04 Dec 2010 Saturday


I reached Mac at 3 40pm, cos I wanted to do some of my Chinese homework (shit!).
And Mark, despite saying that we gotta meet at 4pm, he came one hour after me -.-
Julz reached very late cos he's uncle was helping him with his study.

I didn't even manage to complete one Chinese homework. It sucks to the core. You know it. Screw it! So again started with maths.
It was really fucked up. I stucked at the last question for like hone hour before heading down to Scape... Mark and Julz taught me again and again but I just couldn't get it : (
Sigh...
I really felt like crying >.<  Why was I dumb -.-
K maybe I was a bit off.
Alright anyway, thanks for them for teaching me so patiently. Cos if I were to teach one like me, I'd freak out : /

Julz gave me a.. Hmm what is it called? Key chain? Anyway~ It has 'school of medicine' on it. And he asked me to study hard to get in to biomedical.
Yup I will, thank you : )
To be honest, he's one of my motivation to go for my dream.


Heh... Because of the stupid question or rather my stupid brain, we reached Scape arond 8 30pm... I feel sooooooooooo sorry for Jonah and Peter... Especially Jonah.. Cos I think he must be very tired after the cypher jam but yet I asked him to go down... Well.. Hmm... I didn't want to ask him to go until Julz asked me to ask him down : /   I'm not blaming Julz. Just feeling very sorry for them. If not for my stupid maths, we would have reached there much earlier... And it was like they were waiting for us cos Aaron and Gregg kept calling Mark : (

Felt kinda off after the irritating maths.
Trained more towards the end.
But had a fun time. Gregg was damn funny lmao!!! :P

I thought I'd again, be the one who's going to take the train alone.
Heehee, but this time Aaron took the train with me to Khatib, from there he took bus home : )
So touched haha! We chatted a lot on the way back.
Thanks for accompanying me! ^_^
After that we messaged some crap. Talking about smoking those gangsters if they attack us hahaha!!! :P
Of course it's best that it wouldn't happen. But wow! I wonder what would they react if we break in front of them and get them smoked!!!!!!!!



Tomorrow's the last day of work YAY!!!!!!!!!
Melrick asked if I want to join his crew training.. But too bad, I have work : (
So next week then : )

K hopefully I will break after working. To be exact, hopefully there'll be someone breaking tomorrow.
Julz might be breaking. Hope so~

Needa train more..
And sleep more HAHA!

Mad tiring day...

03 Dec 2010, Friday


I slept today at 5 30am after chatting with Mark on Msn, and... Woke up at 10am again because of my irritating and inconsiderate and brain-less bro talking loudly on the phone.
FML.....
I tried to sleep after that, but couldn't really fall asleep... Fuck.

Reached Mac around 3pm to study with Mark.
Too bad it was raining heavily so Julz couldn't come cos he had to work at night.
Yup so Mark spent most of time teaching me, this idiot.. Yeah my brain was dying due to lack of sleep... So he had really hard time teaching me.
And me too, had hard time doing maths! I felt like giving up and rest and slack everytime I finished doing one question, but Mark kept pushing me to do by saying ' hey one more question! '....
Arghhhh... Why do I have such a lil bro at home to wake me up every morning??? I'm feeling even more tiring now as compared to school days.
Damn...

K anyway~ After Gregg had reached, we 3 headed down to Esp. Today was late. I break until 11pm.
Well not bad. Got something new for footwork. Loki and Aaron taught me how to airchair and Mic helped me to improve my zulu spin.
: )

I'm having headache now...

Tomorrow again, study then break.

No more slacking. For both breaking and studying.
Imma improve faster.

Now that everybody's telling me that that was an imaginary blood..

So was it really something wrong with me?

Sigh screw it.

17 days to 17th : )

Yup, today's 17 days to my 17th birthday. So fast! >.<


After cca today, went to Scape. Mark, Julz and Saad were already there..
Melrick too! Haha!!! I saw his blue contact lens!!! :P

Anyway.. Slacked all the way cos I injured my left wrist and fingers yesterday : (    Too bad...
They were also knida shag too~ So we slacked, chilled, and I helped Julz with stretching, then went off.


Last night, well it's actually today early in the morning around 1/2am, after the window-hitting incident, something wrong was going on again.
I was staring on the computer, with right hand supporting my head. And I realised there's blood on my right hand when I was reaching out for mouse...
I stoned.. And went to washroom to wash it off. I'm sure that it was blood. I smelled it..
I checked myself against mirror to see if there's any wound that's bleeding.. But.. None.
Terrified... Quickly switched off computer and went into my bedroom and messaged Mark what's happening.
He called immediately, and I asked if I've checked if I was bleeding.. But really.. NO!!
So Mark consoled me by saying that maybe I was just too tired, and asked me to sleep and not to be panic. Haha, I was.. Hmm.. I can't describe how it felt but yeah.. I cried :'(   The blood... Was quite a lot...
Anyway, I calmed myself down and went to sleep after 30 minutes...

It was nothing wrong after that. Though I still have no idea what was going on, I hope it's really nothing.
I talked to Mark about it today, and he joked that maybe I was just dreaming... Oh well, I'm sure that I was awake!!!! But hopefully this kind of creepy things won't happen again.
Peace.


Tomorrow, gotta go full out!!!!

Sleepyy...

01 Dec 2010, Wednesday




I nearly fell asleep at work by staring on my bio book...
But the commision later in the day was great. Haha!




After work, at 7pm, I flew down to Esp and break with jeans haha!
Hey I didn't know that breaking with the pair of jeans I was wearing was kinda good! It was cooling and most importantly, it's stretchable! So I could do splits all that without worrying about tearing it like Tor last time HAHA!!!


I missed my friends there so much! Jonah's back, FEC came down surprisingly, and I realised that Shazuan's hair had grown much longer haha!
Yeah I really missed them very much!!!!!!! >.<
Hmm didn't really break till Julz left. I helped him with stretching and then went up to chill for awhile before going all out.


So yup, after he has left, I trained a lot today : )  Felt damn good. Haha!!!
But the sad thing is... I sprained my left fingers twice... Crashed for once, and then got kicked by myself once : (   It's kinda pain.. Thus had to leave earlier : (
Before leaving, went to say bye to Julz who was drinking with his cousin. Haha, it's random right? And he thanked me for going~~ He told the cousin that I'm his little sis and I'm a good girl haha :P  His cousin is friendly ^^
After that, went to 7-11 to buy drinks for myself and friends, then went off.




Something hit my window just now... And it continued for quite long.. I was very very scared..
I told Mark on Msn about it, and he called, asked me to open the window to check what's that..
No choice.. I did, but the thing had gone..
Chill..
It's so scary and creepy.. I hope there's nothing wrong.
Haha thanks Mark!! He said that I sounded so stoned~~~


NO I'M NOT GOING TO HAVE A NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad day.

30 Nov 2010 Tuesday


I only slept for 4 hours today. G.

So I guess it's why I felt so lethargic and no mood. Lolz.

It was raining heavily after I've finished CCA... And shit I was wearing my lovely Puma.. It got wet.. Damn..

I was freezing. When I finally reached Somerset and met up with Mark, he lent me his jacket. Thanks Mark!! : )

And another bad thing for today was that I forgot to bring my wallet.. I don't know what's wrong with today. Lmao! Lacking of sleep kills...

We went to KFC for dinner after Saad had reached. Zzz.. Cos I had no money, Mark helped me to pay first..
Damn it's not the first time that I forgot to bring wallet out...

Shirley came to join us after that.

Again, I slacked.. I felt like sleeping.

Haha we realised thast Julz is not flexible enough! Cos his legs are so closed together when he does windmill. So I helped him with stretching. Hope he'll go and stretch by himself and he'll be more flexible soon haha!
Julz told me about the story of how he got into medical. Being motivated, I feel that I've to study even harder.
I'm becoming more hardcore lolz.
But it gets tired.

I just realised that it's like 18 days from my birthday. Wow time flies.

Gotta work tomorrow.
Last week of work.


I ain't giving a damn, I shall not give a damn. For anything.


Be it selfishness;
Be it jealousy;
Be it unfriendliness;
Be it having priority;
Be it being arrogant;
Be it showing attitude;
Be it bitches;
Be it flirts;
Be it love;
Be it hate.


Be it anything and everything.


I won't give a fuck.

Well I guess I'm too tired. That's why I'm so emo.


No worries. Stay cool.

Nice day : )

29 Nov 2010 Monday


K I was wrong. I'm talking about the previous post. Sorry :P



Well before heading down to break at Scape, we went to study at Mac again.
Lolz I was lost -.-  I couldn't find my way to Mac despite Mark talking on the phone to guide me Zzzz... Thankfully, I met David at the wrong exist hahaha!!! I wouldn't got lost if Julz reached there on time!

I had a 'great' time with maths today... I don't get why does my brain stucks somewhere in the middle when doing a question...  Sigh...
Thanks Jul for teaching me despite looking so sick and tired today. To be honest, I've never had one who teaches me so patiently and clearly before. How sad that he's flying off next Feb..  : (   Yeah I hope I can really taking biomedical and become a doctor in future : )
I have to work harder. Slack less.
Oh yeah!! While I was calling Shanyang, I was fliping through a maths assesment book that Shanyang gave me last time, and wow!!!!!!!! I saw his drawings!!!!! They're sooooooooo cute and I really like it!!! Saad said that it's so Japanese!! Hahaha!!! We all laughed and Shanyang, at the other side of the phone, nearly freaked out hahaha!!!!!! :P

After that, Jul left for work and David went home. Saad, Mark and I went to Scape.
Melrick and Shanyang reached later. I passed Mel thumbdrive for getting some new breakbeats and Shanyang gimme his books/notes for study haha!!

I was kinda lazy to move till the last 20 minutes when they all were about to go or have already left.

At the end, only left with Shanyang and I. It's the first time I saw him break. Lolz and before that, he had been playing his PSP for the whole session -.-
Anyway, I realised that he really looks damn too cute when he crashed hahaha!!! He looks like lying on the floor crouch in and going to sleep HAHAHA!!! Lolz!!!!!!
And then we went to 7-11 to buy drinks, and took like 20 minutes slow motion walk to mrt station cos we had to finish our drinks haha!!

Though we were going to different sides, Shanyang waited me to go up to the train first before he taking his. Thanks yaw!! So gentleman haha!!! : )

Met Junhong, Weihao, Bryan and Vanessa in the train. What a coincidence!! I met the 3 guys earlier on at Scape too.
So we took the same train together. Thanks for them cos talking it didn't feel too long when there's someone to talk to.
It's been a long time since we last met.

Imma working harder, for my dreams.

No mood to blog.

Someone was being a liar. I wish I could punch that person.
And I hope there's nothing and there will be nothing.

Lmao.


By the way. It's gonna be last week of my work.

Damn you fucker...

Off Day : (

27 Nov 2010 Saturday

Met Shirley at Orchard to walk around and then went to Scape to break with Mark, Julian, Saad, David and Syafiq.
An was there with his friends too. I've not seen him for 2 weeks!! We chatted a lot.

It was such an off day for me. Hmm.. Is it because of lacking of sleep for these few days? I sleep for only 4-5 hours per day and I can't sleep tight.
Shit why is it happening again? It's holiday!
Anyway.. Slacked till all of them went off around 9pm. I stayed, to go upstairs to break with An and his friends.

I like the spot upstairs. And I really trained a lot within the short one hour.
Mark came to join us, together with Gregg after a short while.
And I learnt some new things from Mark haha!
Jul sent text message to me, to encourage me and giving me advises.
Thanks friends! I really enjoy training with you guys and I can learn more : )

Zz.. I have a bruise on my knuckle cos of punching An too hard today =.=''
Well.. It serves me right...
And Scape was, surprisingly dead today..


Lolz, I'm surprised that I've started hanging out with them. Not only me, even my other friends are surprised.
I ain't gonna care about all the crap that I heard about them. I should judge one person by myself. Haha!
And I think someone's gonna be very surprised heehee~~~ :P

I gotta train harder and improve faster.

I don't know why am I scared of those things that I'm not even sure of. Phobia? Screw it..

And I really gotta quite the stupid fucked up job soon : /

Too much emo/chilling songs recently, cut it.

26 Nov 2010, Friday

Zzzzzzzzz... Screw the damn work -.-

There were only Jaron and Jonah there at Esp at around 4pm when I reached there from work.
They told me that they were chased out by a security guard and saw a banner that states that the underground is banned cos of YOG.. ?????? O.O  What the heck is that??? Lolz! As if they're too poor to make a new banner -.- Damn those shit events that bans we all from using the underground!
Argh today again got embarrased and offended by him....... But I told him to not to do it anymore cos I felt offended. He said okie.. Yeah I know he was kidding and I'm not serious. Just... I really felt offended.. I can't describe how it feels.. I was the only girl around come on..

It seemed quite crowded at Esp today I think that's cos of the barrier.. And we had a hard time cos we didn't have a powerful speaker.. So every bunch of them used their own speaker.. It was so freaking soft... And later part of the session, our group had no beats at all cos our speaker all died x.x
But not bad~ I had the mood, trained quite a lot.
Haha my tigh hurts from yesterday's practice of the split transition >.< Stretch too much..

Going to the Puma shop which Lao Ge works at next week with my boys. But gotta wait for Jonah to be back from Hong Kong : )
Heh?? 'My boys'?? Sounds.. weird.. Too bad..

Tomorrow's gonna be another good day ^_^