Break-Free!!!!!!

(08 October 2010,Saturday)

I really must break-free. Break for breaking. Zzz exam ruins my life : (

Yeah you know what I mean if you were there with me today...

I've decided to go to dance though I didn't really wanna go. I went there with guilt Zzzzz surprisingly =.=''
Ah ah... I wanted to relax,but I had no mood to break. Instead,I picked up my chemistry notes and started mugging at such a chaotic environment without even plugging in my ear pieces to blast my music~!! Zzzz...

Oh my god oh my god Oh My God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's not me!!!!!!!!! >.<
Since when I became so hardcore and stressed?

So I was immersed in the deep mood of mugging within myself. And asked many questions to Danny and Peter to clearify my doubts.
It really helped men!!! Thank you so much!!!!!! :D
The only thing I'm regret about is that I should have brought more notes to Esplanade!!!!! : (

Haha,Xavier the potato was kinda influenced by me I guess. His exam started today,ends on next Friday. He took out his maths assesment book and tried focusing. However,he said the it was too distracting so he did only less than 5 questions and went in to cypher. He asked if I wanna go to watch BOTY tomorrow. YES I WANT!!!!!!!!!!! But fuck the exam... Haiz... I have to mug... =.=''  Oh well~ Good luck to you potato!!!!! :P

Exam ruins my life!!!!!!!! Seriously... I didn't break until around the last 1 hour. So didn't sweat much. Well I must admit that I didn't 'dare' to break cos I didn't wana see the deprovement. I've forgotten those sets I've created. I felt weak.

Before we all go off,went to Mac with Jasper,Peter and Aron.

Oh yeah!!!!!!! What's wrong with today??? Why were there sooooo many funny weirdo queer people dancing at Esp???
The first bunch of queers that caught my attention was some young people who were trying to learn popping.
Oh come on... At least,could y'all watch some videos and observe them clearly before trying?? Oh man!!!!!! Jasper,Peter and I were laughing freaking madly and loudly. I wanted to CRY man!!!!!!! >.<   Ahahahhaha!!! Look at the way they 'pop' that's called pop???!!! Please men!!! That's called 'waving your hands horizontally upside down'!!!!!! Hahahahhahahahahaha!!!!!! I can't stop laughing man!!!!! Funny to the MAX!!!!!!!
Another one which made me laughed till insane was 2 men,who were... Well I shall not call it 'dancing'. Oh freak!!!! I don't know that the heck were they doing!!!!!!! Free comedy man!!!!!! Oooh gosh!!!!!! People thought I was crazy cos I suddenly burst out with laughing when I was stonning. Rofl!!!! Whoaaaa!!! Epic craziness!!!! Hahaha!!!! I respect their courage LOLZzzzzzzz!!!!!!!

Oopz sorry I'm bad and I'm mean but yeah... HAHA,thanks for making me laugh,jokers!! :P


Shazuannnnnn!!!!!!! Ahhhhh... Haizzzz...
He,this genius,fell down from toilet bowl and got 2 deep cutes on his left legs that made his blood flowing out non-stop...
He went to the hospital,and called me when I was on the way to Esplanade. Saying that he's going to stitch... Awwwww...

After he reaching home,he called again when I was still breaking.
Ohhhhh My Gooooood...
I don't wanna imaging how his injury looks like... I feel the pain just by listening to how he felt and his reaction at the hospital...
Ouuuch...
He'll not be able to walk for these few weeks. Going to take out the stitches 2 weeks after.
Haizz.. Poor you. Take care man!
Yeah I'm going to visit him right after the last paper for EOY on Wednesday : )
So... Sorry I'll not be able to collect the beanies...
NOoooooooooooo... Why do I have so much things to do???


I like you being my big brother : )
I like you being my friends : )
I love my friends : )


Oh yeah. I was trying to mug before going to dance though I was damn tired and sleepy. Maybe it was because of these. I couldn't focus ( but why did I manage to concentrate at Esp?? -.- ). So I laid on the piano right on my right. And suddenly,the thought of playing piano popped out of my head. I was like wow!!! I still have something that I can do which is piano!!!!! It's like I've not been playing it for half a year!
I got the feeling back by keep playing. I realised that everything is still with me. It's just that they are hiding in some deep corners in my brain and I need to pay the effort to dig them out.
That's still me. That part of me is back.　あの感じ、さしぶり.


Wow it's been such a long time to have a long post like this ^_^


Stalker? I think I'm thinking too much. That's totally impossible k?
Well just treat all those as coincidences.
Peace out. Relax.


Why do I like evading those things or facts that I'm aftaid to face? It's such a coward act.
I'm mentally tired. Not only for exam but for some other craps.

Be Strong Stay Cool