:D

Yay!!!

Today's session was so fun and great!!!!!!! :D

I feel so high and happy now heehee :P


Backache zzzzz... What affected me more from doing footwork was the ankle. I thought it was recovered. But the pain came back to me after the small cypher when the Big Toe LionT was there damn..
Yeah so didn't do much footwork but toprock today.
It was still very fun haha!!!

Lolz!!! Jonah and Karl kept playing their old school beats.
Ehh.. I missed Jul's funky beats : /
But not bad. I got to play mine~~~

Got something new today : )

Tomorrow gotta go all out and work on footwork more. I've seriously not been training footwork for quite a long time. Shit... I don't wanna get rusty >.<


Gotta study hard and manage the time well in order to balance the school work and bboying.
Yeah I can do it ^_^
Gambatte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shit I'm so god damn tired...

: /

22 Jan 2011 Saturday


I was so happy to see the 2 cute boys Kamarul, Luqman and FEC guys Shaun, Duckie and Hasty today!
I've not seen them for months >.<
Sighh.. I miss those days in Esp.. Lolz.....


Man... I feel people nowadays are so fucked up and messed up.
Everything is so risky and dramatic.
Lmao.

Fun sessoin!

21 Jan 2011 Friday


Finally a proper session : )


Met Dav at Clementi to pick up the big and heavy but sick and dope speaker, and headed to Scape.
Slacked alone for around 2 hours to wait for people to come.


I was damn hyper and excited cos Xav and Shazzy came. I've not seen Xav for a looooooong time!!!!!! I missed them so much hahaha!! :P
Trained quite a lot. It was great : )

However at the later part of the session I got tired. Cos for these 2 days, I've been dying in school : /
Lolz so after taking a nap, I danced just a lil bit more lethargically, and left with Shaz and Xav.

I'm so overloaded with schoolwork..

Sigh.

Damn...
Due to not having a proper session for quite a long time, or rather that I didn't warm up properly before going down to floor for yesterday's training, now my back so pain...

Tomorrow's gonna be a nice day.
I hope.
: )

I have lots to study. So many tests are coming up.
I couldn't survive in school today... So freaking tired and sleepy.
Fuck... My mind went blank for the chemistry test. I guess I've again screwed up the paper.

I guess being misunderstood sometimes can be your motivations to work on something to prove people wrong.

The ungly people.

In the end of the day, we all are ugly, disgusting and selfish animals that take things for granted.

Be it sex, love, friends, reputation, fame, money, apology, appreciation...

People fake in a certain way in order to get those things they want.

People speak in a certain way in order to please someone.

If each time you say "I love you", ''I miss you'', ''I'm sorry'', you meant it?



How many hearts would be invaded for the wrong reasons.

I'm bad.
But at least I know, everytime I say those, I mean it. And I don't force myself for not being who I am. I show my emotions, I show black face to someone I don't like. I don't care how people'd think cos that's just me.






Had a pretty fun session at Esp today. I've not hit there for such a long time. I missed my friends there so much.
I'll miss them and Esp again~


 

School is a bitch

School is a bitch.
I hate going to cca and worse, I have to teach. What the fuck. It's so irritating.


Freaking tired and lack of sleep today. Even my upsized magic portion this morning didn't work. Maybe I need some fresh air.
Lolz.
The sleeping quality also sucks. The later I sleep, the sucker it is. Cos I keep thinking about I only left with X hours of sleep and those kind of shit.





Life is just the novel you write during your smoke break. And your novel is just a collection of lies you'd like to remember. And all that you remember, is the distance from here, to then.


I'm just saying.
 

...

Anson with Mark.
Woots love the early dismissal today!!! :D  I had so much time for myself.




After that Mark went off for dinner while Saad and I went to collect my phone back!! Oh my gosh! It has been 3 weeks and I finally got it back! I was so excited lmao~~~
Damn... My contacts are gone Zzzzzzzz.........
Sweet, Saad gave me a medication for my back injury : )  Thank you dear Saad!!!


After that we met up with Fareed, and went to Scape together. David had left so we didn't have speaker. Too bad~~~
Today's the last day we see Desmond till March.
Julz is not back yet... We can't contact him... : (
Haha, Chicken came too.
Lolz damn sleepy today. No beats no mood. I don't know is it just today or what, I didn't have the feel at all. Damn.




School is a bitch. I need a break. Feburary please come soon. I want the Chinese New Year holiday. Lolz.




I need a hardcore session too. Go all out on friday!




Arghh...




My parents are kinda pissed off cos I go somewhere else during monday to thursday. And they think I've not been studying at all but dancing. Lolz.

I don't like to explain myself from misunderstanding or whatever shit like this. Cos I know that I'm doing the right way and things are not going like what they're thinking of.
Fuck it let it be this way. I'm sure they'll know that I'm not like that kind of girl they're imagining of one day.
Yeah so I'll still do it my way.
Sorry.
I wish their eyes could keep out all those that I do that irritate them.
I wish I'm transparent in this home.


Sigh.. Miss chilling out with friends. I wanna talk.
Lolz...




I realize sometimes I take little things in life for granted.

Little things like a sunny day, or kindness from a stranger. Things that could've never happened in the first place, but because of timing and chance, they did.
And I think that's the best part of it.



    

Today's such a relaxing chilling day.

Went to Scape alone, studied at CHAT for the whole afternoon until Shanyang came to pass me his chemistry textbook : )
Hahahaha, on the way back home with him was damn freaking funny! We made a detour cos we board the wrong side -.-
I realised that it was wrong side, so I asked him to go out first. And shit. The moment he went out, the doors closed : /  So I took a train back at the next station, and told him wrongly that I was in the first cabin when I was actually at the last cabin hahahaha!!! Gg....... So at the next station, we alighted, and moved towards to each other and went in to the same train again -.-
HAHAHAHAHAHA it was so damn funny!!!!!

Early dismissal tomorrow. Hopefully it doesn't drag.


I shall stop worrying too much and go for the way I want.

I'm back and alive

15 Jan 2011 Saturday


Yo I'm back from the stupid retarded fucking camp and alive.
Thanks god that there wasn't traffic jam so the bus reached school 1 hour before the estimated time.

I missed my dearest friends and my bed SO FREAKING MUCH!!! : (
I wished the time would pass faster every single minute :'(
Anyway, I'm alive again : )


Haha I'm hardcore. I've been so aching for dancing for the past few days but I had zero chance...
So after getting out of school, I rushed to Scape. Mic, An they all were there. Mark was late by one hour : /

The lousy old shoes that I was wearing, which were supposed to be thrown away were very slippery. I could simply slip over even by doing 6-step -.-  Yeah THANKS for the stupid camp...
So yeah, toprocked, and spent time with Vivi to chat downstairs lolz~


I actually brought smiles to someone's face. Haha, how touching it is. Cos I'm always thinking the other way round. I think it's always that they're bringing smiles to my face.


An aka Kitty aka Andy, happy birthday!!! Now I'm playing this back to you haha!  I like you for being a very good friend. I like to push you to do the moves that you think that you can't do but actually it's that you're lazy to try :P  Your toprock has got your style your flava, sometimes it's funny to see your specs dropping down hahahahahhahahaaha!!! I'm just saying~~~ You're a super nice guy. And sometimes easily being sort of like 'bullied' by us haha! I guess that's why you're also very well-liked by everyone : )  Keep rocking on and stay happy!!! Have a great year ahead! Happy 19th birthday dear Anan!!! :D

: (

: (

I don't wanna go for the freaking camp...
Sigh..
Coming back on saturday night.
I'll find sometime to break there, secretly. Stay low profile. Pray hard for not being caught zz...
And I shall not take the risk to buy some packs to chill lmao :P
What the hell.. 4 days...  : /
Sigh...

Coming back on saturday night. I think imma crash right after coming back. So that I'll have energy to go all out on sunday.

I'm so gonna miss here and my friends. Yeah.. At least, please let me have the chance to train there. Even just some chilling toprock will do... Please.........
: (

Hope I won't fall sick. Heh I'm already a bit sick.
Hope I can train there, without anybody knowing.
Hope by the time I get back to Singapore, I CAN GET MY PHONE BACK!!!!!!!!! Damn it what the fuck!!!!!! I've been waiting for it for 3 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!


Gotta wake up at 4 45am tomorrow, but here I am just came back from Scape, have not even started packing yet. G.
Yeah I'm the G shit!
HAHA!


: (
Fuck it I only have one day of weekend left..
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUck.........