherish you.

Haha Kevin is so cute! He gave me a hug when I was leaving : )


Oh yeah I changed my phone on Sunday ^^ Haha,still figuring out how to use it~


You can't expect someone to pay you back the equal amount as what you've done for him/her.
So grow up, be smart.