Shut up

I don't bother to understand or know too deeply into the thing you say. I might drown.


If you get between me and the things I love, I will ask you politely to move.

If you get between me and the people I love, you will move.

My old time memory...

Every time I listen to this song, and watch the video, I'll cry..
Heartbreaking.. 
All my childhood memories are killing me...


  

Stronger

Just had a heart to heart talk with Dee.


There are just too many people who are constantly backstabbing, faking and talking shit.


I gotta be much much stronger by not trusting anyone easily and treat people as enemy.
So that nothing will let you down if you got betrayed or back stabbed.


And I'll just be myself, do what's right and keep going on.


I feel like I'm a loner. But I know there are friends on my back.


: )

Random Quotes, Love

Love is when you find someone you can really be yourself with.

That one you can share anything with like a best friend.

It's when you can't even imagine what your life would be without that person.

When words don't even come close to how your heart really feels.

And even though it doesn't make sense to other people you know that you're meant to be together.

You're just a sculpture that still moves in the museum of my mind. So keep walking. Art shouldn't stop for anyone.

No more silliness : )

I've learnt that heart-breaking lesson hard in the past.


This time Imma be smarter.
Heehee, I'm not the stupid dumb innocent girl anymore!!


=P

My silence.

Yesterday was Fuyo-Inter-school warm up party. I didn't go, instead, I had my usual Saturday session at Scape with Melrick, Mark, Gregg and Ivan lalala~~ Scape was dead quiet. Almost no other dancers around. Just like how was it like during the Chinese New Year period. Lolz.


Lolz, I haven't been training so hard recently, or maybe it was because of the drilling of windmill. My whole body is aching now.




Anyway, the reason why I'm crapping here, hmm... I will try my best to construct my next sentences in a way that accurately portrays them.
The feeling I had after having mad fun talking nonsense with Melrick and Ivan, was really overwhelming. It was soooooooo happy and heart-warming.. It made me realise the fact that I haven't been having such conversation and such fun with any of my friends nowadays.
No longer chilling out, slacking and fooling around much anymore.
The way I try hard to fully utilise my time when I'm there at Scape has cost me that. Lolz.
I told bro about this, he says just train hard.. So maybe, I hope, it's alright.


I just feel very insecure, or rather being a loner.
But well, I know there are someone who are on my back : )


Gonna make a difference after exam.


Yeah go Rie!

I'm just saying.

I'm just fucking insecure.

Perhaps that's why I suddenly want my bro to be back.

Too bad, I still have to wait for one more month...

I don't understand why people like to assume or rather imaging something that they feel that is going around.

I shan't be bothered.

Oh well, it's just pretty ridiculous to see the senseless shit going around just because of an individual.

I'm just saying.

I've nothing against anyone. Unless they attack, back stab, show attitude to me or I really have no respect for them.

Screw it. Eventually the chaos creator will be full of guilt, which makes his life miserable.

Of course you don't bare the fault 100%. But if you always gave some 'serious' and 'life-threatening' problems with different people, that must be something wrong with you. 

No one's perfect. I always do self-refection and remind myself not to go over board. It is hard. especially when I'm in that state of mind when I can't really think.

If you think I'm arrogant. Let me correct you. I'm just fucking insecure. Really.

As I said, one day, I'll just be puffing the smoke when life throws me a grenade : )

Heck care! Haha!

Be Strong Stay Cool

Eventually I will be strong enough to just puff the smoke when life throws me a grenade : )

It has been awhile.

It has been a long time.


Lots of things happened recently.


Participated 4 battles in April.


I cried after Bgirl Nite Out because I did under my own expectation. Nothing about losing...
I realise that I'm really treating breaking seriously now. So serious that the time I spend to enjoy or slack around with friends is getting much much lesser.
All I want to do is to keep pushing myself, even when I'm really exhausted or injured.
I gotta work hard for what I want. Only hard work counts.


I got closer to some friends, on the other hand, I got distanced with some others too.


I'm also changing. My attitude, my pride, my confidence level etc. .
I'm trying not to give a damn about those things/people that are bothering me : )


Always be humble.
Be original.


I really appreciate a lot to those who really treat me truly as a friend, and always on my back. 
Whenever something strikes me, I need not to be afraid.
Thank you.
You know who you are ♥