Jean Roch - Can you feel it

I don't feel right to be at home this time...
Usually I'll be breaking at Esplanade until very very late...
Oh I hate this feeling~~~

Why the hell is NDP rehersal on today???!!! : (
But I think is it's good for me to take a rest.Whole body's aching so couldn't really break today...

Lolz,went to house class for the first time with Shantelle~Oh my god it was really very tiring but house is really dope and cool!!!!!^_^And I went to slack with those bboys breaking there after that~

Ahh....So damn not right...Aching to break...

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Heart skipped a beat but life goes on^_^

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I'll one day overcome my fear to become doper.

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I really don't like people who always make last minute changes... : (

Loving breaking,lots and lots...

It's too fast that I lost passion in locking and now loving breaking sooooo much.

I was extremely hyper(I've never been soooo hyper before and Jh and Wh were stunned :P) at first today,but there was something on the floor that I didn't notice,and I cut my hand... : (

: (   Thus I couldn't do footworks,I guess it'll be the same situation for tomorrow and Sunday... : (  

How sad???!!!I feel sooooo bad... : (

P.S.  I used 10+ plasters that Joshy bought for me just tonight!!!Lolz~~~By the way,thanks Joshy :D

Feeling nothing to do,so started to train freezes.Airchair,bridge to hollow back and some transitions of chair I forgot what are those called.Those moves(chair transitions)made my hair fell a lot!!!I'll never do those moves that require my head to drag on the floor again!!!At least,I need a beanie~~

I was exhausted today.But I had lots of fun and laughters.

Love all the Sweats,Pains,Blood And Beats ^_^

Today's the last time Joshy came to break at Esplanade before his N's...So we two stayed there until 11 plus.We were soooooo damn tired that our arms were shaking when we do freezes.

I can feel the improvement now.

And now I finally know how it feels.Love this feeling and this motivates me to keep on breaking cos I believe that I can make it and I'll be better ^_^

Harder,Better,Faster,Stronger :P

I'm totally disgusted by him,what the hell did he say???!!!I feel damn fucked up when I see your face or hear your voice.Can you just get out of my sight and back to your gang???!!!By the way,you'll never get in to any battles or whatever just by doing those freezes to show off your strength k?Disgusting shit!

I wasn't thinking highly of myself,and that sentence is TRUE.

Pardon me for saying these.I know my words are harsh.

I don't mind people calling or recognizing me as a bgirl now~Lolz :P

By the way I was doing some footworks before my hand was cut.Jh and Wh were staring at me and asked if I bite those from him and said that the style really looked like his...I didn't bite that much k?Plus I ain't that pro to bite his footworks which is damn fast!!!...

(30 July 2010,Friday)

 

Idiot!I am still waiting for your reply though...

It's only 19 days...Lolz...

I'll stop being silly anymore.

All those memories and words are now too far away.

I won't go back to read them anymore.

I look forward,never look back.

Tomorrow's Joshy's last day to go Esplanade before N's!!! : (

I feel like everyone is leaving me...

I really need a hardcore rest.

Aching to try out new crazy footworks tomorrow ^_^ I can't wait!!!

Ah ah!!!!Joshy went to watch 'Streetdance' today!!!!!I also wana watch!!!!>.<

I gotta improve all I can ^_^
Before yall come back.

I love my Life,

And you can never bring me down.

So this is how you actually are?

Fine...

Just bear with it for 2 more days,and Friday will come.

I gonna be as hyper as Mel last night to dance all the stress out.

Just say 'I hate you' and smile!^_^

Let's stop dreaming and move on.

Imma going to try out some new moves on Friday!!!Can't wait to dance and to meet my friends!!! :P

I don't wana be a bgirl but I love breaking~

I think,you are nothing to me now...But why do I still miss you???

Today's my bad day?I felt quite miserable...

I tear...again...

I don't know which side of you to believe,but why do I still smile and feel so close when I meet you?And why did I still expect those things that you've promised to me?
It's gonna be the last time I cry,just tonight.After that,everything's gonna be alright and I gonna move on.
But I still hope it's not like that...


Dont' break it,my heart is still too fragile.
I gotta be stronger.
I will.


I know that crying and being emotional are just worthless and useless.Especially for these things.
Cry no more.
I'll move on,I'll get over all the pains,I'll be stronger.
Trust me,I'll prove them right to let you see!


And I'll keep it,until the day to come.Will I wait?
続いてくことを祈っているよ。


This mixture of feeling...I've never felt this way before...


爱ということを知った...

I feel so fucked up now.Shut up Fucker!
It's my life.

Lolz,though I swore not to use vulgar again,but I...feel better now,after saying it,or rather,typing it.

Yeah I know I'm too slack,but I know my limit.I know where to stop.

Ok just came back from Weihao's birthday dinner~Ahh!!!!So last minute!!! :P

WTF,I shall chill and relax before I go to bed...
Whatever shit and crap you said,is none of my business.
Fuck off!

Don't think too highly of yourself,can you respect?!And who do you think you are???!!!

Oh I shouldn't use vulgar...Haiz...

NYP tomorrow...

Oh cheer up^_^

I'm exhausted.Whole body's aching again.Hoooo it's been awhile yeah~I love pain,no pain no gain ^_^
Friday's coming soon!!!!! ^_^


I think I should really rest well~Now feeling a bit dizzy don't know why...


Need basic!!!


Haiz...Hard to admit but it seems that I've no more feeling or passion about locking now...I'm sooooo into breaking...Oh no...   : (     It's not the way I want but I can't help it...Bgirl???!!! Oh man...No no no!!!


Going to NYP on tuesday with Mel.Oh I gotta rush there after CCA and I know I'll be very exhausted again...But it's gonna be the last time we meet each other before he going in to army~Haha~  :P


Love my new friends love my new freeze love my new footworks... ^_^


EUSD!!!!Hahaha!!!!Random and cute!!!!And if people know what does it mean,they'll surely be like this -  =.=''    


FUN!FUNK!

Oh Noooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just feel like shouting!!!!I'm sooooooo high now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I CAN DO AN AIRCHAIR NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Ok Pardon me...


Haha today was damn high so I tried it for the first time,and now I can hold it for longest 5 seconds ^_^ They all stunned :P


I feel sooooooooooo good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^_^ Love this feeling!!!!!


Yay I love Esplanade,there makes me high!!!!'


Woohoo,I'm too excited that I've forgotten about what happende today~~~




Oh yeah I tried Hong10 freeze which I thought is easier than airchair...It's not!!!!


Like to break with Tin!Cos we can do many many crazy bitchy moves!!!! :P


Yay!Airchair!!!


I love it's feeling ^_^

Today's session at Esp was fun,but regret that I slacked too much...
Haha,was fooling around with my new friends,Peter and Josh crazily.It's so good and cool to have new friends ^_^
By the way,heehee people said that the variation of prezel that Mel taught me is nice :P


No foundations,no basics,so what the hell have you been doing for the past year?Showing off and training your strength is just as useless as you.Crappy!LOLZ!!!!
Can't you just disappeared???!!!

Just some random thoughts...

One day,I'll prove yall wrong;

One day,I'll be in;

One day,I'll have the strength to do what I want and what I like;

One day,I'll smoke yall,and,laugh;

One day,I'll have that too,like yours;

One day,I'll be able to stand up by myself;

One day,I'll not be crying or feeling sad over those stupid things;

One day,I'll be more mature;

One day,I'll be proud of being one;

One day,I'll be stronger

And one day,I'll be *****

I hope you see this and think so too.



Yall never fail to disappoint me
One day I'll never need to rely on anybody again.
Haha,sounds impossible though~

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Just recieved Ji's call.

Feels good to keep in touch with old friends.

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Now I think,it's not a big deal.

Chill.

If it'll no longer stays this way,

Means it doesn't belong to me

nor I belong to it.

I'll just

let it go

and

move on.

I shall don't give it a damn,Just dance!

^_^




I miss it