(08 Sep 2010,Wednesday)

Wan and I cried in the train on the way back to home today. Cos Deep was telling us that she's leaving to Australia next year November and Tor is also leaving Singaproe after his O's...
Deep was so shocked and kept telling us not to cry.
Lolz I was trying hard to hold back my tears until seeing Wan cried...
: (
How sad?
I hope the day would not come...
Lolz,Monday,when we were in the train,it was hardcore laughter,but today became so sad...
You know what? If they leave,means there's only little chance that we'll meet each other again...
Oh I feel like crying now man...
I hate friends to leave me and to leave my friends.
After Deep left,Wan told me lots of stories that are really touching. In the same time,I'm so envious that he has a friend like this.

There's no 'forever' in this world forever.
Life sucks,life's a big freaking joke. We must defeat it and sneer at it.
And don't rely too much on somebody or something. Cos it'll hurt you one day in any way.
Just learn to cherish and appreciate what we have now ^_^

Tomorrow's Icez birthday. Deep bought 2 pizzas to celebrate.

Today's training also not bad : )   Learnt many things from Jiahao and improved my windmill too ^ ^
I'm not going to see Wan and Tor for quite long  >.<  Men I'll miss you!!!

I have an urge of joining sometimes,but I don't wanna join for the sake of joining. I'm going to join when I have the ability to join. So work harder.

I didn't talk to you much. Purposely.
I wanted you to feel what I felt. Revenge.

I don't like to be left out.
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