First day of work

Gosh it was exhausting and boring...
It gets worse when there's no custormers... I missed dancing today.. I felt like moving my body when I hear hip hop beats from another shop and the Chinese songs they play in our shop suck to the core... Kk sorry no offence.. But they were juz kept playing the same songs over and over again.
But I've learnt very much about business. And I believe that it helps me in future. It's a worthwhile experience : )


I can't believe that I'm having this feeling..... Damn........
Relax... Let's see would this change after 4 months.. If not..
...
No way...

♥?

Great Day ^_^

13 Nov 2010, Saturday




It was a great day, despite feeling fucked up in the morning when thought about the crap.




I decided to go to Esp instead of Scape. Reached there at 5, and break straight until 10 49~ Haha!!


Breaking is the greatest thing for me to release stress or unhappiness. No kidding.
Oh yeah! And friends : )


Lolz, FEC plus Xavier and I played a super fun but retarded game. Hahahaha!!!!!!! We all laughed our asses off. Especially when Tor tear his pants right in front of our faces!!!!!!! Omg!!!!!! We couldn't stop laughing!!!!!!! >.<


Julian and Mark reached later after mugging. We cyphered after FEC left. It was cool and I felt good. Gonna practise harder yo!!


I nearly missed the last train just now at Jurong East.. God bless me~~~
I forgot that I have to take red line when I go home late~~~~


Tor called and texted to my old phone that he left his shoes at Esp =.=''  I didn't know it till I checked the phone after reaching home.
So yeah~ Called Julian and woots~ He was still there~ Luckily~
Icez left his elbow guard there too -.-




I'm starting my part-time job tomorrow... I doubt if it's the right choice I've made to go to work.
Cos I was thinking...
I want to break everyday cos I know that next year I will be struggling with school..
I need to study too.. I've forgotten that I really have to mug after chatting with Julian on fb that day Zzzzzzz... -.-   I'm serious.
My lifestyle sucks. I think for this holiday, I gotta use my time for study and break...
So...
I think I'll quit this job soon HAHA :P
I have to study.. Since they can study in the morning and break at night, why can't I??




Oh yeah~ Thanks Chun for teaching me airchair with 2 legs up today!! I'm getting it : )   Today was also the first time that we talked lolz~~~~~~

Yes I screwed up my result.
Yes I was too slack.
Yes my lifestyle sucks to the max.


But,
No you don't know me.
No you misunderstand me.
No I'm not like what you thinking of.


Stop all the craps.


I love bboying.
I can't stop won't stop.


It's no more just a hobby. It's my life.


And you don't ever think about destroying this life.


I know what am I doing,
I know what I love,
I know what should I do.


So shut up.
You fucked up my day.


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Met up with Melrick today, and met Aaron and Shangyang later.
Walked around and slacked at the Music Cafe for dinner and game.
Shangyang just finished his O level today. Haha, I'm getting the notes/papers from him.
I gotta work harder.


After that, Aaron and I headed to Esp but the other 2 stayed at Scape..


Lolz guess what, I told Danny that I've given up my windmill when he was training it and he asked why. Cos he found out that there's only 2 steps and it's simple.
Haha... So, I, tried~~~~~~~~~~
Ok yes it's much simpler than how I used to train it long long time ago..
Omg I can't believe that I'm gonna train it again..
K... Let's hope that I can get it one day.. Soon.. And I won't give up training it :P




I didn't know that people are mistaking me as a member of FEC =.=''
It surprised me..
No I'm crew-less...
Zzzzzzzzz...




Didn't train much today in the beginning of the session cos I thought about what happened this morning.
Fuck all the craps.


It's my life.


Oh yeah! When I was walking to Cityhall stn, one guy called me and omg!!!!!!! He's Joseph!!!! Omg I screamed cos I was really very surprised and glad to see him! He left with one last paper on monday ^^

I can break now : )   But still hurts when I do too much of footwork or accidently twist it. Lolz. But heck care.

Went to Esp early in the afternoon around one with Tin, Zach and Shirley. Later Jonah and Julian arrived. And others came later in the afternnon~~

Tin was sick. So she spent most of time to sleep on the floor -.-  Take care yo~~~~~~

Haha I sweat and trained quite a lot today. Feels great. It's been a long time since the injury on my finger till now. Fuck all the injuries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shirley and I have not been keeping in touch for a looooong time. Haha, we had our 'girl-talk' today. It's such a differnt feeling when I have this kind of heart to heart talk with same gender. It may sound weird but... I always hang out with guys and I share my problems with my good friends who are also guys Zzzzzzz...
Anyway....
Shirley cheer up! See you soon!! ^_^

I am really speechless to that guy.. HAHA... =.='' K never mind~

I was supposed to start my part-time job tomorrow but the boss is not free so haha!!!
Yup going out with Melrick and then go to break at night.
: )

Heehee Saad lent me his harddrive, which has BOTY videos all the way from 1995-2009. Dope!!!!!!! Thanks man!! :D

I shall stop thinking. It's just too distracting.

I was wrong

You, hypocrite.

I still mind, I still care.

The wound has healed, but the scar will be always there.

9 Nov 2010


Despite feeling lethargic, I went to Esp today.

It was quite fun though there wasn't many people. And I've learnt and created something new heehee :P

Too bad I still can't do footwork and toprock....
So could just train some freezes.

I wanted to go to polyclinic to see a doctor for the injury but I couldn't wake up in the morning =.=''
Yup so going tomorrow instead.
I'm lazy to go.. But just in case it would 'fuck me up for the rest of my life' like what Julien told me.. OK OK!! He was really fierce man....... -.-

I Believe In Miracle.

...

I'm the kind of person who can't stay at home I guess~

I didn't go out today. So today was just about computer, sleeping and piano~

Lolz. Weird and surprised right? Piano??!! I went to play cos staring on the computer's screen made me dizzy.


Still a bit unhappy from yesterday. But I'm thinking about deleting the post on yesterday now.


See I said that he's a flirt. He doesn't really care about me. Lmao. What made him say that?

Haizzzz ... -.-

5 November 2010 Friday

Today's a poblic holiday. So reached Esp at 2pm cos Jasper was there. I couldn't break, I though I could do some freezes but I got a bit phobia cos it'd hurt my ankle if I crash so yeah... Went to the other side to slack with Shane, Karl and our new friend Jap. And started to talk about those weird/high-profile/homosexual and couples who were having public sex on a bus or train that we've encountered. Lolz... I've no idea how we started on this topic but it was interesting cos I didn't know there are soooooo many weirdos here in Sg =.='' Omg.

So awhile later, breakers came to Esp one by one and it got so freaking crowded. It was the first time I saw so many people there at Esp. Even the skaters flooded in and flew around Zzzzz...

Haha I took Shawn's iPad to play, and then Tin took it, wrote something retarded on it and an arrow to indicate who was that. I took down those pictures. It was damn fun!!!

Damn Jonah... He came to Esp, and started to spread around what happened on wednesday =.='' Surprisingly.. Cravis, a PSF guy, said ' Oh that's her!' upin hearing Jonah's story... Damn you Jonah.. Seriously...  -.-   Look at your fb status... Omg.......................................................
That's not all.. He stopped me from doing anything! He didn't even allow me to do freeze and said that he'd ignore me if I break... Zzzzzzz... So I sat down there, staring into space, felt damn sad until Joshy came.

I ran to Joshy and gave him a hug. He was kinda shocked I think cos he asked me 'what happend' . Nah nothing happened. I was just emo-ing.
Then I was like, spent the rest of the time with Joshy cos he didn't do much and we chatted a lot. I've not seen him for 2 weeks! I feel very comfortable with him haha :P  Lolz I still remember that time Jiahao asked if he's my brother the last time Joshy came for session before his N level ^_^

Lolz.. I don't know what's wrong with everybody today.. Xavier, Shazuan & Shin were playing wrestle and An was the one who got 'bullied' =.=''
And for the other side, Danny, Barry and Shaun were wrestling too... -.-
Ehh... And those guys from my side, again, did those obscene things right in front of my face... Please men... =.=''

Slacked all the way... 8+ hours at Esp...

My ankle is swollen, but at least now, I can walk without limping much : )
I believe it'll recover soon. And so that I can break soon ^_^

I'm weak, too weak..

It was yesterday.

I just recovered from the cut on my finger, so could finally do footwork. I was pratising shuffle by the legs dragging and crossing on the floor. I dnt know why I lost it after not doing it for awhile.. Plus I was rushing.. And I heard a crack, the great sharp pain followed...
Yiliang, Xavier and Yl's friend saw I was grabing my ankle but Potato said something so I went to Tin at the other side of the pillar. Lolz I was already holding back my tears..
Julien helped me with first aid and many friends came to console me as well. Fk I didn't know I'm this weak.. Well but the pain was really unbearable..
And the great pain continued for 30 + min.

Julien insisted in sending me to hospital so he went back to home to take his car while Jonah accompanying me all the way. There was a specs guy who helped us a lot too.
However, here comes the funniest part. Jonah and I went to a wrong hospital, which is KK. So Jonah called Julien again, and told him that we had to go to another hospital. But I didn't want. I called Julien that the pain had eased and I wanted to go home. He 'hmmm' for awhile and said ok but made me swear that I'd tell my parents the truth and to see a doctor today..
While Jonah went to check the bus, Julien called me again and re-emphasized on the importance of seeing a docotor and again made me swear. I think I was just too weak that point of time and I have no idea why I wanted to tear again.

I still cnt walk now... It's swollen..


I want to break...

Seriously, what's wrong with me? Why am I keep injuring myself and why can't I break??

Why must the injury screw up my holiday why must I rest for so long why did I injure myself why can't I break why can't I walk why why why why why??
Seriously, what the fuck.

It's so bad that I can't sleep well cos I can't move my ankle. And I just had a freaking bad nightmare..

Why are all these happening???

I'm weak, too damn weak.
I don't know why do I feel like crying just to think of not be able to break for a long time...

I don't wanna wait.
I don't wanna rest.
I wanna break.
I don't wanna cry.
I need to be stronger.

Chalet & Movie

K where should I start?

Hmm...


Well went to Down Town East for the class chalet. The room was freaking small and we had many people. And the failed air-con wasn't really working -.-
So though I said that I'd be staying overnight, I decided to go home after meeting up with Melrick.

BBQ-ed for awhile ( well I didn't do anything cos I felt damn tired so was slacking in the room ) and Melrick messaged me that he had already reached nad he's coming to the chalet to wait for me.
I packed my bag and farewell to dear classmated and went out to meet him.
Haha lolz I was wearing dance suit cos I wanted to go to Esp break for awhile before I'm going home but we changed our plan.

He's familiar with the place so we went around. It was the first time I've been to Down Town East and I didn't know that there has so much things inside.
He suggested to watch a movie when we walked pass the Cathey. However the movie ends at 11 15pm so I had to stay over haha!
After buying the tickets,he accompanied me to go back to chalet to put my bag. It was kinda awkward for me to go back and say ' hey I'm back again ' despite we had already said goodbye ealier =.=''  Plus Melrick went in with me and everybody started to ask who's that Zzzzzzz..
Oh yeah by the way Melrick managed to go in despite not having a chop haha! Lolz he is damn familiar with there~

So yeah~ After which we went back to the shopping centre again. While waiting for movie, we went to the top floor to break and slack. Haha I brought my speaker along so yeah~
Lolz it's the second time for me to break in a shopping centre and this time the security ga-guard didn't chase us out :P
Hmm, the movie we watched was ' The social network '.
Melrick thanks for the movie ^_^

So again, I was back to the chalet. Everybody was awake. A bunch of people was playing poker cards. I don't know how to play so went to join Sisong they all who were watching ' Final Destination ' on Orange's comp.
The movie was a bit scary and made me look away everytime when there's a person got killed =.=''

I was getting bored around 3/4am. Haha so I asked Yixiang to go out to break for awhile. There was a gang just near us so I didn't play my breakbeat and didn't dare to talk too loud and look at them. We didn't really do much. I taught him how to clear his 6-step until a bboy from next door came to talk to me.

Haha Melrick and I walked pass this guy earlier when we were going back to the chalet to dump my bag. I told Melrick that he looked familiar and I thought is a bboy but he replied to me that there's a little dancers at the East so he shouldn't be lolz bleah!!! :P
Lolz see dancers in Singapore are all inter-related! He's Xavier's friend!

Eh well.. The funniest part of the whole chalet is here...
I went back to the room, decided to take a nap but what surprised me was that everyone inside was a sleeping and all 3 beds are occupied by sooooooo many people.. Too bad~ So I lied on the floor and put my head on the bed which Brennan and Sisong were sleeping on.

Just after I fell asleep, Ss kicked my head twice and so I had to move to the other end of the bed =.=''
K well, I successfully fell asleep again until Luyao's phone rang.. I opened my eyes, and realised that Ss's hand was just right above my breast but luckily my arm was just below his hand Lolz~~~
But it's ok it's understandable. Everyone was so tired and all in dead sleep.
Lolz~

I left the chalet earlier cos I had CCA in the afternoon and I need to bathe and sleep.

It was fun overall. Thanks everyone I miss you and cherish you.

Haha Kevin is so cute! He gave me a hug when I was leaving : )


Oh yeah I changed my phone on Sunday ^^ Haha,still figuring out how to use it~


You can't expect someone to pay you back the equal amount as what you've done for him/her.
So grow up, be smart.