Heh heh,went to break at Esp today ^_^ Friends were surprised that I went! Haha :P
Yayyyy!!! An An's back!!! He went to break just now too. Lolz,he was slacking all the way!!! Well I was a bit slack too : /
Tomorrow going again!!!!!! Oh my god I love it!! :D


I can't wait for holiday!!! >.<
Mug hard and dance hard for this holiday!


Haiz I was really too slacked today,tomorrow gotta buck up and train more. Heehee anyway I can train as late as I want :P
What the hell recently,my dreams are all about breaking,especially footworks... =.='' Is it too much?


I'm cutting hair soon.
Change change change!


I feel good ^_^

I want to have dope footworks like Born's!!!
Work hard work hard!!! ^_^


Went to Esp,and Peter came surprisingly. I trained mainly footworks for today. Tried combining and creating some new sets.


Jin just went back to Japan today... He's not coming back... : (


Looking forward to Wednesday's training.
Hmm,maybe I'm going to Esp tomorrow again. Heehee! It's really great to feel the improvement! : )
I'm going to break everyday during the holiday!!!
Now figuring out how to improve and be more creative in footworks.
I want headswipes too!!!!!!! Really want it!!!!!! ( I finally know what it calls -.- )

がんばってね！
I have a goal and an ambition now ^_^
I believe I can improve faster with them.

(29 Aug 2010,Saturday)

Sleepy... I shouldn't feel this during the weekends! Stupid brother.

Chatted with Tin this morning,haha now I know who the weirdo is now. He's what I guessed. Haha. Unfriendly,bad reputation,think highly of himself... Lolz,how to expect people to respect you when you don't do so?

Went to Scape,it was quite fun today,just that i was very tired so a bit slack.
The funny thing was that Duckie and I went to Esp after leaving there out of curiosity... =.='' No one was there.Esp is completely a dead place on Saturdays.

This is how fast can the good friends become strangers and the strangers become good friends.
We are changing,not the world.
It's over,with a new beginning.

Waiting for beanie! ^_^
I have too much things I want to learn,lolz~ :P

Can't wait can't wait!!! Many things' are happening! : )

(28 Aug 2010,Friday)

It was a hardcore dance night! I finally got this feeling back!! :D
Love the sweat,the pain,the laughs,the friends,and the improvements tonight!
Windmill:Yes improved,at least I dare to whip more,next time try to leave my left leg higher and don't ever bang me head on the floor please... *Ouch!* =.='' They taught me to collapse in the right way and the right time,now I have more confidence in it ~^ ^~
Handstand:I got the feeling~But if I don't have it,it still sucks.Next time try to move my hands and lean forward more. Heehee I can finally train it without Danny around :P
Flare:Okie it's just for fun hahaha!!!
Footworks:Cleared the doubt,learnt some new things and practised it more than last few times~ Lolz.

Once again,life's great! ^_^

Today's damn late.

Peter said he'll be MIA after Joshy comes back... : (

Oh yeah there was a surprise today!! A group of bboys came later at night,they shook hands with me,one of them who was wearing beanie recognised me,and asked if I was the one who went to the Mascarade Party and cyphered and danced with him. Whoaaaaa!!!!!!! I was soooooo surprised that he still remember me oh man I didn't even get to look at what's his look clearly that night! Touched!! >.<  Haha I though I'd never see him again man!!!! Hope he and his gang will go to Esp oftenly again after his A's ^_^
How sweet was that!

Exhausted after today's hardcore training,but I still think that it's not enough. It still sucks or rather I still suck. Not for my moves but the amount of efforts and hard works put in cos I was still a bit slack. Next time gonna train even harder! : )

Lolz look at Peter the mad man,his windmill was still crappy and couldn't continue to the next round but after training it crazily,he finally got it right at the end of the day. Ooh man I feel sooooooo bad!!!!

Let's go,I wanna 'level up'! Haha :P

Yayyy!!!!!!! My hard work for #%$* chemistry paid off!!!
I failed the test last time,damn badly,the lowest in the class,only 5 marks what the hell... -.-
And I wanted to give it up,thinking that since it's atroucious,Imma not bother about it anymore,until the teacher asked how come I did so badly. Lolz I felt damn sorry so this time mugged until 2am.
Still not good enough though. Cos I think that I got this much better result as compared to last time by luck too.
I can be better ^_^

Jason just messaged me. This hardcore mugger is thinking of taking a break to go to Esp tomorrow. He's not yet made up his mind. It looks like a hard decision for him~~ Lolz. Hopefully he's coming : )
And so as Peter,another hardcore mugger!
One last hardcore mugger,Joshy,is having his exam soon!

Tomorrow!!!!!!! Yay finally,my craziest night of the week!!!! Woo yayyy!!! XD
I MUST train harder!!!!!!
: ) Imma train harder,to 'revenge' you in your face!!!!!!!
Haha :P

Yayyyyy!!!!! I finally finished all the tests.But why do I still feel streesed?? O.o
I need a hardcore break!!!!Heehee :P

A few friends warned me that white beanie gets dirty easily,but I don't care~ I just want white!!! Haha~

My result sucks.Being a big slacker all the way,this is what I get of course.
But I know I've worked harder than before now. Need to buck up more still.

Treating dance 'seriously'? Lolz.
I was thinking about this.
Should I? Like have a dream for it,like participate some battles and get good results,or be famous and get reputation and fame,don't fool around when having sessions and do the best to improve? -.-

My brother is training some freezes 'secretly'. He doesn't want me to see,but sometimes he talks to me about it. Anyway,good that he's kinda interested in bboying~ I hope he can really be a bboy someday.

So what dance move/style makes me happy? Duck just asked me this. And I surprisingly realised that it's actually locking... Which I'm sort of giving up. But when I see lockers lock,I have an urge to go back and improve it and be a great locker someday.
LMAO,do I really know what I want?
Emm,of course,when I feel improvement for some moves in breaking,I feel happy too ^_^

Buck up,for both dance and study.
Be determined.
Does having a goal helps?

Thank you for standing by me or being concerned. But I am not here right now. I am somewhere else. And you can't reach me. Please leave me at the sound of beep.

Selfish,I am

I hope that it's a lie,Yes I'm being selfish.
Because I'm afraid everything would go back to the past when we just met.
You're happy now,but I wouldn't be able to take it.Cos I'm selfish.
I'm afraid to be neglected,especially you are actually my good friend who gave me lots of encouragments and support.

Ordered a headspin beanie.Great!!!^_^Thanks for Shantelle~It's damn cheap! :P
I suddenly realised that An's coming back soon!!! : )

Really tired.Yesterday was mugging and only slept for 4 hours.

Dance dance dance!!!!!

I'm happy now ^_^

With every lesson learnt,I start a new journey.

I won't slip away so easily,

No one's gonna bring me down as well.

Haha,maybe ain't as easy as last time.If you want,try hard.

I can be more independent.

You don't give a damn to me,so as I.

I have friends by my side : )

For something,it's done means done,it's gone means gone,it's finished means finished.
You can't do anything,but just be it.

I'm impressed by Duckie's improvement.
Yes I'm jealous.
And I feel guilty!!!

I should be more hard working.

Same goes to my study.

JIA YOU! ^_^

Mug mug mug...
No mood.Where's my mood?
Can't really tell.
It's at somewhere which I don't even wanna think about.
Ahh...Someone save me please.


It's time to know that there's no 'forever' in the world.
It's time to know that there's no one you can really trust.
It's time to know that something or someone that meant most or a lot to you can become nothing.


I wish I could forget about these craps and move on.
I wish I could show you how I feel.
I wish you can understand how I feel.
I wish I could know what you think.
I wish we can go back...


I miss the time when you care about me a lot.
But you couldn't care less now.


It's just sucks!
I'm greatly disappointed but I know I shouldn't do that too.


Sorry can I hate you now?


I smile to get over the pain.


Friday,I need you.

(21 Aug 2010,Saturday)


I feel so fucked up.

Early in the morning,I received a message which was blaming me for not being 'mature' and asking me to 'think more' from a relative,which I don't know who cos I don't have this fucker's number.Yeah well...Cos my dad is sick.


In the afternoon,went to Esp with Duckie but didn't train much again.Esp was sooooo damn dead.After awhile a group of friends came...I felt (I don't know how to describe)...Cos they didn't hit me up that they were going to break.But so as I...Lolz I didn't ask cos I hate the way they reply my message.It's either 'No' or 'Not sure'...Or simply just ignore.We didn't talk much which is so damn weird and awkward.I feel I'm ditched,sad and disappointed.I totally lost my mood until Duck and I head for Scape.


But if you were to put yourselves into my shoes,don't you get irritated and wanna have some other friends to hang out with when you are always late for fucking long,like making last minute decisions and ignore me when they feel like?So why should I the one always reply your messages or MSN?And be on time?I ain't an idiot you dumbass.
I still miss yall though~ Lolz.

Met Barry,Ice,beanie guy and Luminiq at Scape.We should have gone there earlier.There had sooo many dancers!!!I finally felt happy there~~ ^_^


Trained footworks and windmill...Duck taught me,now I dare to whip my legs but I should land on my upper back instead of shoulder...Ouch my shoulder... : (


Back to home,Tin told me something that made me really wanna shout 'What the fuck'.There's just something not right with that guy.Esp is not anyone's homeground and if he really trains very hard,he'll not give a damn to us!!!!So if you're not happy with us whom you think are 'fooling around',you can just simply fuck off!!LMAO!Can't understand what the fuck is he thinking about.Joker!

I've given you a chance.It was the last chance.But you,conveniently ignored it.I won't be so kind-hearted anymore.If you care,do something.If not,next time we meet,I'll be cool and cold as ice cos I want you to feel how I felt.Get it?

(20 Aug 2010,Friday)

I was quite slack at Esp just now cos I didn't sweat like a mad and didn't really have the mood.
Maybe I wasn't hyper enough?Lolz~

Peter finally came today after 2 weeks!!! :D
Danny's scar...Haiz...So guilty...
Still the same,he guided my handstand and said that I've improved ^_^ Great!Yeah I felt it too~
Learnt 2 new footworks from Danny and Barry.

Extremely tired and sleepy.

Weihao came to break for awhile with his girl lolz~And trust me,he'll get even shorter if he keeps practising his headspin..Okie sorry for saying so...

Told Peter something.I'm in doubt was I right to do so~~~
We want Joshy to come back soon!!!! >.<

Shoulder pain,backache.


Before I go off,some foreign bboys came.They're really dope and one of them is like rubber.So damn flexible!!!!They were cyphering and people were clapping!!!What impressed all was the small kid.He looks only 6 yrs old but he...Oh my god forget it I'm speechless and can't find a word to describe...

And I really wish someone can disappear from my sight.Fucker!

Can I show you what I feel?

I think I felt that way cos I'm just selfish....

But aren't you sort of ditching me too my friend?
Or I assume this are how guys are?
I can't control my mind but to think of what you told and clarified with me.
I'm thinking over this,not because that I have a spcial feeling for you,but just wondering and curious about what are you thinking.
Kinda weird and ridiculous.
But all are what I expected.

Tomorrow is Friday!!! ^_^ The best night of the week!Can't wait!!!!! >.<

The world's so small.Like what Syaq said,'dancers in Sg are all inter-related'.Haha!It's so cool! : )

Today's a slacking day.I was too  bored so I browsed through my message inbox...I think I shouldn't do that.
I miss those extremely long texts I received and warm greetings and warm goodnights and your 'hugs'.
I learnt much things from you and loved texting you.
But don't get me wrong.I only miss those kind of texts.I don't miss you.
It's just that sometimes I wonder,why is it gone so suddenly.
And I also wonder,would there be anyone else who can text to me like you did.

Ususally,I'll ask them if they're going tomorrow today...But now I don't really dare to ask.Cos look at last week,did I really break with them?Feeling a bit sorry yeah...~~~ But again,I've thought about it.I think I did so cos I'll have more fun there.

You know what?One day you'll feel it's ridiculous when you give up or leave or lose in touch with someone whom you thought you can never live without.
Be it your lover,your good friend,your crush,your best friend.
So...I assume everthing can be let go?Everything can become nothing?Every memory will one day be rotten?

Sometimes,I hate my brother to the max.But I don't wanna get pissed of because of him.

Chill.

But sometimes he's damn cute.He asked me about what does chair freeze called.He has the potential to become a bboy man!!Haha!I was damn surprised that he actually immitated me secretly!!!Oh man!!!It was a 2-point chair somemore...What astounded me more was that omg...He did a chair in front of me,lifting both head and legs up...That's the way of training air chair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Crazy...Emm,well looks like he has influenced by me huh?Good...Oh what is he going to do in future to surprise me again??!!I never knew that he was playing with all those freezes...=.=''  >.< Why is it that everything of him is better than mine??... : (    Eh I hope he can become a bboy though.Lolz,baby,playing basketball here has no future,and you can't have fun with it when there's no one to play with isn't it?Go for bboying Dadi!!!!^_^


Haha chatted with Duckie again last night,until 00 00 today :P
It was because of him that I read through some of my older posts for the first time.
I never looked back those old posts before.Feel it's quite weird.Lolxz.
Eh eh...>.< I feel so shy when someone looks throught all my posts~~~
And,'YooHee'!!!!HAha XD


Just watched Charles on the TV,One Moment Of Glory.Awesome footworks and what it was sooooo cool and interestung that his choreography followed the song's lyric!


A week pasts fast once it reaches Wednesday ^_^
Friday's coming soon.


I feel the cracking sound of my elbow and shoulder is disgusting...I can feel the cracking movement of my elbow when I put my left hand on it.Disgusting and scary.

An and I have a 'deal' or rather,a 'battle' after he's back.Heehee we were texting before he flew off last night.We gonna improve and master handstand.Let's see who will get smoked and broken into pieces!!! :P Hope he'll have a good time there ^_^
Heh heh An An watch out!!I'll improve!!!!!Fast!!!! :P


Had a nice chat with Duckie online last night too.He's the first guy who chat with me so much about my blog haha~Everytime there's friend tells me that my English is good here,I feel so saved!!!Lolz!


We talked a lot of things about bboying.I told him that Imma giving up windmill,but I was again encouraged.It's not the first time though.But I hope it's the last time and...Don't give up on it k?~^^~ He's going to teach me this on Friday.Well...I must say that I am a little bit afraid of it...I had been demoralised by windmill for lots of times and this is also what made my right shoulder and elbow to have the cracking sound when I move them..Not only these,dark bruises too...It's hard,very hard.Not only the move but getting over my fear for it,and be persistent to spend lots of time and effort to get it perfect.


I was determined to get it right long time ago.I still remember how I started training on windmill.A bboy thought that I was going to do this when I was only training float..Haha,it's juz like how I started airchair.Never thought of even trying it but I eventually got it from a crap windmill.I'm the kind of person who 'once I started,I wanna get it perfect'.But it seems that I've lost this kind of persistence.Good or bad?


Duckie told me that he's sure that I'll gain respects from bboys and be famous.Fame?Respect?This reminded me of that guy...Who enjoys these,a lot.But these are not what I really want.
For now,I just wanna have fun and outdo myself.
Emm...And prove some idiots wrong,one day I'll be standing out there sneering at y'all.


Breaking is not only a dance,it's a challenge.
Windmill...I'll try my best to not to give up ^_^
Lolz,he said that he's going to teach me flare too >.< Kk juz play with it for fun then~haha!


I found myself was damn silly.Seriously.She was right.People with those 2 things are like that.You think highly of yourself and flirt around.I was too idiot to be deceived.But thanks,I've learnt a lesson.You 'taught' me to be stronger and smarter.
:D


I used to hate school so much that I never wanna mention it anywhere anytime.But now...Thanks for those jokers,I like it now,emm,at least I don't against it ^_^
Yeah things will always get better.
Hope my results too...
=.=''


Eh,Tin asked me if I wanna go for R! Studio's bgirl class...No sorry I don't.Bgirl class?...Sounds weird and me?Bgirl?Eh...Yeah yeah...But if there's a choice,I'd still prefer people recognise or call me a locker~
This is ironic and ridiculous when I've lost passion for locking and so into breaking now.
Call me an idiot...

Not bad,I survived from today's test.

Damn sleepy...


It's gonna be a long time before meeting some of my friends who are flying off to somewhere else : (

Lolz too sleepy.So daydreamed.Duckie has got great ambition and I'm pretty sure that his dream will come true.So what about me?Wanted to be a great locker,but I changed my mind,slowly and unwillingly cos of breaking...So o I wanna be a great bgirl??!!
Oh man... =.=''
I've no idea.Just want to have fun...

For now.


Who knows?I might change my mind again...
What I wanna do now:I want my passion for locking back...Cos it seems that now I prefer popping than locking...What the hell...I don't know what's wrong with me...Confusing...
Yeah I want the passion for locking back,and wanna be more versatile.Popping,locking waacking and hip hop.
And of course breaking.
One thing for sure.I'll never give up dancing.It's my life.

I really ♥ my air chair.
Haha but I'm suck at everything else,work hard ^_^


一个人身边的位置只有那么多，你能给的也只有那么多。在这个狭小的圈子里，有些人要进来，就有一些人不得不离开。

记忆不过是腐烂的叶子，那些清新那些嫩绿早已埋葬在时间刻度的前端，留在时间刻度的尾部的，唯有铺天盖地腐烂气味。

And this is my air chair ^_^
It looks much better than what I thought.I thought it'd be crappy and sucks haha!
So the next up,gonna try putting my both legs up : )
I was damn excited,now too~So sent random messages to friends lolz~~~ =.=''
Okie I know I'm annoying...


Bleah!!! :P 


Yeah went to break at Esplanade with An An and Duckie,and took some photos with this big black and white 'breakdance'after that.
It's cool isn't it? ^_^
LMAO we spent like half an hour to decide on what freezes we shall do until we saw Karen :D


Today was fun,especially the photo-taking session.Haha!Just look at the times that Duck crashed!!! :P Hahaha!!!


An An's leaving tomorrow~~~ : (



Hope I can do well for the common tests : )



Can't wait for Friday!!! >.<
Bboy or Die Dance for Life.
I can't stop won't stop but I can wait,wait for free time to go to break!!!!
XD


Proven,happy now ^_^
Call me a bgirl,I don't dislike it anymore cos that's what I am.

Went to watch the bboy showcase today.It was really dope.And now I feel that...Eh...Local dance scene...
The one that caught my attention is the crew (haiz forgot what and where are they from...)'s showcase had added locking and popping inside.It was really awesome!!!Oh my god and they are so versatile and they can really pop and lock!!!I admire them and wanna be like them too!!!!! >.<


Well didn't finish watching the battles,went to Scape to break with An An.He taught me toprocks as promised ^_^ And yay I improved!!!I have confident for it now!!! :D  


Promise...Lolz...Someone can't be trusted anymore.


Eh but didn't train a lot today... : (  Too tired and not hyper.Low energy level,don't know what else I could do...
Haha,one funny and oh my god thing for today is that I learnt FLARE!!!!!Believe it or not.Heeheehee!!!Okie yeah Duckie randomly asked if An An and I wanna learn flare,so we juz learn~~~And I feel it's not as difficult as what I thought it is.It's just that it takes more time and you need strength.
But anyway,flare is really purely for fun.I don't think I can get it or I wanna get it~~~ Gotta practice others ^_^


An An was extremely tired today...His eyes were bloody red and he dozed off when he was sitting there!!!Ooh he's flying off tomorrow...
And this reminds me of  Rusty,also flying off on Monday and coming back only NEXT YEAR!!!

: (


The small turtle from big toe crew caught my attention too.He's only 15 and he has been breaking for 6 years...He's great!!!!I'm impressed and speechless.Seldom have this kind of feeling.Those bboys are really pro.Respect!


Somebody has started to 'ignore' me again...Lolz.This is NORMAL and it's the way expected!!!!!!!!!! Now I truely believe that past few days,that was just not him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lolz~



A little disappointment,but when it's not yours,it'll leave you no matter how hard you tried.
So I've decided to leave first.If want me to stay,do something.Bye.



(14 Aug 2010,Saturday)

Yay Yay Yay!!!!!!!!

I've improved my handstand!!!!Today's my forth time training it!!!!

The feeling is amazing!!!Really really amazing!!!

Lots of thanks to Danny who taught me patiently and fooled around with me AHAHA!!! :P

Haiz...and really feeling sorry and guilty that I scratched his hand accidently... : (

Airchair also improved ^_^

Not sure was it because of I was too hyper or what.

I had little fears,so little that I even trained monkey flip!!!

=.=''

Feeling a bit sorry to Weihao they all.Didn't really bboy with them cos I was with An An they all at the other side...

: (

This is kinda bad I think.

When you have more friends,more different gangs to be with,some tend to be neglected by you or you'll not be as close to them as before anymore...

Haiz...

Got lots of encouragments from friends today.

For breaking,for studies and for life.

I feel so warm and touched ^_^

Friends are great,aren't they? :D

Yes I had some hardcore laughs and a hardcore training today indeed,as the way I wanted ^_^

And I feel good and happy now : )

Sy told me,when we met last time,which is quite long ago:

Sad?Go break!

Not happy?Go break!

Happy?Go break!

Wana relax?Go break!

Haha!That's what an epic dancer is like.

How I wish everday is Friday and every hour is night time...

Lolz how I wish I can really break everyday and improve fast like today.

But that's not possible though...

Break!!!

I can't stop won't stop but I can wait.Wait for weekends and holiday to come to have a hardcore training session!!!

^_^


Oh yeah,I have my own 'power move' now!!!Jasper said my 360 degree split dragging is a power move cos no one can do!!!Hahaha :P

Life's great.


(13 Aug 2010,Friday) 

Sorry I have a bad temper recently cos I'm moody.

I just don't show it in your face.

I do what I want;

Imma be who I am;

I go where I like.

I shall not change my decisions because of someone am I not right?

That's silly.
Disappointed.But no way to wait for some miracles or whatever craps to happen.
Be realistic.

I don't know what made it to change upside down.

Well I think,it's over.

Nothing can mend it.

So I'll  follow my way,the way I like the way I want.

^_^

Everything will be fine.

I need a hardcore dancing session and laughs.

Heart skipped a beat but life goes on.
Let past be past.They'll get rotten one day.

Smile ^_^




How?I tried stopping taking painkillers but...I can't stop it...

Don't break your promises don't break my heart.

I am waiting.

I still trust you.

Maybe,just not as much as past.

It started after that day.

So keep your drunken words.It's quite long ago but I can still remember.

Clearly.

Don't just say.I need a real one.

Idiot...

I don't know about tomorrow.

If there's no answer,I'd rather it doesn't come at all.

Tomorrow is mystery.

Quite a lot of things happened recently.

My life keeps changing.

Don't leave me in this kind of confusion please guys.

I'll hate you for doing this.

Okie I'm kidding.

But yeah,I'm in a deep confusion.

I need to chill I need to talk.

Perhaps everything will be better after tomorrw?

Cos I can break and there's a break.

I can forget about all the craps when I break with my friends and vent all the stress out.

I've been quite moody these days.

All because of ....

心と、身体わ疲れた。


So I need a hardcore laugh or a hardcore dance session.


I'm waiting...
Silly!!!...
No hope.
Lolz...


心烦意乱……

The first impression I had on him wasn't that good.
Cos my friend told me something.

Now he's my friend.

He appears to be very nice.

I rather he treats me as a younger sis than a friend~~~

えと、少し恐いね～～～　=.=''

アアア！！！

如何して？！

如何する？！

>.<

It's no a laughing matter k???!!! I feel damn weird and (yeah yeah yeah) scared cos I've no one with me!!!!

I need advise please!!!!!!!

Man,I feel I'm still too young to handle these kind of situations...

Idiot!Stupid!Foolish!!! =.=''

Confused...


 

 
Fuck my backache!!!!!!!!!!!!


And stupid fear!


Oops no more vulger please...


: (




I need help please...Or just someone whom I can really talk with.
...
But who to trust?
...

可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい、可笑しい!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm being sarcastic.

Haha sorry!But would u ever know?

Weird!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!o

 

LMAO...

 

Haiz...


Okie,I'm being sarcastic to myself too.


Lolz.

Backache.Too weak and tired,lack of sleep.It's the first time that I crashed by doing a bridge!My hands didn't manage to support and I landed heavily on my upper back...That's why I'm having backache now.Lolz...

I planned to stay at home to mug,but no mood.And I saw Shaun's status on fb,so I went to Esplanade.

Slacker!!!

But I'm becoming better now.Slowly...It takes time~~~

Lolz sounds like good excuses =.=''

Okie,many friends asked me to mug hard too.

Yeah buck up!

I need to overcome the fear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear I will this day will soon come.

=.=''

Sounds funny...

Thanks for Danny,today's the first time I got the feeling of handstand ~.~

Ah I'm so slow.I should have tried it long long ago!!!

Hey slacker,good luck for my common tests... =.=''

Holiday!!!I can't wait!

Same goes for this Friday ^_^

It's so cool and great to make new friends :D

Yeah I want toprocks I want footworks.I rather get them than getting windmill done.

I stopped taking painkiller.Kinda addicted and it's effects getting sucker.Time to stop.

Haha,today was a crazy day.Went to Scape to break with James early in the afternoon,and went back home.After seeing Yoshi's status on fb,I went to Scape again.That's not the end.Went to Vanessa's house after that~~~

Did handstand for the 2nd time of my life...Lolz~~~And also elbow stand~~~With the help of Tor ^^ Improving ^_^

Weihao corrected my chair swipe,and taught me swipe...=.='' I don't dare to kick for all the moves require this...

Tomorrow Imma staying at home,mugging!!!!!

I wonder why did I feel that way~~~

Lolz.

(9 Aug 2010,Monday)

Don't talk about how someone should do how someone should be behind his/her back when you are the one who never even bother to try.It's too obvious.

Since you can't,shut up and stop comment on these things!

Who do you think you are?

Oh come on!You're never 'in' since you never do a thing.

So please,shut up and stop being so against to my friend.

Chill chill...

Lolz lots of funny and weird things happened today~~~

What the hell is wrong with it???!!!

A weirdo sent a message,urged to me to call him back.I don't even know him!And again,he replied 'Faster'...=.=''

WTF is wrong with you???!!!Made me feel so damn freaking lost.

Haha,streetdance is dope ^_^

I was supposed to dance today but someone last minute said that he had to settle something~~~Lolz~Haha!

Okie~Gotta work harder tomorrow ^_^

Woohoo!!!!!!Feeling great after breaking ^_^

I got lots of helps from bboys there today.For my windmill,chair swipes(yay my new move^_^),side chairs,footworks and handstand.Lolz funny right?It's first time I do handstand!!! =.=''

Emm...Well,it's not that scary as what I thought.Just like back hop.It's actually easier than what I thought~

I just need to overcome the fear.Same goes for my crappy windmill.

Well I was quite slack before Yoshi came.He was damn hyper and I was influenced~Haha :P

Oh...Hairfall...

Learnt quite a lot of things today ^_^ But it seems that my side chair is deproved....I can no more hold it longer than 3 sec...

How did I manage to hold it for 5 sec???

Tomorrow again~Breaking with James.Hope there will be more bboys.Esp is soooo dead recently... : (

Love dancing,and all the pain and sweat.

(7 Aug 2010,Saturday)

I wish every sentence that you said to me is how you really think.

Or else,just be 'normal' and don't fake.

Cos every word of mine is truthful.

Stupid old injury,stupid painkiller,stupid me.

Would I be limping forever if I don't take anymore painkillers?It's damn bad to take it so oftenly k?

Fuck...

Opps...

No more vulgar.

Esplanade was sooooo damn dead today.All the other bboys went to another place to break cos they were afraid that it couldn't be used cos of NDP...

Long time no see Jason.We had a fun breaking,chatting and observing (there was a pro) session together ^_^

Hey hey!!!My windmill has improved!!!I finally know when to collapse after Jason telling me.And James also agreed that it has improved!!!Heehee yay!!!I got the motivation now.I'll not give up on windmill :P Heh heh~'

Recieved Melrick's message tonight.He's coming out next Thursday.Great!Can't wait to break with him cos I wana learn more things :D

Lolz,heard Junhong said that they're gonna chiong breaking during their holiday...Haiz,I want holiday too...

I feel like the speed of my improvement is slow.Maybe it's cos of the injury or fear or slacked too much or whatever I don't know~~~

Woo hey hello powermovers~~~Lolz.

Hahaha,I prefer footworks ^_^

(06 Aug 2010,Friday)

When sadness was the sea, you were the one that taught me to swim.

Today's the first time I fell a sleep during a test...Damn surprised.

Haha but thanks for texting.Love texting in class lots ^_^

Amazingly,I like school now.Maybe cos of my partner?Lolz I've no idea.They're noisy and irritating sometimes but they make it fun.School is no more monotonous for me already.Well,it's good isn't it?

Meeting Jason at 2 pm tomorrow to BREAK!!!!!Woohoo I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!>.<

Great!James coming too~Though some guys are not... : (

I'll try overcoming my fear tomorrow~~~

I have a mixed feeling when I see pros playing badminton and hear those noises.

Just feeling bad.

I was thinking,if those things didn't happen...I might still be playing bad' now...Maybe not that crazy for it like last time~

Forget it~I believe I'll go back to stadium one day.Haha,to surprise them like shit.

Lolz~

I live with the beats.

I don't care about ''once you start,you can't stop it'' anymore.Cos I really have the passion for it.

And I realised that it was one of the excuses last time~Haha!

I'll never give up,despite like what many of us know that we'll suffer in future,when we're old...

I hate to imagine when I got old >.< It's,scary.Forgot who was it...He told me he'd rather die than suffer and can't dance when he's old~~~Oooh oh~~~

Sometimes I feel sorry for myself...When I realised can't even play bad' properly cos of the injury now and those ugly scars and bruises on my body...

For rollerblading in the past,and for dancing now.

Worth it though~

No pain,no gain.

Right?

Hmm,maybe someday I'll learn suicide from that mad man!!! :P

Ooh that's gonna be painful >.< Haha! 

(It's done by Weihao.Love it sooooo much cos it's damn cute!!!!>.<)

Feeling happy today~Probably cos it's gonna be a long weekend!^_^

Fuck!!!Staying back tomorrow for a shitty event...Hello,I wanted to break tomorrow!!!Haiz...

Hopefully,James and Peter can go and break on Friday!!!If not I think it's gonna be damn bored.

Lolz,I think it's because of the test papers were easier.It's so amazing that I passed and the scores were quite high~~~

Never mind was it because of luck or what so ever,I've gained some confidence and motivations^_^ Lolz~

ACHING TO BREAK...

Looks like it's gonna be a boring weekend again?...

Never mind I gotta improve myself.Like what he told me to long long time ago^_^

So I've finally ditched them??But still not 'officially'~Lolz.

I am breaking,underground.Heehee! :P

Gotta buck up,for everything :D
Even Joshy's mugging crazily now!!!I'm inspired! >.< How can I lose to him??!!Haha!
I thought it's impossible for people like us : X to mug super hard suddenly...
OK!!!No more slacking!!!!!!Mug hard!So that we can play hard and DANCE hard!!!!!!^_^
Heehee,Shantelle supports me XD!!!Touched!!!

Ah ah,Junhong and all are having holiday soooooon!!!... : (    I feel so bad and jealous!!! : /
Haiz...

YASUHARU TAKANASHI - PRIDE

Nice beat,make me emo too~Lolz.


This weekend is most boring weekend ever... : (
A few more days and there will be a loooong weekend^_^
I hope it's gonna be a fullfilled and fun weekend.I never want one like this!!! : (


Ah ah...NDP's coming soon,Esplanade can't be used again... : (




I wish yall can be more reliable.


Keep it cool.
One day I will never need to rely on anyone.
One day I will never mind to be alone.


Got lots of inspiration from her though I don't know who's that.I believe I will be like her one day.


^_^