Hate mugging

I hate mugging, I hate being a no life mugger... Around 3 more weeks to go. Endure.

So 29th October is R2TF. Haha nice, after my exam : )

Things change too fast. 

I don't really miss getting down on the floor, well at least for now.

I'm just afraid that I lose my moves.

I don't really miss my bboys friends.

Maybe I'm so occupied by schoolwork and stress. 

Or simply those closer ones are gone.

I'm in a process of starting a new chapter. Haha.

I wanna see how things gonna go after my exam, when I'm back to my life is usually.

Lolz.

Now keep on mugging.

 

Visibility

I know I'm only visible to you when you have no one to hang out with.


I know I'm only visible to you when I'm the only option left.


Now I'll let you know how it feels.


Yeah, right, bros. 

Crazy day with Shalom :D

24/9 Saturday




Yup we went to the airport. 
Haha, it was supposedly to be a 'hardcore mugging session' in the end it turned out to be a 'crazy temporary distress day'.


Maybe it's because we hadn't catch up and talk for quite long =P


So we walked around the airport, chatted and laughed so much.
Haha I know it sounds weird for a girl to say that, but it really feels so good to have such a good girl friend like her whom I can hang out, talk, laugh, go crazy and bitch with XD  Oh my gosh come and think about it, she's probably the only girl whom I actually hang out with : /   
Whatever!!!!! I enjoyed today so so much! ♥  ^_^


And I bought a necklace. Bless me : )

Jiahao's flying off to Aus today. Haha he's coming back 3 days after my last paper.


I already have plans on what to do after the freaking examination.


ALL OUT to have fun and shop and break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD


Can't wait to have mad fun like today with Shalom soon  : )




Now, seriously gotta all out to study and SMOKE the papers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


C'mon I can do it!!!!!!

~Stress~

23 Sep 2011 Friday


Fuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!! Around 3 more weeks to go.
ENDURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And fuck the exam upside down hahahahahaha =P


...
Zz...
I'm going crazy -.-




Anyway I went for session at RP today.
And fun catching up with friends especially Kamarul haha : )
Hmmm it was all good, until I pulled my thigh muscle and found out that my eyes are infected... =.=''
And then I went half blind cos I took out my contact lenses..........


Whatever, tomorrow I'm going to the airport to mug with Nachos and Shalom.
Oh well.
Jia you! Gambatte! 


I really needa achieve higher grades this time...........................................................................................................................


Haiz...


: (

Middle finger to bullshit creators.

Middle finger to bullshit creators.
And hypocrites! 


Anyway, Jiahao's right. They're fucked up. Completely.
I shall ask them to fuck off and don't get involved.


And if you're a true friend, you wouldn't let me to get into this shit by asking me for favor.


You know, everyone's selfish.


I was really fucking pissed off yesterday. So I rented my anger to Jiahao. Haha.
It's not bothering me now. At least now. If they or he ever ask me for some shit again, I think I'll really say fuck off. 
I was about to tell him that yesterday but I controlled. Lolz.


Seriously, I don't understand them.


By the way, my dear, you're out of my ''close friends list''.



Don't try to convince me to see things your way. I mean, your way sucks.
Haha.






I've got the freedom to say what I want, LiKe yOu Can Kn0ck mY hUsTLe. Lolz.




It's only Tuesday, but it feels like this week is going to end soon. 
I haven't had good sleep for these few days. I'm still surviving.


Friday is my paper 1...
I don't have the confidence. 
God bless me that I can pass English with flying colour this time round.
: /

: x

Hmmm so how do I start today's entry???


I just can't get you out of my mind.
Whenever I think of how you talked to me and how you made me so happy yesterday I smile to myself.
Oh damn it I think I'm crazy.
Very.


I think I'm sure that it's not a crash.
However if he doesn't have a special feeling for me, I'd rather that it's a crash, so that I won't get hurt.


I wrote your name on my wrist, my notes, my heart.
I hope that you love me too or one day you'll love me.
I wish you'll be by my side and we will stay together as one.


I feel so close to you.




And see, I am crazy... 
But I can't help it... 
Why?...


Boy, it's all cos I'm falling for you ♥




That aside, I got the whip for flare Much better than the one I did last time. 
Now the only problem is to switch my hands. 
Omg I see the hope for flare and other power moves XD
Oh well I haven't been training flare for quite long, except that I tried it a few times recently.
I think I got the whip so easily thanks for windmill drills.
No wonder it's called the foundation of power moves. Hahaha I didn't believe it, now I know =P


So tomorrow is the 5- bucks showcase.
Hmmm I hope everything can go smoothly and I can reach home as early as possible...
Chemistry test on Monday...
: /

^_^ This is the feeling.

Session at SP today yay woohoo!!! ^^
I loved it and I really laughed a lot today. It was crazy!!!!!!! >.<  Hahaha it was so fun! Mainly cos of talking some funny things with Vanessa, laughing at Sam, and seeing Zahran fooling around heeheehee =P
We didn't get to use the studio though, we were at T11.


I felt so great and so happy : )




Zzz we gotta rush out the choreography for the showcase on Sunday tomorrow...
3 people for 5 minutes. It's gonna be tough man.. Hope we can have a good one.
K gonna settle the mixtape before I sleep -.-


Sigh everyone's hardcore mugging for end of year exam and here I am having myself occupied by this damn showcase for the whole weekend... 
: (
I've no confident. Gg.
K next Friday will be the LAST session until the end of exam.
Fuck school! But what to do? =.=''
Oh yeah the cut-off point of the course in SP that I wanna go is 8...
Damn it holy shit, that means I'll really have to go hardcore all the way.
Cos I don't know and I have no idea what to do if I don't get into this course... Biomedical science.
Ohh dear buck up : /






Anyway, today was so fly like a G6!!!
And ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥




I already miss that smile now. And I can't wait to see you next time.


If only I can be yours and you can be mine.

SG Bboy Champs Day 2

It happened yesterday.


OUR DEAR SUFIAN GOT CHAMPION AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Omg we're just so damn freaking proud of him!!!!!


It just feels so so so great and exciting to see a good buddy becoming the winner XD


WEEHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!


By the way anyway~ I love his battle attitude.
Hopefully I'll be something like that the next time I participating a jam.
Hehh I wonder when : /


Besides that, it seems like we haven't watched this kind of high, crazy and dope battles for so freaking long!!!! Especially the top 4 and above battles.
Everyone was so high yesterday!


In also beat Farhan and went up to top 8 haha.


Yesterday I used my tripod for the first time just to record videos for out Bali friend Shane.
Now I'm uploading them.
-.- So much time to take!!
Haha!




Exam's gonna start in 4 weeks time.
Fml.
But Imma gonna get it through and get it done.
I can't wait for the next holiday to come!!
HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!




Ehh I'm not gonna give a fuck about your booshit.
You get it?
Dumbass fucker.
Black shit liar.
Fuck off.
I'll delete you from my fb one day.
And yes I'm talking about that fucked up company.

..................................................

One more day of freedom, the fear of schooling has come back.
Fuck school, fuck everything that's stressful.


I gonna go all out till the end of EOY.
Bless me that I can get through and go to sec 4 smoothly.


: (




Sighh I'll miss this holiday.

Missing.

You don't really know how much you miss someone until you see and talk to him.


We haven't met for so damn long, and I nearly forgot about you.


Now you got me back,
and I miss your smile.


♥

PI KA BOOOOO!!!!!!!

Lolz it was an epic mrt ride back to home with Jeoren, Nachos and Nich these 3 pakour guys.
Nachos was on sugar-high, and Nich is just always high and has hell lot of nonsense haha!
Anyway these two were damn high in the train. They were fooling around and sometimes purposely came to embarrasse me =.=''
It was damn funny, for the entire one hour, I couldn't stop laughing, I laughed till I cried -.-  Suffocated zzzz.......
The lady sitting beside Nich also laughed ahahahahhaha!!! I felt so sorry for her~


Hmmm anyway, hmmm...
Somehow, when I'm with them, I feel happier.


: /


Haha~

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No fear. Out goes ego. Chaos develop into trust. I'm pretty deeply rooted in the soil, stretching for the sun. My heart getting contours of a heart again. And nothing or none is false. Not me, not you.

Maybe one day I'll do something stupid ahaha.

I'm blind-folded by something called loneliness and insecure.

I envy people that have a crew or a bunch of friends that they're really fucking close with.

They're always together.

They can do epic funny stuffs together, go crazy~

Or people that have a bf or gf to be with them always.

Some people complain.

But I'm just keeping quiet, kinda in self-denial.

Lolz.

 

Handstand O.o

Ahahaha funny right?


I mean I didn't know that I can do handstand until I trying it today -.-
Looks like hype can really overcome the stupid fear.
HAHA!!!
Ehh hmm and actually, I've learnt that actually for certain things, it's not that you can't do, it's the matter of you wanna push yourself to do or get rid of the fear or not.
Yeah thanks to those people who had pushed me before haha : )


Ok good, master it and get rid of fear completely then I can do some air freezes and air powers woohoo!!!!!!!


Power is addictive isn't it.
Damn it now I'm getting lazy for footwork but to train power and toprock for the most of the time : /


Whatever~ Imma get them as soon as I can.
All out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quick post!!!!!!

Ok actually I didn't feel like writing but yeah, I'm too excited!!!!!!!!!!! >.<


My bro Julian is coming back to Sg in 2 months' time and he's gonna stay here for 2 months!!!!!!!!! Omg awesome XD




Heehhhhh today session at Scape, I hope everything will be back to normal..


Anyway fuck that shit.


Today's the first time I trying halo. Azmi from Luminiq taught me.
I'm kinda scared to throw.
But hehh... Hey Imma go all out the next time learning halo.
I WANT HALO!!!!!!!!!!!!


K holiday, please be a blast!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmmmmmm~~~~

2 September 2011 Saturday




Oh my god I haven't been studying for nearly one week! >.<  God damn it gonna buck up! @.@


Hehh Scape was damn crowded today. With no speaker some more =.=''
Well but I've learnt something new from Zhongwen, my R16 top 16 opponent ahaha I still remember =P
Variations are important.
Ok gonna train for it when I'm not on a lazy mood like today : /


Well not really lazy... Just that there was really too many people around and that the space was really limited : (
How to say~ I don't really feel comfortable when there are too many people around. Yeah~


By the way some shit happened because of that fucked up company again.
What the fuck seriously.
I seriously do not get it.
We're just there, dancing, why the fuck they're creating so much shit when we're just there, dancing.
They should just fuck off lah!
Money, money and money.
Thinking that youngsters are stupid to be cheated.
And you fucking Ind man fucking made me sounded like a liar.
Oh come one see who's the one who's lying and having no balls to clean up his own shit???
I don't fucking wanna go back there to see their faces to spoil my mood and spoil my session again.
Nuff' said. 
Not gonna mention the details of what has happened today. 
Pissing me off.
Fuckers. Fucking son of a bitch.


And I'm sorry again for the vulgarities~ 


Anyway yeah~ After session, Dva, Xav, Sajuto and I had bontian or whatever it's spelled for supper.
It was sooooooooooooooooooo fun to listen to how Sajuto and Dee talk in Indonesian ahahahahahhaha =P
In the middle Dva gave me a ''mini-lecture''. He asked me to save money, and after turning 18, if my friends ask me to go to club, I shouldn't go cos it's waste of money blah blah blah.
Then I was like 'yeah yeah Dva that one you don't have to worry' -.-  Hahahaha!!! Sajuto was like 'ehh what the heck is happening'. Xav was as usual, kept on laughing~
In the end I managed to catch the last train to Jurong East... I ran =.=''


Today again Dva said that the next jam he wants to join with me.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm looks like my plan's gonna be spoilt =P
Never mind, get experience then~
Oh yeah one more thing, Sajuto asked me if I like cypher, I said yeah but I'm always scared. Whenever I'm throwing down in a cypher, that means somebody must have pushed me in -.-
That's why, like what Xav said ''That's why her entry is always like going to fall down''. Ahahahahaha, that's so damn true!!!!!!!!!!! ><
And then Sajuto told me, if I'm scared to cypher, how am I going to handle battles...
True right? Lolz I never thought of that before : /  
You know I always have an urge to cypher when I see people doing so, but I just don't have the guts to get down on the floor : (
FINE I SHALL GO ALL OUT NO FEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope so.....
I really need more courage and confidence...
Oh dear : (




Once again because of the shit and the chat today, I'm so so so so so freaking glad to have Dva as a really good and close friend : )
I just feel that I'm fucking lucky and blessed.
A really true friend who will always be there standing by my side.
Thanks Dva.


If it's possible, I hope this friendship will never end.
93' till infinity.


: )