24 hours a day is definitely not enough.
Tomorrow is the shooting. I don't know how is it gonna go...
I'm kinda lost too : /
Hopefully everything can go smoothly and end early...
Damn it... My wrist hasn't recovered yet... I can't freeze....
: (
Sighh...
Heehee my new kicks, Adidas Gazelle have arrived!!!
Finally!!!!!!!
Still with Andre though ><
I can't wait for BOTY this Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not participating don't get me wrong...
Cos...
I don't get a chance to meet my dear friends.
So yeah, I'll be able to meet them on Saturday...
After that.... I've no idea when will be the next time.
Good luck to me, for tomorrow.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Why?
My dear,
Why are you getting yourself into these troubles because of me?
Why??
I know you stand up for your friends, I like you cos I know you're really my good friend.
But why did you go to this extend?
I feel guilty and bad somehow, for some reasons which I can't really explain.
Why are you getting yourself into these troubles because of me?
Why??
I know you stand up for your friends, I like you cos I know you're really my good friend.
But why did you go to this extend?
I feel guilty and bad somehow, for some reasons which I can't really explain.
I just don't wanna see you getting into some troubles, just because of me... For so many times...
I will leave you alone, for the sake of both of us.
Hopefully you'll be on the right path and be good.
I'll miss all the nonsense we had when we fool around together.
I'm really sorry...
I'll be back when I'm fully ready.
Now I'm gone, to somewhere else.
Friday, July 8, 2011
Emotional?
I've being strangely emotional over these few days.
I'm again, back to piano, listen to the emotional and nostalgic songs that I refused to listen in the past, I've been daydreaming about going the scene going back to Japan, and visualizing the days when I was in China.
Strange. Very strange. This is the me last time. I'm not like that now.
My dear bruh has gone back to Australia.
Another... Around half a year more.
She was cold as a winter blizzard that clings to your skin even after you’ve warmed yourself in front of the fire. She was warm as a summer heat wave that seemed to last a whole season without ever losing its warmth. She was fire and ice. She was all that there was to be in life and then some more. She was the reigning sun and the majesty of a moon, a split second of a nanosecond and an infinity. She was always present, lingering still, and then she was never there. She was a beautiful wrath of passion and overwhelming possibilities. Try as hard as you might, you couldn't tame her. She was like the waves on a sea, rolling in, rolling out, an unstoppable force that was gentle as a whisper and terrifying as a volcano begging to erupt. She was you. She was me.
- I think I should have fun away
I'm again, back to piano, listen to the emotional and nostalgic songs that I refused to listen in the past, I've been daydreaming about going the scene going back to Japan, and visualizing the days when I was in China.
Strange. Very strange. This is the me last time. I'm not like that now.
My dear bruh has gone back to Australia.
Another... Around half a year more.
She was cold as a winter blizzard that clings to your skin even after you’ve warmed yourself in front of the fire. She was warm as a summer heat wave that seemed to last a whole season without ever losing its warmth. She was fire and ice. She was all that there was to be in life and then some more. She was the reigning sun and the majesty of a moon, a split second of a nanosecond and an infinity. She was always present, lingering still, and then she was never there. She was a beautiful wrath of passion and overwhelming possibilities. Try as hard as you might, you couldn't tame her. She was like the waves on a sea, rolling in, rolling out, an unstoppable force that was gentle as a whisper and terrifying as a volcano begging to erupt. She was you. She was me.
- I think I should have fun away
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Monday, July 4, 2011
......
Today was supposed to be a perfect session to break.
Fuck the injury.
Okay time to get back to the track.
Fuck the injury.
Okay time to get back to the track.
Injury-prone : (
03 July 2011 Sunday
So what the hell is wrong with me? -.-
This morning I woke up by the pain of my left wrist. I don't know why cos I didn't really do much yesterday.
This afternoon I went to Scape for session. Wow my feel suddenly came back. Maybe it's because there wasn't much people there.
However later part, we moved to upstairs as downstairs was getting more people and it was distracting.
I guess I was tired, plus right wrist was still recovering from the injury I got on Friday from roll back air chair. I busted it from hoping to air chair this time...
This time is serious... I stayed stagnant for awhile cos it was too pain to get up.
Now I can't move my right hand at all. Not even my fingers and they are swollen...
God damn it. I'm a right-hander. How am I going study, as in writing?
: (
Why am I getting injuries so easily???????!!!!!!!!!
Dinner at Burger King with Khai, Sufian, Xav, Karl, Shane and Jiwari was AWESOME!!
We played this game, which is not laughing no matter what's happening.
So we all tried hard to stay calm. We couldn't help but laughing at Jap and Xav's stupid faces!
Haha I think I was the biggest losers. I was damn high so I just couldn't stop laughing. Well actually everyone was damn high today. Before leaving Scape, the boys did some funny moves and fooled around. I couldn't join them cos of my wrist : /
Anyway, it feels like I haven't been laughing and having crazy and mad fun like this for quite some time already. It feels great :D
Tomorrow is probably the last day seeing Chinky before he going back to Australia.
For these few days while he's here, I had tried my best to spend time with him like going for session when I seriously have no mood for it, or giving up going to have sessions somewhere else just because of him.
Anyway, after he's back, I'm gonna be back to normal. Imma spend more time to study and go to break somewhere I wanna go.
This time round our clique didn't hang out like what we did a few months ago. I feel a lil bit pity. But things change. We all are much busier than we used to be. Lolz.
Hopefully my wrist can recover really fast. I can't live like this.
It really sucks to be able to use only one hand.
So what the hell is wrong with me? -.-
This morning I woke up by the pain of my left wrist. I don't know why cos I didn't really do much yesterday.
This afternoon I went to Scape for session. Wow my feel suddenly came back. Maybe it's because there wasn't much people there.
However later part, we moved to upstairs as downstairs was getting more people and it was distracting.
I guess I was tired, plus right wrist was still recovering from the injury I got on Friday from roll back air chair. I busted it from hoping to air chair this time...
This time is serious... I stayed stagnant for awhile cos it was too pain to get up.
Now I can't move my right hand at all. Not even my fingers and they are swollen...
God damn it. I'm a right-hander. How am I going study, as in writing?
: (
Why am I getting injuries so easily???????!!!!!!!!!
Dinner at Burger King with Khai, Sufian, Xav, Karl, Shane and Jiwari was AWESOME!!
We played this game, which is not laughing no matter what's happening.
So we all tried hard to stay calm. We couldn't help but laughing at Jap and Xav's stupid faces!
Haha I think I was the biggest losers. I was damn high so I just couldn't stop laughing. Well actually everyone was damn high today. Before leaving Scape, the boys did some funny moves and fooled around. I couldn't join them cos of my wrist : /
Anyway, it feels like I haven't been laughing and having crazy and mad fun like this for quite some time already. It feels great :D
Tomorrow is probably the last day seeing Chinky before he going back to Australia.
For these few days while he's here, I had tried my best to spend time with him like going for session when I seriously have no mood for it, or giving up going to have sessions somewhere else just because of him.
Anyway, after he's back, I'm gonna be back to normal. Imma spend more time to study and go to break somewhere I wanna go.
This time round our clique didn't hang out like what we did a few months ago. I feel a lil bit pity. But things change. We all are much busier than we used to be. Lolz.
Hopefully my wrist can recover really fast. I can't live like this.
It really sucks to be able to use only one hand.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Movie and chill~
Transformers with Sufian, Xav, Khai, Jonah and Zhian.
Lolz today we spent $14 per ticket for Transformers 3D at Cathy zz...
It's a freaking Saturday and some people were late. So we got the worst seats. Ehh no, to be exact, I was the saddest one. I got the worst seat. First row, right at the corner -.- I had a stiff neck for the whole entire hour after the movie.
Two miracles today. Xav, who always takes forever to reach somewhere reached Dhoby first at 1pm sharp! Second miracle is that Sufian, who's always one of the early ones, came the latest. Haha!
Hmm I think Green Lantern was nicer than Transformers... I nearly fell asleep while trying hard to stare at the screen from the very corner today : /
I've been having headache for the whole night...
These few days really sucks.
There's one 3 on 3 battle, 18 and under coming up next week.
Shane's encouraging me to join.
But nah...
It's a good opportunity and experience. But I really have no heart for any battle or cypher now.
Shanyang will be finally free on Monday. Hopefully we can meet up.
There are some good friends that I wanna meet up and have a good talk with.
But why is everybody so fucking busy?
Lolz today we spent $14 per ticket for Transformers 3D at Cathy zz...
It's a freaking Saturday and some people were late. So we got the worst seats. Ehh no, to be exact, I was the saddest one. I got the worst seat. First row, right at the corner -.- I had a stiff neck for the whole entire hour after the movie.
Two miracles today. Xav, who always takes forever to reach somewhere reached Dhoby first at 1pm sharp! Second miracle is that Sufian, who's always one of the early ones, came the latest. Haha!
Hmm I think Green Lantern was nicer than Transformers... I nearly fell asleep while trying hard to stare at the screen from the very corner today : /
I've been having headache for the whole night...
These few days really sucks.
There's one 3 on 3 battle, 18 and under coming up next week.
Shane's encouraging me to join.
But nah...
It's a good opportunity and experience. But I really have no heart for any battle or cypher now.
Shanyang will be finally free on Monday. Hopefully we can meet up.
There are some good friends that I wanna meet up and have a good talk with.
But why is everybody so fucking busy?
Oh, Friday
01 July 2011 Friday
It's already July.
I guess I'm tired.
Slacked throughout the whole session today.
Or maybe it's really time for me to change the session spot.
I wanted to go somewhere else today, but because of my bro, I went to Scape. Lolz..
He's leaving soon.
Again.
My knee is fucked up. Like seriously.
After the joint shifted at the airport like two weeks ago, it's getting worse.
Fucked up.
Gonna watch Transformers with my bboy buddies tomorrow.
Lighten up my mood, get hyper, chill and relax.
By the way, I just wanna say this:-
So the shit-creator is eating his own shit now. Nice. I bet it's tasty for you, just you. You deserve it. You created it, just for yourself to eat it back one day. Swallow what you vomited to stink people you fucker.
I didn't and never make noise all along. I'm just here to let it out.
Anyway you can never learn. It's in your blood. You can never change.
Fuck off, no one's gonna miss you. Your leaving's not gonna make any difference but letting us to have more space, less hating, less bullshit, and more peace.
Crazy hectic and exhausting crap.
Gotta call it a night now.
It's already July.
I guess I'm tired.
Slacked throughout the whole session today.
Or maybe it's really time for me to change the session spot.
I wanted to go somewhere else today, but because of my bro, I went to Scape. Lolz..
He's leaving soon.
Again.
My knee is fucked up. Like seriously.
After the joint shifted at the airport like two weeks ago, it's getting worse.
Fucked up.
Gonna watch Transformers with my bboy buddies tomorrow.
Lighten up my mood, get hyper, chill and relax.
By the way, I just wanna say this:-
So the shit-creator is eating his own shit now. Nice. I bet it's tasty for you, just you. You deserve it. You created it, just for yourself to eat it back one day. Swallow what you vomited to stink people you fucker.
I didn't and never make noise all along. I'm just here to let it out.
Anyway you can never learn. It's in your blood. You can never change.
Fuck off, no one's gonna miss you. Your leaving's not gonna make any difference but letting us to have more space, less hating, less bullshit, and more peace.
Crazy hectic and exhausting crap.
Gotta call it a night now.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Mixed feeling.
I feel so tired and sleepy everyday.
It sucks being lethargic to do everything : /
End of next year, I'm going back Japan.
Can't wait. Next year is gonna be the twelfth year.
Honjo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Tomorrow is Friday.
No excitement for session or meeting friends at all.
Ok nah, I wanna meet my friends, but not excited. Well last time I used to feel excited. Meeting friends at the end of a damn week was awesome.
But now, I just feel like taking a break.
Some fucking things are bothering me so much.
I know I shouldn't give a fuck.
君と
強く
胸に抱いたい
...
Monday, June 27, 2011
First day of school...
I don't feel like it's the first day of sch at all.
I'm so tired, so sleepy, so lack of energy.
I'm saving money for DSLR : )
Sufian and Andre are going to Thailand this Thursday.
Jealous ><
Hopefully one day my parents will allow me to go overseas with my friends : /
For these few days, I've been wanting to go back to Honjo~~
It has been... 11 years...
Oh gosh, how time flies.
I want weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so tired, so sleepy, so lack of energy.
I'm saving money for DSLR : )
Sufian and Andre are going to Thailand this Thursday.
Jealous ><
Hopefully one day my parents will allow me to go overseas with my friends : /
For these few days, I've been wanting to go back to Honjo~~
It has been... 11 years...
Oh gosh, how time flies.
I want weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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