What a day!

25 Nov2011 Friday

Put aside all the guailan crap I got this morning~




I brought Jonny to walk around and chill out cos my bro had to study for his supplementary exam.. 
It was pretty cool!! : )  We had lots of fun chatting, and I got to know how's the culture there back there in Tasmania, and heehee, talking about Chinky etc =P  Shh!!


After that we met Saad and Fareed to go for dinner.

Saad brought us to eat this Arab food. Haha it's great! But... We realised that we forgot to pay for it after reaching Clark Quay -.-

They wanted to go club, Saad asked me if I wanna go cos he can get us into guest list so I won't have to show my IC. But hehh~ Not into this kinda shit. I followed them anyway cos we were going for shisha~

Hehh but Saad... He left 3 of us waiting like some idiots while he went around to get friends from here and there -_-  We got quite annoyed, it's purely wasting of our time man -.-  Zzz, so we called him piece of shit. HAHA!

In the end I decided to leave.. I see no point wasting time to sit with those party animals lolololol~ 

Jonny is going back tomorrow.. Hope I'll have chance to see him again. I wanna go Australia!!!!!!!!!! ><

I dropped by at Natasha Studio before going back home. Met Jocelyn there, chatted for hours hahaha! We had sooooooooooooooo hell lot of fun gossiping weehooo!!! This kinda chat, you can never expect to have with boys!!!!!!!!

ZZZ I'm so tired as fuck... Tomorrow all out mugging.

Fuck chemistry fuck exams! 

I hope both my bro and I will be able to pass our supplementary exams..

Nights.

NEW START!

Haha yeah I just had a haircut. And I love it : )

Anyway, yeah I just realized something a few days ago that's really freaking seriously important for my life.. All thanks to my sch boys, especially Yx and Jm.. You know, I've been always mixing around with those friends.. Hmm.. Whom don't really study much? And always just break, break, and break.I'm not being disrespectful my dears~


I mean I kinda lost myself.. After started dancing.. Heh should I use that word badly? Cos I think I was badly influenced. All I wanted to do is dance dance and dance all day long and dance whenever I want to. And I neglected other things that are also, or more important to me. I thought it was nothing wrong, I thought it was normal. Everyone just say it's ok, just break anyway you can't study 24/7, or never mind, cos even if you study a lot, do you think your result will get really really good?
...
Brain wash? Bad influence or I just totally lost myself?


It's ok cos it's not too late. It's not late at all. I can't describe how thankful I am to have y'all here with me. I'm back to the right track. No more hardcore bboying non-stop all day every day. 
And yeah I feel so damn lucky : )






Hey I've got something more important for my life to do, I deserve much better, I'll work my ass off for a better future not to break my ass off and get lost in future. 
I don't need fame, I don't need reputation, I don't needa be a famous bgirl that everyone talks about, I don't needa be the top bgirl.
I'm just gonna be myself.
Oh G... Now that the motivation for my bgirl life has gone -.-
HELL NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!! 


Argh fuck I'm confused...


Nah I'll never quit bboying. It's still gonna be my passion forever. 


It's ok I believe I'll be better soon yeah.. I've got all those friends around..
: )

And here are some photos from graduation night that day haha. 
From the bottom of my heart. 
Thank you <3

So Imma really work my ass off right now!
YEAH BABY LET'S GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Grad night performance.. First Time!!

21 Nov 2011  Monday




We performed for Graduation Night  ^^
Yi Xiang, Jun Meng, NL and Xianwang.
It was good, but it wasn't our best.
However we actually made it in such a short period of time, it's really amazing cos it's the first ever time I being the so-called choreographer and instructor hahaha =P
And I'm so so so proud of Yx and Jm, especially Jm who got perfect windmill in freaking 2 days!!!!!!!!! What the hell damn it I gonna get it too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><


I was the most nervous one haha, my hands were quivering... Cos I was afraid of somebody guai lan me :s


Anyway, it was a blast, a good experience and a great start : )
We're planning for another one. Gonna start working on that next week after my supplementary exam zzzzzz : (
Shhhhh...


Oh yeah and we had great time lepak-ing heeheehee!!! Especially our cam whore with Xiancheng being our Mr Photographer =P 
^_^
Waiting for our dope photos to be uploaded now YAY!!!!!!!!!! ^^






K anyway.. Although I don't think yall will see what I'm gonna say...
I really appreciate and glad to get to know yall closer and to bond with yall.
And I was really touched when you told me that I'm yall mentor and when I see yall improving so fast.. Even faster than me.
I thought about it sometimes.. Hanging out with them really really gives me the motivation and the drive to study.. My other friends don't.. In fact not that I'm blaming them, I've actually kinda badly influenced to slack too much.
On top of that, your rapid improvement for bboyning also makes me wanna improve more.
And I've really learnt a lot after having this rare chance to be the instructor and choreographer.


A big thanks man, Yx and Jm : )




Oh yeah next week is the supplementary exam... Fml.. I haven't even touched anything and I've got so much to catch up...
I seriously gonna mug my ass off from tomorrow onwards... 
Haha Yx said if I were to fail chemistry again he'll kill me -.-
Ok I shall not disappoint myself and my friends. 
I've no freaking confidence, BUT I'M SO GONNA MUG MY ASS OFF AND GIVE MY VERY BEST!!!!!!!!!!
OIIIIIIIII CHEM AND GEOG PAPER, WATCH OUT, I'M GONNA FREAKING FUCK YOU UP AND SMOKE AND GET YOU BURNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME ON I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


After the supplementary papers, we'll start to prepare for the next performance weeeeee!!!!!!! :D




Hmm, but this Friday I'll be going to Scape... I, no we really really hope that we can peace with one another..
I'll try my best haha~


Okie, jia ou for everything in my life!!!!!!!!! ^_^

11/11/11

It has been a tiring day...
Went to Scape with Yixiang and Junmeng they all. Spent most of the time teaching. Didn't train on my things and didn't get anything new..
But seeing them learning, improving and progressing so fast makes me feel so good  : )


We gotta show are performance on Tuesday to Mr Mun... Sigh so stressed up.




Feeling a bit down huh I don't know why. 
It's been so tiring recently. Physically and mentally.


And for the first time, the beef between s4s and I is bothering so much. Probably cos of Yx. 
Haiz so screwed up..


Anyway something dumb happened today =.=''
Chuck took out his electronic cigarette to show us. I thought it was a toy so I just put it into my mouth and tried sucking it.
However it was very hard to suck -.-  So I took a deep deep breathe and then took it out. 
And yeah, I got chocked by the smoke and coughed -.-
Everyone just started to laugh and dis and say all kinds of bullshit, joked around that I took my first puff of smoke, I'm addicted blah blah blah =_=''
Lolololol, IT REALLY LOOKED LIKE A TOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And it has battery life! Charged by using USB!!!!! WHAT THE HECK!!!!!
And the smoke was so damn horrible! Made my throat suffer.
Geeeeeeezzzzzzzz... I still can't believe it... It really just looks like a cheap plastic toy. Hmmmmmm. Contains nicotine -.-






Gonna get the choreo synced by Sunday...
Gonna get my solo choreo done by tonight before I sleep...


Hopefully I won't see the person that I don't wanna meet tomorrow at Scape so I can focus on teaching and breaking.


It's gonna be hardcore and tiring.
But we gonna make it, and it'll be a great one.


: )

Fcuk you up, Like a boy

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back


If I was always gone, hit the sun getting home
Told you I was with my crew when I knew it wasn?t true
If I act like you, walked a mile off in your shoes
Messing with your head again, dose of your own medicine


What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply if I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy.''

Stronger

Lolz.


I just saw something that nearly break my heart.


Fuck care : )


Cos I'm stronger and can be stronger.


Fuck ya bitch! 

北海度の友達

So yup hosted these 2 boys Saito Kai and Takamiya Shogo from Hokkaido for these 2 days.
Weixin hosted Yamakawa Moeko and Matsumura Manami.

Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memory. 

Haha, didn't expect that my broken Japanese can still work so well that the two home gals and I have become friends : )

I was going to tear when we said goodbye this morning..

:'(

Sighh...

This manga is drawn by Saito last night. He spent 4-5 hours to finish it. Didn't even sleep.

I'm waiting for the gals to write letter to me. Can't wait...

Too hell lot of stories to be written here.

Just hope that one day I'll get to meet them. 

It feels so lonely and empty after these busy but fun and crazy 2 days.

ほんとに楽しいかた。

It feels so fucking sad now.

Life is a bitch.

Lololol!!! Weee!

Lolololz! I think my hyper mode is back -.-
I feel damn good : )


I think it's cos of the coming-soon holiday!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!
And this coming weekend, which I'm going to host 2 Japaneses and bring them around to some places heehee, which I also wanna go and have fun =P ,
And the come-back of my motivation for breaking,
And... him! Haha!


Hehhyaaa~


I like that.






Anyway, seriously, Imma working my ass off in this holiday. Mug and break HARD!