(21 Aug 2010,Saturday)


I feel so fucked up.

Early in the morning,I received a message which was blaming me for not being 'mature' and asking me to 'think more' from a relative,which I don't know who cos I don't have this fucker's number.Yeah well...Cos my dad is sick.


In the afternoon,went to Esp with Duckie but didn't train much again.Esp was sooooo damn dead.After awhile a group of friends came...I felt (I don't know how to describe)...Cos they didn't hit me up that they were going to break.But so as I...Lolz I didn't ask cos I hate the way they reply my message.It's either 'No' or 'Not sure'...Or simply just ignore.We didn't talk much which is so damn weird and awkward.I feel I'm ditched,sad and disappointed.I totally lost my mood until Duck and I head for Scape.


But if you were to put yourselves into my shoes,don't you get irritated and wanna have some other friends to hang out with when you are always late for fucking long,like making last minute decisions and ignore me when they feel like?So why should I the one always reply your messages or MSN?And be on time?I ain't an idiot you dumbass.
I still miss yall though~ Lolz.

Met Barry,Ice,beanie guy and Luminiq at Scape.We should have gone there earlier.There had sooo many dancers!!!I finally felt happy there~~ ^_^


Trained footworks and windmill...Duck taught me,now I dare to whip my legs but I should land on my upper back instead of shoulder...Ouch my shoulder... : (


Back to home,Tin told me something that made me really wanna shout 'What the fuck'.There's just something not right with that guy.Esp is not anyone's homeground and if he really trains very hard,he'll not give a damn to us!!!!So if you're not happy with us whom you think are 'fooling around',you can just simply fuck off!!LMAO!Can't understand what the fuck is he thinking about.Joker!

I've given you a chance.It was the last chance.But you,conveniently ignored it.I won't be so kind-hearted anymore.If you care,do something.If not,next time we meet,I'll be cool and cold as ice cos I want you to feel how I felt.Get it?