It's been awhile to feel so happy since I felt so depressed for the past few days.
Heehee thanks for my dear sis Vivi : ) We had a great talk together for the whole night. I feel so good so go insane with her and pour our crap out. The feeling is totally different from hanging out with guys hahaha :P
Chilled out with Jul before going to break. He treated me for lunch. We had Thai food haha! It's the first time I ate it. It was nice ^^
Couldn't break much. Fuck my back! Omg if Vivi didn't come today, I'd be again emo-ing and staring at them and got very impatient lmao!!
We'll never know what's gonna happen in future and how things will be going on.
Wish all of us good luck for everthing, and get rid of all the shits that have being bothering us.
Bye 2010!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
X
29 December 2010
I had a very fucked up mood for the whole day.
I feel so sorry to show my stonned and unhappy face around and being so impatient.
Fuck!!!!!!!!!! Damn I'm so disgusted by myself.
Please don't judge me by what you see. Cos you don't know me.
I had a very fucked up mood for the whole day.
I feel so sorry to show my stonned and unhappy face around and being so impatient.
Fuck!!!!!!!!!! Damn I'm so disgusted by myself.
Please don't judge me by what you see. Cos you don't know me.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
LOL.
28 December 2010 Tuesday
My last few days of 2010 is just so seriously fucked up. Lmao.
Woke up unconsciously in the middle of the sleep to unplug the handphone charger.
I didn't realised until I woke up this morning and saw my phone's battery was still flat and the charger was lying on the floor -.-
So I lived a day without using it.
Gee I sprained my back by not warming up before doing the bridge transition in a fast speed...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................ So didn't really train today.
I have only $1.30 left for the rest of the week : /
Got stalked by a mother fucker on the way back to home.
Thanks God that I'm save.
Hmm, today's studying at Anson was very efficient heehee~ WOW!!!!!! I felt damn G shit!!!!!!!!
At first, I was so sleepy that I couldn't really focus on what Mark was teaching me about. I wanted to get some 'fresh' air but he said that I could only do so if I finish 10 questions. We did it for 2 rounds haha!
I felt damn good after getting 'fresh' air! I was very awake and my brain was working so good!
Woohoo~~~~~~~
Shit in the same time, I think it's really too much these few days. Almost 1 day 1 pack. Well I do shared some with friends as well.
Kinda relying on it and somtimes even craving for it. But don't worry~ I ain't addicted and I won't get hooked.
Heh on the other side, when I think about it, I can rarely get to have the 'fresh' air after school reopens..
So screw it!
My last few days of 2010 is just so seriously fucked up. Lmao.
Woke up unconsciously in the middle of the sleep to unplug the handphone charger.
I didn't realised until I woke up this morning and saw my phone's battery was still flat and the charger was lying on the floor -.-
So I lived a day without using it.
Gee I sprained my back by not warming up before doing the bridge transition in a fast speed...
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................ So didn't really train today.
I have only $1.30 left for the rest of the week : /
Got stalked by a mother fucker on the way back to home.
Thanks God that I'm save.
Hmm, today's studying at Anson was very efficient heehee~ WOW!!!!!! I felt damn G shit!!!!!!!!
At first, I was so sleepy that I couldn't really focus on what Mark was teaching me about. I wanted to get some 'fresh' air but he said that I could only do so if I finish 10 questions. We did it for 2 rounds haha!
I felt damn good after getting 'fresh' air! I was very awake and my brain was working so good!
Woohoo~~~~~~~
Shit in the same time, I think it's really too much these few days. Almost 1 day 1 pack. Well I do shared some with friends as well.
Kinda relying on it and somtimes even craving for it. But don't worry~ I ain't addicted and I won't get hooked.
Heh on the other side, when I think about it, I can rarely get to have the 'fresh' air after school reopens..
So screw it!
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
I'm fine : )
27 December 2010 Monday
It feels like a long time since we all trained and had fun together. Well it's actually only a few days.
School's gonna fuck everything up.
I felt much better after talking with Mark.
Yea I wanted to keep it. But I had the mood to share it when we were chilling upstair at Esp.
I'm feeling good now, after talking out, getting some 'fresh' air, and hmm.. Tearing omfg lmao...
Shit happens. Screw it.
I'm thankful that my dear brothas are there for me all the time ♥
Be strong stay cool. No more fucked up mood : )
It feels like a long time since we all trained and had fun together. Well it's actually only a few days.
School's gonna fuck everything up.
I felt much better after talking with Mark.
Yea I wanted to keep it. But I had the mood to share it when we were chilling upstair at Esp.
I'm feeling good now, after talking out, getting some 'fresh' air, and hmm.. Tearing omfg lmao...
Shit happens. Screw it.
I'm thankful that my dear brothas are there for me all the time ♥
Be strong stay cool. No more fucked up mood : )
Monday, December 27, 2010
Random words
I'm happy that I come out with at least 1 new thing everytime I session nowadays.
FML
26 December 2010 Sunday
Everything is just so seriously fucked up for today.
Airport session was awesome. I feel so glad that many of friends came down.
Fuck my phone is totally spoilt when I accidently swung my elbow to the wire of earpiece while reading Jul's message half way. The phone just flew away from my hand and the battery came out.
Until now I can't switch it on.. Luckily friends contacted Shazuan after telling them on facebook. GG...
I had the real good mood to break but the wound that I accidently shaved my skin off by playing with a shaver while staring on computer last night subconciously was still bleeding. And the fucking plasters got adhered on the wound and I had a hard time taking them out.
It couldn't stop bleeding so went to Watson to buy a packet of low-adhering absorbent pads. Hmm thanks Mark for helping with it.
Thus I couldnt really break. I had to rest for awhile after doing one set to make sure that I wouldn't sweat. Screw it.
Bankrupt after asking Shazzy to help me buy the packet. Shit I missed it so much.
More than 10 sticks are gone just in this afternoon. It's too much.. But I had really no mood so yeah...
Came back to home, my finger accidently poked into my left eye while I was washing my face.
What the fuck is going on?? Worse, the contact lens slided to below and I had a hard time taking it out man.
Screw it. Today's just not my day.
Everything is just so seriously fucked up for today.
Airport session was awesome. I feel so glad that many of friends came down.
Fuck my phone is totally spoilt when I accidently swung my elbow to the wire of earpiece while reading Jul's message half way. The phone just flew away from my hand and the battery came out.
Until now I can't switch it on.. Luckily friends contacted Shazuan after telling them on facebook. GG...
I had the real good mood to break but the wound that I accidently shaved my skin off by playing with a shaver while staring on computer last night subconciously was still bleeding. And the fucking plasters got adhered on the wound and I had a hard time taking them out.
It couldn't stop bleeding so went to Watson to buy a packet of low-adhering absorbent pads. Hmm thanks Mark for helping with it.
Thus I couldnt really break. I had to rest for awhile after doing one set to make sure that I wouldn't sweat. Screw it.
Bankrupt after asking Shazzy to help me buy the packet. Shit I missed it so much.
More than 10 sticks are gone just in this afternoon. It's too much.. But I had really no mood so yeah...
Came back to home, my finger accidently poked into my left eye while I was washing my face.
What the fuck is going on?? Worse, the contact lens slided to below and I had a hard time taking it out man.
Screw it. Today's just not my day.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
25 Decmber 2010 Saturday
We spent our christmas to chill at Saad's house.
His family is very hospitable. We had great fun and great food there. It was sweet.
Thanks Saad and his mum : )
I'm deceived by my own lies, though they're true on the other side.
Sometimes I hate for being who I actually am.
I think it's also the reason why I don't like to talk to my parents thus our relationship is so screwed up.
I hate it so much to an extend that I don't even want to hear them talking.
Well I'm thinking too much.
I need to chill and dance more.
We spent our christmas to chill at Saad's house.
His family is very hospitable. We had great fun and great food there. It was sweet.
Thanks Saad and his mum : )
I'm deceived by my own lies, though they're true on the other side.
Sometimes I hate for being who I actually am.
I think it's also the reason why I don't like to talk to my parents thus our relationship is so screwed up.
I hate it so much to an extend that I don't even want to hear them talking.
Well I'm thinking too much.
I need to chill and dance more.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
~Merry Christmas~
Had a nice chat with Julz today.
I feel that I've changed a lot for this holiday, or rather this month.
I've becoming more matured which probably because of hanging out with people who're much more matured than me.
Which also made me to become a better listener than before. Cos I tend to shut up when friends are talking. Well of course sometimes I'm doing so cos they're talking about something that I don't want to hear.
I no longer keep all the feelings to myself 100%.
Now
I sometimes show off my temper,
I can talk with my big brothers,
I've found better ways to release my stress or get rid of those crap that bother me.
Yeah I got a bit spoilt too.
I'm no more the useless innocent girl who always appeared nice to everyone at every moment when I was being emotional or even pissed off.
I can be a bad girl or a bitch sometimes to show the attitude, gossip or fool around. I speak vulgars more oftenly now. I feel that there's no point controlling. It's just me.
My breaking has improved much much more and faster than before after started hanging out with the group of friends.
My aim is to participate a competition early next year.
Now I know what are true friends and what are they for.
The past is a lesson that I've learnt.
Some people are living in their lies. Which makes everything looks so real. You could never know one's true colour.
Acknowledge your successes along with your downfalls.
Everybody is special and unique.
But we all are just another living thing that exist in this damn world.
Merry Christmas.
Friday, December 24, 2010
23 December 2010 Thursday
Jul treated me for lunch today at Music Cafe : )
Haha it was for my belated birthday.
Thanks dear bro!!
Scape today was freaking boring... Only Julz, Timo and I. Mark's friend came later but we left soon after lolz~
I headed to Esp after that. Woo yeah~ And I had great fun and gossip with Xavier, Shazuan and Vania :P
Oh yeah met Melrick at Scape. Wow kinda not seeing him or not really talking to him for a long time. He was teaching a new boy. We chatted a bit. Damn now I feel a bit sorry for the 8 idiots : / I mean ok sorry for showing off a little bit attitude to them. But ehem.. They were the ones who gave me this attitude first man!! I tried to be nice to them at first!!!!!!!!! Never mind screw it. I'm not going to give it a damn anyway~ Lmao~~~
Kk learnt New York from Jul and a half-lotus move from Xav ^_^
Went for dinner at Mc with Vania after session, and went home with FEC~~
Going to have Christmas Eve cypher at Esp with friends haahha!!! Let's go and fly like a G6!!!!! :D
I feel that my character is changing.. Becoming.. Kinda bad and being sarcastic..
I felt empty. How come?
I though I've completely got over the nostalgia for that time.
Screw it. I think I'm just missing his speech lmao. Cos I can learn.
Jul treated me for lunch today at Music Cafe : )
Haha it was for my belated birthday.
Thanks dear bro!!
Scape today was freaking boring... Only Julz, Timo and I. Mark's friend came later but we left soon after lolz~
I headed to Esp after that. Woo yeah~ And I had great fun and gossip with Xavier, Shazuan and Vania :P
Oh yeah met Melrick at Scape. Wow kinda not seeing him or not really talking to him for a long time. He was teaching a new boy. We chatted a bit. Damn now I feel a bit sorry for the 8 idiots : / I mean ok sorry for showing off a little bit attitude to them. But ehem.. They were the ones who gave me this attitude first man!! I tried to be nice to them at first!!!!!!!!! Never mind screw it. I'm not going to give it a damn anyway~ Lmao~~~
Kk learnt New York from Jul and a half-lotus move from Xav ^_^
Went for dinner at Mc with Vania after session, and went home with FEC~~
Going to have Christmas Eve cypher at Esp with friends haahha!!! Let's go and fly like a G6!!!!! :D
I feel that my character is changing.. Becoming.. Kinda bad and being sarcastic..
I felt empty. How come?
I though I've completely got over the nostalgia for that time.
Screw it. I think I'm just missing his speech lmao. Cos I can learn.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Random words
The biggest scars are unseen and unremembered, always from a smile you forgot long ago. We would never get anything done otherwise.
I feel good~
22 Dec 2010 Wednesday
Went to Queensway shopping centre with Shanyang early in the afternoon to shop for Puma Suedze...
Screw it.. We went round and round but failed to find : (
Too bad~ Hmm but think on the bright side, I can thus save money lolz~~~
Started breaking at 3pm all the way till 9 30pm.
I had the best feeling for training I've ever had today. It was awesome!
No slacking at all, went all out, and came out with new moves. Hmm freestyle is cool!!!
Glad that there weren't too many people at Esp today :P Ususally I wouldn't have mood when there're only a few people and the beats are soft. But I was just very on today woohoo!!!!!!!! GREAT!!!!!!!!!! :D
I could feel my improvement heehee~
Aaron dropped by, and we went for dinner after training. I didn't ask him to accompany to take the train though lolz~ I feel quite bad for doing so plus my phone wasn't running out of battery heehee : )
But he helped me to carry my bag cos of my damn back injury : ( Heck care I'm still going to bboy everyday till my school reopens.........
Nah I'm not becoming more girly it's still the same me :P
I hope I can have the same feeling today I had for training everytime I break ^_^
Went to Queensway shopping centre with Shanyang early in the afternoon to shop for Puma Suedze...
Screw it.. We went round and round but failed to find : (
Too bad~ Hmm but think on the bright side, I can thus save money lolz~~~
Started breaking at 3pm all the way till 9 30pm.
I had the best feeling for training I've ever had today. It was awesome!
No slacking at all, went all out, and came out with new moves. Hmm freestyle is cool!!!
Glad that there weren't too many people at Esp today :P Ususally I wouldn't have mood when there're only a few people and the beats are soft. But I was just very on today woohoo!!!!!!!! GREAT!!!!!!!!!! :D
I could feel my improvement heehee~
Aaron dropped by, and we went for dinner after training. I didn't ask him to accompany to take the train though lolz~ I feel quite bad for doing so plus my phone wasn't running out of battery heehee : )
But he helped me to carry my bag cos of my damn back injury : ( Heck care I'm still going to bboy everyday till my school reopens.........
Nah I'm not becoming more girly it's still the same me :P
I hope I can have the same feeling today I had for training everytime I break ^_^
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
21 Dec 2010 Tuesday
Shit too much vulgar : /
K I'll try to cut it.
Waited Saad and Mark for damn fucking long to settle my phone's problem. Damn you!!!
We spent the whole afternoon for the damn phone. The problem finally solved by getting a new SIM card.
Thanks bbro for helping me : ) I owe him 1 meal, he owes me 2 drinks for being late!
But sigh... All my contacts and messages are erased due to updating my phone : (
I finally completed my birthday... battle today.. And it exceeded 17 rounds!! It was mch more than that!
Why? Cos of my 2 bbros bullying me >.< Haha lolz!!
Their 'last round' is always never-ending... Saying that I was calling one of them out wth.. -.- And they are so super bad in maths!!!!!!! 1 round wasn't 1 round!!!
Hence, though I had only 6 rounds of cypher left, it ended up with battling Mark and Jul for 10+ rounds today..
We had fun anyway : )
But it was mad tiring!!! >.<
Shit my back has the sharp pain.. What the heck did I do today??????
Saad and Jul gave me a hug when we left for our trains. Sweet : )
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! Julz really thought that I was angry bleh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P
Okie sorry I'm just saying~
Today at 4+am before I sleep, I decided to text one of my bbro about what I wanted to say before I forget.
I told him about my fucked up experience. He's the first person I'm talking to about this shit.
The texts were really freaking long. The first text was already 8 pages. It's the first ever longest text I've ever sent.
He told me that after reading them, he knows what he's going to do now.
I truely hope that I've helped him.
Screw the past. Stay cool like a G6 : )
Shit too much vulgar : /
K I'll try to cut it.
Waited Saad and Mark for damn fucking long to settle my phone's problem. Damn you!!!
We spent the whole afternoon for the damn phone. The problem finally solved by getting a new SIM card.
Thanks bbro for helping me : ) I owe him 1 meal, he owes me 2 drinks for being late!
But sigh... All my contacts and messages are erased due to updating my phone : (
I finally completed my birthday... battle today.. And it exceeded 17 rounds!! It was mch more than that!
Why? Cos of my 2 bbros bullying me >.< Haha lolz!!
Their 'last round' is always never-ending... Saying that I was calling one of them out wth.. -.- And they are so super bad in maths!!!!!!! 1 round wasn't 1 round!!!
Hence, though I had only 6 rounds of cypher left, it ended up with battling Mark and Jul for 10+ rounds today..
We had fun anyway : )
But it was mad tiring!!! >.<
Shit my back has the sharp pain.. What the heck did I do today??????
Saad and Jul gave me a hug when we left for our trains. Sweet : )
HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! Julz really thought that I was angry bleh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P
Okie sorry I'm just saying~
Today at 4+am before I sleep, I decided to text one of my bbro about what I wanted to say before I forget.
I told him about my fucked up experience. He's the first person I'm talking to about this shit.
The texts were really freaking long. The first text was already 8 pages. It's the first ever longest text I've ever sent.
He told me that after reading them, he knows what he's going to do now.
I truely hope that I've helped him.
Screw the past. Stay cool like a G6 : )
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
20 Dec 2010 Monday
Lolz!!!!!! Gave Mark 21 morning calls today!! Broke the record!!
However, in the end he was still late by half an hour.. -.- B bro you owe me a drink heehee!! :P
Jul posted on my facebook wall, asked if I was going to break tonight.
The moment I saw the post, I said 'wow Julian is alive' to Mark. Lolz!
And he suddenly appeared in the Mc later in the afternoon. YES HE'S ALIVE!!!!!!! He told us about the sad and fucked up story at Batam for those 3 days lmao!!
Ok I pity you~ So it was the fucking event that held you down from coming back in time? Hmm, lolz! Screw it! Whatever!
He's going to battle me 17 rounds.. What the??!! Are you kidding me??!! I think not only me, even you'd have ran out of moves my dear big bro.. : / Heh.. If you really insist, I'm going to toprock and do 6 step all the way for 10 rounds yo!! Hahaha!!!
Another thing is, though I only have 6 rounds left, they still want me to battle them for 17 rounds. Yea, with THEM -.-
Go ahead if you don't mind me repeating the same old crap, 6 step and toprock all the way~
I think, or rather I hope, by next birthday, I'll really have the gut and the shit to throw down for 18 rounds of battle.
But this year? No way man!!! I've not even been breaking for 6 months.. : /
Anyway, Chinky, I'm still going to battle you!!! The bastard who didn't turn up on my birthday! DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lolz!
Haha, it was supposed to be today. But it was too late and I didn't wanna wait for him. Maybe tomorrow then~ We've plenty of time anyway~ No hurries HAHAHA!
Talking about breaking.. Today I came out with 2 new moves and one side air chair variation. I got the inspiration from a lil baby for one of the moves I came out with, Lolz the upcoming battle between Chinky and I is giving me motivation man!! Nah just saying~
I was kinda hyper today. I imitated Saad, Chinky and Jonah lmao!!! Super funny! Shit one of those I combined with my move. It looks smooth and great... So am I biting him?? Argh...
Barry they all saw me toprocking today for the first time. They looked at me with amazement and asked me to repeat some of those haha!! K yeah.. Omg I can't believe that I'm finally toprocking recently. I like it : ) And I hope that it's as nice as what I think it is.
By the way there were 2 Eurasian family, one big one small stopped at our session spot for awhile. Yes it was one of the lil girl who was trying to do a handstand gave me the inspiration. And another 2 boys from the big family... OMG!!!!!!! They're not even 10 years old but their footwork is super clean and their air freezes are dope man!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
Going to M1 tomorrow with Mark. Think Saad is going too. I don't know what the heck is wrong with my SIM card and my phone. The card doesn't work on my phone but it's working on Mark's old school phone -.-
So....... I got frustrated by it at Mc. After like 3 hours of trying restarting it again and again, Mark suggested to try to switch the SIM card to his old school phone to see if it works... Yup it did....
I'm using his phone now.. His SIM card is in my phone... Confusing..
Damn I feel so sorry for him.. I think that I'm giving him a lot of troubles and I'm irritating.. : ( But he said no. I really hope so~
Thanks b bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
Stop telling me the shit cos I don't wanna know and I don't fucking want to give it a damn.
The more you tell me, the more you're making me to look down on you.
Lolz!!!!!! Gave Mark 21 morning calls today!! Broke the record!!
However, in the end he was still late by half an hour.. -.- B bro you owe me a drink heehee!! :P
Jul posted on my facebook wall, asked if I was going to break tonight.
The moment I saw the post, I said 'wow Julian is alive' to Mark. Lolz!
And he suddenly appeared in the Mc later in the afternoon. YES HE'S ALIVE!!!!!!! He told us about the sad and fucked up story at Batam for those 3 days lmao!!
Ok I pity you~ So it was the fucking event that held you down from coming back in time? Hmm, lolz! Screw it! Whatever!
He's going to battle me 17 rounds.. What the??!! Are you kidding me??!! I think not only me, even you'd have ran out of moves my dear big bro.. : / Heh.. If you really insist, I'm going to toprock and do 6 step all the way for 10 rounds yo!! Hahaha!!!
Another thing is, though I only have 6 rounds left, they still want me to battle them for 17 rounds. Yea, with THEM -.-
Go ahead if you don't mind me repeating the same old crap, 6 step and toprock all the way~
I think, or rather I hope, by next birthday, I'll really have the gut and the shit to throw down for 18 rounds of battle.
But this year? No way man!!! I've not even been breaking for 6 months.. : /
Anyway, Chinky, I'm still going to battle you!!! The bastard who didn't turn up on my birthday! DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lolz!
Haha, it was supposed to be today. But it was too late and I didn't wanna wait for him. Maybe tomorrow then~ We've plenty of time anyway~ No hurries HAHAHA!
Talking about breaking.. Today I came out with 2 new moves and one side air chair variation. I got the inspiration from a lil baby for one of the moves I came out with, Lolz the upcoming battle between Chinky and I is giving me motivation man!! Nah just saying~
I was kinda hyper today. I imitated Saad, Chinky and Jonah lmao!!! Super funny! Shit one of those I combined with my move. It looks smooth and great... So am I biting him?? Argh...
Barry they all saw me toprocking today for the first time. They looked at me with amazement and asked me to repeat some of those haha!! K yeah.. Omg I can't believe that I'm finally toprocking recently. I like it : ) And I hope that it's as nice as what I think it is.
By the way there were 2 Eurasian family, one big one small stopped at our session spot for awhile. Yes it was one of the lil girl who was trying to do a handstand gave me the inspiration. And another 2 boys from the big family... OMG!!!!!!! They're not even 10 years old but their footwork is super clean and their air freezes are dope man!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
Going to M1 tomorrow with Mark. Think Saad is going too. I don't know what the heck is wrong with my SIM card and my phone. The card doesn't work on my phone but it's working on Mark's old school phone -.-
So....... I got frustrated by it at Mc. After like 3 hours of trying restarting it again and again, Mark suggested to try to switch the SIM card to his old school phone to see if it works... Yup it did....
I'm using his phone now.. His SIM card is in my phone... Confusing..
Damn I feel so sorry for him.. I think that I'm giving him a lot of troubles and I'm irritating.. : ( But he said no. I really hope so~
Thanks b bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
Stop telling me the shit cos I don't wanna know and I don't fucking want to give it a damn.
The more you tell me, the more you're making me to look down on you.
Monday, December 20, 2010
MY DAY
19 Dec 2010 Sunday
It was my day. My 17th birthday : )
Headed to Cityhall with Jonah.
I was damn sick all the way until I started breaking. I couldn't even talk properly. It's so bad that you can't hear me on the phone.
Met Jasper inside Cityhall station. He told me that he couldn't break today but he had a small present to give me.
Omg... The 'small present' he gave me is actually damn bloody 'big' and scary!!!!!! >.<
But it's WOW!!!!!!! I like it anyway!!! It's scary until now I don't really dare to open it by myself alone man!!! Freaking cool though!! Thank you Jasper for the most epic present I've ever had!!!!!! :D
Most of my friends came down kinda early today : )
Had great cypher with Mic, Jonah, Xavier, Shane, Matthias, Suffian, Fir, Jap, Kamarul, Shawn and Dianwei for my birthday cypher. I went in 10 rounds.
However, it ridiculously ended with a battle between Shane and Fir... =.='' What the heck.. It was damn random man!! After which, it became 7 to smoke... Hmm.. Everybody had fun anyway ^^
Mark, Aaron, Saad and Gregg came later around 5/6pm. In the middle Mic and I went to buy batteries for David's speaker~~
Oh yeah he went home early cos he was damn sick. Thanks for coming down David!!! Take care!
Trained. But in the middle I got headache -.- Screw the flu!
Shanyang came down after his crew session! :D I was so happy to see this 'always-sick' boy after such a long time!!! Please don't fall sick again!!!!!! >.<
I was also glad to see Yiliang, Joel and Shawn who came for my birthday after being disappeared for a long time!!
Thanks Joel for the present : )
Before we went off for dinner, we had another round of cypher. I went in once. So 6 rounds more left haha!! :P
I always throw crap for cypher.. : (
Went for steamboat and Beach Road for dinner with Mark, Aaron, Saad, Gregg, Mic and Chris.
It was nice. And I wasn't emo-ing. Just that I always don't really talk much~~ : /
Heh, luckily I caught the last train home. My phone ran out of the battery damn.. I lent ipod from Aaron to kill the time heehee~~ Thank you!!!!!!!!
Took the train alone all the way home. Reached home finally around 1am. Why am I staying so damn far away?? : (
Someone has got fucking bad planning. Yes I'm disappointed cos he broke the promise lmao. But I knew it. I predicted lolz!!!!!!!
I'll battle you.
No Peace No Love No Unity! (I'm just saying)
Fuck it I don't care. Yeah I am spoilt!
It was a great day. Thanks all my dear bboy friends who came down to Esp today, my bro, and friends for dinner. I ♥ you guys. You guys are awesome ^_^
6 more rounds to go.
It was my day. My 17th birthday : )
Headed to Cityhall with Jonah.
I was damn sick all the way until I started breaking. I couldn't even talk properly. It's so bad that you can't hear me on the phone.
Met Jasper inside Cityhall station. He told me that he couldn't break today but he had a small present to give me.
Omg... The 'small present' he gave me is actually damn bloody 'big' and scary!!!!!! >.<
But it's WOW!!!!!!! I like it anyway!!! It's scary until now I don't really dare to open it by myself alone man!!! Freaking cool though!! Thank you Jasper for the most epic present I've ever had!!!!!! :D
Most of my friends came down kinda early today : )
Had great cypher with Mic, Jonah, Xavier, Shane, Matthias, Suffian, Fir, Jap, Kamarul, Shawn and Dianwei for my birthday cypher. I went in 10 rounds.
However, it ridiculously ended with a battle between Shane and Fir... =.='' What the heck.. It was damn random man!! After which, it became 7 to smoke... Hmm.. Everybody had fun anyway ^^
Mark, Aaron, Saad and Gregg came later around 5/6pm. In the middle Mic and I went to buy batteries for David's speaker~~
Oh yeah he went home early cos he was damn sick. Thanks for coming down David!!! Take care!
Trained. But in the middle I got headache -.- Screw the flu!
Shanyang came down after his crew session! :D I was so happy to see this 'always-sick' boy after such a long time!!! Please don't fall sick again!!!!!! >.<
I was also glad to see Yiliang, Joel and Shawn who came for my birthday after being disappeared for a long time!!
Thanks Joel for the present : )
Before we went off for dinner, we had another round of cypher. I went in once. So 6 rounds more left haha!! :P
I always throw crap for cypher.. : (
Went for steamboat and Beach Road for dinner with Mark, Aaron, Saad, Gregg, Mic and Chris.
It was nice. And I wasn't emo-ing. Just that I always don't really talk much~~ : /
Heh, luckily I caught the last train home. My phone ran out of the battery damn.. I lent ipod from Aaron to kill the time heehee~~ Thank you!!!!!!!!
Took the train alone all the way home. Reached home finally around 1am. Why am I staying so damn far away?? : (
Someone has got fucking bad planning. Yes I'm disappointed cos he broke the promise lmao. But I knew it. I predicted lolz!!!!!!!
I'll battle you.
No Peace No Love No Unity! (I'm just saying)
Fuck it I don't care. Yeah I am spoilt!
It was a great day. Thanks all my dear bboy friends who came down to Esp today, my bro, and friends for dinner. I ♥ you guys. You guys are awesome ^_^
6 more rounds to go.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
My 17th birthday
Though I just posted the previous post but haha anyway~ Here I go.'
I didn't have the 'happy birthday' feeling till Shazzy called me at 11 59pm just now.
Later on at Esp, Xavier's belated birthday battle of 14 rounds, but cypher for me heheehee :P
I know it's gonna be a great one. A great day.
♥
I didn't have the 'happy birthday' feeling till Shazzy called me at 11 59pm just now.
Later on at Esp, Xavier's belated birthday battle of 14 rounds, but cypher for me heheehee :P
I know it's gonna be a great one. A great day.
♥
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Last half an hour of 16-year-old life HAHA
I don't feel the excitement like how I always felt in the past. In fact I feel nothing.
Parents are going to buy a new piano for me for my birthday present. Hmm.. I think since I'll be out of house for the whole day, we'll go and choose one on monday.
Thank you~
Mark and I were supposed to meet at Scape at 2pm. But he got caught up by his 'stuff' so in the end, he was late by 3 hours..
WTF.
If it wasn't at Scape (cos there is a nice place to slack), and no other friends there, I swear I'd had killed him. Lmao!!!!!!!
Nah it's ok I forgive you~ You are freaking busy lolz! Just that please predict when can you finish your 'stuff' more accurately man!! 3 hours is a lot of difference!! -.-
I was kinda sick and no energy to do footwork... Didn't do much of it. Toprocked for the most of the session.
Haha!! I met Shawn there omg!!! Mic came too : )
After the session, Joel, An, Mark, Gregg and I went for dinner. Lolz!!! Gregg IS very funny!!
And An has got a new English name-Andy. Given by Gregg and Mark HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
Hope they all can go down to Esp tomorrow.
My 17th birthday is 8 minutes away ^_^
But I'm more looking forward to the cypher!
Parents are going to buy a new piano for me for my birthday present. Hmm.. I think since I'll be out of house for the whole day, we'll go and choose one on monday.
Thank you~
Mark and I were supposed to meet at Scape at 2pm. But he got caught up by his 'stuff' so in the end, he was late by 3 hours..
WTF.
If it wasn't at Scape (cos there is a nice place to slack), and no other friends there, I swear I'd had killed him. Lmao!!!!!!!
Nah it's ok I forgive you~ You are freaking busy lolz! Just that please predict when can you finish your 'stuff' more accurately man!! 3 hours is a lot of difference!! -.-
I was kinda sick and no energy to do footwork... Didn't do much of it. Toprocked for the most of the session.
Haha!! I met Shawn there omg!!! Mic came too : )
After the session, Joel, An, Mark, Gregg and I went for dinner. Lolz!!! Gregg IS very funny!!
And An has got a new English name-Andy. Given by Gregg and Mark HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
Hope they all can go down to Esp tomorrow.
My 17th birthday is 8 minutes away ^_^
But I'm more looking forward to the cypher!
Toprock ^_^
17 Dec 2010 Friday
2 days to my birthday! :D
I stay cool no matter what.
I'm happy and satisfied with what I have now.
So let those crap fuck off don't even think of them.
Break them away!!!!
And smile ^_^
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I got my pay finally. Not even $200 after working for around 2 months hahaha!!! Epic fail!!! Slacked too much!
I love toprock now ^_^ Wow!!!!!!! I hated it so much cos I thought I couldn't lolz!!!!!!!!!
And I'm in love with the song 'Back it up' by Caro Emerald! I love to toprock to it : ) Haha!! I just toprocked after reaching home! I'm sweating like a mad now!
Tin's right. Since I can dance styles other than bboying, I should be good at it : )
Shit I'm so sick. Hopefully I won't get fever.
Look forward to sunday : ) All out!
2 days to my birthday! :D
I stay cool no matter what.
I'm happy and satisfied with what I have now.
So let those crap fuck off don't even think of them.
Break them away!!!!
And smile ^_^
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I got my pay finally. Not even $200 after working for around 2 months hahaha!!! Epic fail!!! Slacked too much!
I love toprock now ^_^ Wow!!!!!!! I hated it so much cos I thought I couldn't lolz!!!!!!!!!
And I'm in love with the song 'Back it up' by Caro Emerald! I love to toprock to it : ) Haha!! I just toprocked after reaching home! I'm sweating like a mad now!
Tin's right. Since I can dance styles other than bboying, I should be good at it : )
Shit I'm so sick. Hopefully I won't get fever.
Look forward to sunday : ) All out!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Flu~~
16 Dec 2010 Thurday
Went to Scape with Matthias and had our lunch at Burger King.
I'm freaking sick. I didn't have energy to break and didn't feel like moving. So slacked at CHAT with Matthias for like 2 hours. We lied down on the big pillow and read magazines. It was really damn chill.
Oh yeah we got a can of free red bull before we going up haha! And I think it's the one which last me for the whole day~
When I finally went down to break, I felt very uncomfortable cos the wind was damn strong. It caused me to have headache Zzzz... Luckily Mark came. So again, I lent jacket from him heehee :P Thank you so much!
Vivi came!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD Omg we got very excited and crazy!!!!! HAHAHA!! I can never feel this way when there's no Tin or her!! Lolz!!! We just couldn't help it by being the only 2 girls, the most insane ones there! Lmao at our bitchy style of toprock HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Omg!! >.< It's just, full of nonsense and funny shit! I can't have it when I'm with guys. Lolz!! Like what guys always do crazy things together lmao!! :P
Okie, for today's training, it's the first time I toprocked so much and I had no fear for it hahaha!!!
But I did it all by looking myself in the reflextion. Yeah now I think yes I can toprock. But would I do it without mirror?? Like at Esp tomorrow?? Hmm~~~~~~~~~
Yeah I felt much better after sweating out ^_^
The apple beer was nice~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ : /
Aaron again, accompanied me to Khatib heehee!! :P
Yeah thanks I AM sopilt!
Thank you Aaron!!!!!!!!
He told me that I have improved. Hmm... I think only for my toprock and shuffle.
Yes thanks I like my shuffle too : )
Went to Scape with Matthias and had our lunch at Burger King.
I'm freaking sick. I didn't have energy to break and didn't feel like moving. So slacked at CHAT with Matthias for like 2 hours. We lied down on the big pillow and read magazines. It was really damn chill.
Oh yeah we got a can of free red bull before we going up haha! And I think it's the one which last me for the whole day~
When I finally went down to break, I felt very uncomfortable cos the wind was damn strong. It caused me to have headache Zzzz... Luckily Mark came. So again, I lent jacket from him heehee :P Thank you so much!
Vivi came!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD Omg we got very excited and crazy!!!!! HAHAHA!! I can never feel this way when there's no Tin or her!! Lolz!!! We just couldn't help it by being the only 2 girls, the most insane ones there! Lmao at our bitchy style of toprock HAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Omg!! >.< It's just, full of nonsense and funny shit! I can't have it when I'm with guys. Lolz!! Like what guys always do crazy things together lmao!! :P
Okie, for today's training, it's the first time I toprocked so much and I had no fear for it hahaha!!!
But I did it all by looking myself in the reflextion. Yeah now I think yes I can toprock. But would I do it without mirror?? Like at Esp tomorrow?? Hmm~~~~~~~~~
Yeah I felt much better after sweating out ^_^
The apple beer was nice~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ : /
Aaron again, accompanied me to Khatib heehee!! :P
Yeah thanks I AM sopilt!
Thank you Aaron!!!!!!!!
He told me that I have improved. Hmm... I think only for my toprock and shuffle.
Yes thanks I like my shuffle too : )
Thursday, December 16, 2010
^_^
15 Dec 2010 Wednesday
Wow I'm back to home so freaking early today!!!!!
I'm freaking tired and I feel like I'm falling sick.
The kind of feeling when you feel that fever is coming..
Noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe I shall just get enough sleep~
I was so exhausted and sleepy at the later part of the session today that I can't even do a proper set in the cypher -.-
Okie I shall sleep earlier~
Mark said that he's accompanying me to study today but he woke 5pm.. I did call him, twice, but didn't spam cos I think he really needed a good rest.
It's ok~ Hmm... You deserve a kick though hahaha!!!
Nah I'm just saying :P
Anyway~ Today we had a lot of people and lots of fun.
I made new frineds too haha! Siach and Matthias : )
They thought that I've been breaking for quite a long time.. Like 3/4 years for a bgirl standard -.- I got shocked~ Hmm okie I shall take it as a compliment then! But hmm... 'Bgirl standard'... =.=''
Another great thing is, they live near me woohoo!!!! So we took the same train home today ^_^
I took the train back with Siach, Matthias, Cravis and Fir. Lolz we had a hardcore crazy game on the way, which is, control yourself not to laugh by staring at Fir -.- Omg... We laughed so hard!!
Siach told me something about their species don't usually do after reading through the texts. I don't know~ But thanks for telling me those haha :P
Oh yeah, thanks to them, it was the first time I sit on the floor in a train >.< Hahaha!!!!!
I got a haircut today.. It's now not even half of the length of my previous hairstyle~ Hmm actually it's not that short. Just that it was too long hahaha :P
Wow I'm back to home so freaking early today!!!!!
I'm freaking tired and I feel like I'm falling sick.
The kind of feeling when you feel that fever is coming..
Noooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe I shall just get enough sleep~
I was so exhausted and sleepy at the later part of the session today that I can't even do a proper set in the cypher -.-
Okie I shall sleep earlier~
Mark said that he's accompanying me to study today but he woke 5pm.. I did call him, twice, but didn't spam cos I think he really needed a good rest.
It's ok~ Hmm... You deserve a kick though hahaha!!!
Nah I'm just saying :P
Anyway~ Today we had a lot of people and lots of fun.
I made new frineds too haha! Siach and Matthias : )
They thought that I've been breaking for quite a long time.. Like 3/4 years for a bgirl standard -.- I got shocked~ Hmm okie I shall take it as a compliment then! But hmm... 'Bgirl standard'... =.=''
Another great thing is, they live near me woohoo!!!! So we took the same train home today ^_^
I took the train back with Siach, Matthias, Cravis and Fir. Lolz we had a hardcore crazy game on the way, which is, control yourself not to laugh by staring at Fir -.- Omg... We laughed so hard!!
Siach told me something about their species don't usually do after reading through the texts. I don't know~ But thanks for telling me those haha :P
Oh yeah, thanks to them, it was the first time I sit on the floor in a train >.< Hahaha!!!!!
I got a haircut today.. It's now not even half of the length of my previous hairstyle~ Hmm actually it's not that short. Just that it was too long hahaha :P
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
14 Dec 2010 Tuesday
Started the day with freaking bad mood. WTF my mum unlocked and opened my door while I was still sleeping.
Bboyed at Scape.
Saad brought his dope speaker which was loud and clear and has strong bass.
Wow it was sick. We love it!
I was exhausted and didn't have energy at all today.
After Mark they all left, I stayed cos An, Melrick and David were going.
Yeah thanks Melrick I know my foundation is still weak.
I didn't really break much at night cos I had a nice gossip with Vivi, and later An joined.
After that, in the Mrt station, An and I stood there for nearly an hour to continue our chat hahahahaha!!
Love, peace, unity? No people are just faking it.
I don't like to see friends are hated by other friends.
I feel bad to hear friends talking bad about my friends.
There's no point hating. Let the past be past.
One extra thing. I know some idiots don't respect girls who break, so I gotta train hard and be good to gain the respect.
Lolz.
And I don't like people to be misunderstood as who they are not.
Started the day with freaking bad mood. WTF my mum unlocked and opened my door while I was still sleeping.
Bboyed at Scape.
Saad brought his dope speaker which was loud and clear and has strong bass.
Wow it was sick. We love it!
I was exhausted and didn't have energy at all today.
After Mark they all left, I stayed cos An, Melrick and David were going.
Yeah thanks Melrick I know my foundation is still weak.
I didn't really break much at night cos I had a nice gossip with Vivi, and later An joined.
After that, in the Mrt station, An and I stood there for nearly an hour to continue our chat hahahahaha!!
Love, peace, unity? No people are just faking it.
I don't like to see friends are hated by other friends.
I feel bad to hear friends talking bad about my friends.
There's no point hating. Let the past be past.
One extra thing. I know some idiots don't respect girls who break, so I gotta train hard and be good to gain the respect.
Lolz.
And I don't like people to be misunderstood as who they are not.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Random words
You will only be hurt a finite number of times during your life. You have an infinite number of ways to deal with it.
Lolz!
13 Dec 2010 Monday
It was Jul who gave me morning call today! Haha!!!
Lolz!!!!!!!
I waited for Jul to reach NEX for a long time though his home is just 5 minutes away lmao.
Mark told me that he was going to meet Timo for breakfast at 10am!!! HAHAHA!!! But as what we always expected, he overslept again!!
Heh I spam called him for a few times (haha he told me it was 6 calls), and I gave up and went to play piano~
Everybody was super late today -.-
Jul and I went around the shopping mall to see if there's any other spot that we could session at as the previous spot had too many people walking around.
Too bad, there wasn't.
So we went for brunch at a Kopitiam which is around 5 minutes walk from Nex.
We started our session around 4pm.
After awhile, got chased out by a security guard...
Zzzzzzz...............
Finally.
Except for Jul, we all left Serangoon for Esp.
At first Mark wanted to go home to rest, but said that he's going to take the same train with us and drop down like 5 stations before Esp.
However, in the end, he finally agreed to accompany me to go to Esp heehee :P
I was kinda happy at first, but after seeing how exhausted he was, I felt very bad : (
Shit can't help I'm spoiled >.<
Nah.. I feel really sorry. Not only for Mark.
I'm being selfish I know. But I really wanna do what I want and the way I like before I going to the hell, which is after school reopens.
I don't know if I'm irritating to you guys or not.. I'm very sorry...
Heh and thanks Mark for going down to Esp heehee ^_^
At Esp, I spent the first 1 hour to deal with tying shoe lace -.-
Mark they all went off early.
I told Tin about the 'bimbo joke' which happened earlier and she went 'WTF' hahaha!!!!
And I had a fun cracking another big fucking joke with Shazzy there lmao!!!!!!!!!!
The most sarcastic thing about sarcasm is that you don't get the ironical point no matter how obvious it is.
Lolz!!!!!!
Peter dropped by for a short while. Yeah he's alive!
I think I'm bad and spiteful.
I hate to be left out and feel that I'm out of place.
Lolz.
It was Jul who gave me morning call today! Haha!!!
Lolz!!!!!!!
I waited for Jul to reach NEX for a long time though his home is just 5 minutes away lmao.
Mark told me that he was going to meet Timo for breakfast at 10am!!! HAHAHA!!! But as what we always expected, he overslept again!!
Heh I spam called him for a few times (haha he told me it was 6 calls), and I gave up and went to play piano~
Everybody was super late today -.-
Jul and I went around the shopping mall to see if there's any other spot that we could session at as the previous spot had too many people walking around.
Too bad, there wasn't.
So we went for brunch at a Kopitiam which is around 5 minutes walk from Nex.
We started our session around 4pm.
After awhile, got chased out by a security guard...
Zzzzzzz...............
Finally.
Except for Jul, we all left Serangoon for Esp.
At first Mark wanted to go home to rest, but said that he's going to take the same train with us and drop down like 5 stations before Esp.
However, in the end, he finally agreed to accompany me to go to Esp heehee :P
I was kinda happy at first, but after seeing how exhausted he was, I felt very bad : (
Shit can't help I'm spoiled >.<
Nah.. I feel really sorry. Not only for Mark.
I'm being selfish I know. But I really wanna do what I want and the way I like before I going to the hell, which is after school reopens.
I don't know if I'm irritating to you guys or not.. I'm very sorry...
Heh and thanks Mark for going down to Esp heehee ^_^
At Esp, I spent the first 1 hour to deal with tying shoe lace -.-
Mark they all went off early.
I told Tin about the 'bimbo joke' which happened earlier and she went 'WTF' hahaha!!!!
And I had a fun cracking another big fucking joke with Shazzy there lmao!!!!!!!!!!
The most sarcastic thing about sarcasm is that you don't get the ironical point no matter how obvious it is.
Lolz!!!!!!
Peter dropped by for a short while. Yeah he's alive!
I think I'm bad and spiteful.
I hate to be left out and feel that I'm out of place.
Lolz.
Monday, December 13, 2010
12 Dec 2010 Sunday
Today's my dad's birthday. We've not seen each other for 2 days though we live in the same house. He went out for work in the morning while I was still sleeping, and I came home late at night while he's sleeping..
He was at home when I woke up today. I said 'happy birthday' to him. And he smiled, he looked so happy and touched. If not for him, I wouldn't realise that I've not been seeing him for 2 days.
Dad I'm sorry.
I was out for the whole day though it was his birthday. One of the reason is yeah there's no celebration, another reason is that friends and breaking are prioritised.
My bro bought a chocolate cake. But I didn't eat. Cake is disgusting.
I didn't even eat lunch with my family cos I woke up late...
Today's the first time that Mark gave me a morning call!! Omg!!! Both of us were very surprised.
But he was late by half an hour for our brunch at Somerset despite waking up way earlier than me!!! Humph!!!!!!!
Heh lolz anyway, we had our brunch at the Mc at Scape. David and Timo followed us.
All of them waited me for a long time to finish my food.. Sorry.. I'm always slow hahaha :P
Aaron came for awhile. Jul came later.
It left only Gregg, Mark, Timo and I. We went for dinner together and lolz!! Jul ordered the exact same food and drink as me!!! Biter!!! >.<
Anyway, after that, brahs decided to go back to break at Scape with me while the other 2 went to walk around.. And then they back to Scape with beers -.-
We had some battles later at night. We decided who to go for battle by spinning bottle.
I had battles with Gregg, Mark, Kelston and Timo.
Lolz I think I screwed the battles up. But they told me that I've done a good job. Haha well then. Thanks for the encouragements ^_^
Today was kinda late. I took the last train home. Jul again, took the train with me to Bishan : )
Lolz I'm kinda benumbed recently. I didn't know till Mark kept asking 'are you ok?' to me~~ Guess I'm tired? I don't know~
And yeah.. I think I am becoming even quiter than before... How come?
To be honest. I like hanging out and break with them, but I really dislike hearing them talking those things that I don't wanna know.
Please be aware that I'm around and I'm a girl please respect. Lmao.
Today's my dad's birthday. We've not seen each other for 2 days though we live in the same house. He went out for work in the morning while I was still sleeping, and I came home late at night while he's sleeping..
He was at home when I woke up today. I said 'happy birthday' to him. And he smiled, he looked so happy and touched. If not for him, I wouldn't realise that I've not been seeing him for 2 days.
Dad I'm sorry.
I was out for the whole day though it was his birthday. One of the reason is yeah there's no celebration, another reason is that friends and breaking are prioritised.
My bro bought a chocolate cake. But I didn't eat. Cake is disgusting.
I didn't even eat lunch with my family cos I woke up late...
Today's the first time that Mark gave me a morning call!! Omg!!! Both of us were very surprised.
But he was late by half an hour for our brunch at Somerset despite waking up way earlier than me!!! Humph!!!!!!!
Heh lolz anyway, we had our brunch at the Mc at Scape. David and Timo followed us.
All of them waited me for a long time to finish my food.. Sorry.. I'm always slow hahaha :P
Aaron came for awhile. Jul came later.
It left only Gregg, Mark, Timo and I. We went for dinner together and lolz!! Jul ordered the exact same food and drink as me!!! Biter!!! >.<
Anyway, after that, brahs decided to go back to break at Scape with me while the other 2 went to walk around.. And then they back to Scape with beers -.-
We had some battles later at night. We decided who to go for battle by spinning bottle.
I had battles with Gregg, Mark, Kelston and Timo.
Lolz I think I screwed the battles up. But they told me that I've done a good job. Haha well then. Thanks for the encouragements ^_^
Today was kinda late. I took the last train home. Jul again, took the train with me to Bishan : )
Lolz I'm kinda benumbed recently. I didn't know till Mark kept asking 'are you ok?' to me~~ Guess I'm tired? I don't know~
And yeah.. I think I am becoming even quiter than before... How come?
To be honest. I like hanging out and break with them, but I really dislike hearing them talking those things that I don't wanna know.
Please be aware that I'm around and I'm a girl please respect. Lmao.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
11 Dec 2010 Saturday
Had a great session with friends at Esp and Scape today. Breaking all the way from 2pm. Love the sweat the feel the mood and the beat!
Did some toprock when there were only Tin and I. And she opened her eyes big and said 'Ray you just did some nice toprocks!!!'
Haha!! Hope so! I think what I need is the feel and the mood and not thinking too much but just do!! :P
That guy, who was kinda unfriendly to me at first taught me footwork and talked to me heehee~ I think he changed after brah said that I'm his lil sis in front of everyone the other day : )
Damn Gregg called me bro again =.='' What the hell... K I shall call him back 'sis' then Zzzzzzzz
My birthday is one week away : )
Oh yeah, met An today at Scape. He told me that he wants to get 2000 by christmas. Haha I said that it's impossible, but promised to treat him a Mcflurry if he can do it half round by x'mas.
And he has to treat me after I getting one round of good windmill ^_^
Had a great session with friends at Esp and Scape today. Breaking all the way from 2pm. Love the sweat the feel the mood and the beat!
Did some toprock when there were only Tin and I. And she opened her eyes big and said 'Ray you just did some nice toprocks!!!'
Haha!! Hope so! I think what I need is the feel and the mood and not thinking too much but just do!! :P
That guy, who was kinda unfriendly to me at first taught me footwork and talked to me heehee~ I think he changed after brah said that I'm his lil sis in front of everyone the other day : )
Damn Gregg called me bro again =.='' What the hell... K I shall call him back 'sis' then Zzzzzzzz
My birthday is one week away : )
Oh yeah, met An today at Scape. He told me that he wants to get 2000 by christmas. Haha I said that it's impossible, but promised to treat him a Mcflurry if he can do it half round by x'mas.
And he has to treat me after I getting one round of good windmill ^_^
11 Dec 2010 Saturday
K here's something serious:
I was kinda pissed of by the bitch who just can't shut her fucking mouth up whenever people are talking and she's not even involved in the conversation.
What's worse, she's not even talking about what people are talking about and starts to talk her shit not realising the there's someone who hasn't finished what he/she wants to say.
It's seriously fucking rude and irritating.
I'm not transparent am I?
It's obvious that I was talking!
It's not the first time fucker, and you think it's cute for being so fucking random? Hell no.
And I hope you can stop acting as if you know everything. You don't even break do you? So why the hell and do you even have the right to tell me what should I do?
Please fucking shut your mouth up.
Yeah I know that you're new and you don't know where's your place, I know you're just trying to be friendly.
I know I'm being very rude here, but at least I don't show that kind of face and attitude.
If it continues, I'll show you my attitude so that you won't fucking come and disturb me.
Or I'll just tell you in your face.
Peace.
K here's something serious:
I was kinda pissed of by the bitch who just can't shut her fucking mouth up whenever people are talking and she's not even involved in the conversation.
What's worse, she's not even talking about what people are talking about and starts to talk her shit not realising the there's someone who hasn't finished what he/she wants to say.
It's seriously fucking rude and irritating.
I'm not transparent am I?
It's obvious that I was talking!
It's not the first time fucker, and you think it's cute for being so fucking random? Hell no.
And I hope you can stop acting as if you know everything. You don't even break do you? So why the hell and do you even have the right to tell me what should I do?
Please fucking shut your mouth up.
Yeah I know that you're new and you don't know where's your place, I know you're just trying to be friendly.
I know I'm being very rude here, but at least I don't show that kind of face and attitude.
If it continues, I'll show you my attitude so that you won't fucking come and disturb me.
Or I'll just tell you in your face.
Peace.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
10 Dec 2010 Friday
Before heading down to Esp, I went to Serangoon to take Tor's shoes from Julz. We really didn't wanna owe Tor anymore haha! Felt so sorry for him.
Oh Julz didn't go to Esp cos he's sick. Hope he can recover soon. He told me that he's going to Indonesia next week and coming back on 19th.. Haha okie as long as he won't miss my birthday jam heehee!!! :P
Tor treated me a Hagendas ice-cream and a can of milo for doing his favour.. Omg!! Thanks Tor!!!!!
Tin just had spicy noodle for her dinner, so she accompanied me to take a long walk around the Esp to finish Tor's treat.
Along the way we had a great time laughing and talking crap. Haha we joked that we're the happiest and craziest bgirls at Esp lmao!!!!!!
Anyway, we saw the balls that written with new year wishes floating on the river. And we decided to write one too heehee!!!
We got so excited that we ran and jumped around when we went back to underground to take our phones for taking photos hahaha!!!!
And we cracked lots of random senseless jokes about 'balls' like we're going to write something on huge balls; it's not the ball but it's the ball; there's air chair and here's air ball etc. . Hahahaha!!! I really love to be with her cos it's so damn fun!!!!!
Heh anyway, after taking our phones, we quickly ran back to Esp theatre and wrote on a ball. Hahaha!!! So thanks for the ice-cream and her spicy noodle, we slacked 1 hour away :P
There was a lot of people at Esp today. So it was kinda overcrowded.
Lolz I bought a big gulp when I just reached, and those cute kids, who're Suffian's friends, finished half of it -.- Zzz damn cute~ Haha!
We had no powerful speaker around but 3 small ones blasting 3 different breakbeats. It was very confusing and distracting sigh...
But today was cool. Trained quite a lot and I was very hyper after coming back from the long crazy walk with Tin hahaha!!!
Ben came later at night. And he showed me a very surprised face after I throwing down a set of footwork. He asked how come I improved so faster after not seeing me for one week. And then I went surprised the next. Tin told me that I've improved too. I hope so. Cos sometimes when I'm feeling good and on, I can do much better.
I need the feel and the mood!!!!!!!
After breaking, Mark, Aaron, Ben, Gregg and I went to have dinner at Mc.
FEC came later. Shazuan asked me to be careful of the 4 guys I was with cos I was the only girl. And Gregg said that no I'm a guy.. -.- Worse, he called me bro... What the hell???!!!!!!! =.='' Lolz!
Shazuan's also sick.. He's having fever but he still stayed till so late.. Take care yo!
Aaron couldn't take the train with me to Khatib today cos it was too late or else he wouldn't able to catch the last bus home : ( Heh but he accompanied Ben and I to wait for our train heehee~
Oh shit I think I'm spoiled hahaha :P
Neither could I wait for FEC to finish their food. So after Ben got down at Newton, I was left all alone : (
I nearly overshoot my station cos I fell asleep.
Hopefully someone's going to break tomorrow. Mark they all are going to break at the airport oh man it's damn far.
Zzz.. Why am I living so far away from everyone and everywhere?????
:' (
Before heading down to Esp, I went to Serangoon to take Tor's shoes from Julz. We really didn't wanna owe Tor anymore haha! Felt so sorry for him.
Oh Julz didn't go to Esp cos he's sick. Hope he can recover soon. He told me that he's going to Indonesia next week and coming back on 19th.. Haha okie as long as he won't miss my birthday jam heehee!!! :P
Tor treated me a Hagendas ice-cream and a can of milo for doing his favour.. Omg!! Thanks Tor!!!!!
Tin just had spicy noodle for her dinner, so she accompanied me to take a long walk around the Esp to finish Tor's treat.
Along the way we had a great time laughing and talking crap. Haha we joked that we're the happiest and craziest bgirls at Esp lmao!!!!!!
Anyway, we saw the balls that written with new year wishes floating on the river. And we decided to write one too heehee!!!
We got so excited that we ran and jumped around when we went back to underground to take our phones for taking photos hahaha!!!!
And we cracked lots of random senseless jokes about 'balls' like we're going to write something on huge balls; it's not the ball but it's the ball; there's air chair and here's air ball etc. . Hahahaha!!! I really love to be with her cos it's so damn fun!!!!!
Heh anyway, after taking our phones, we quickly ran back to Esp theatre and wrote on a ball. Hahaha!!! So thanks for the ice-cream and her spicy noodle, we slacked 1 hour away :P
There was a lot of people at Esp today. So it was kinda overcrowded.
Lolz I bought a big gulp when I just reached, and those cute kids, who're Suffian's friends, finished half of it -.- Zzz damn cute~ Haha!
We had no powerful speaker around but 3 small ones blasting 3 different breakbeats. It was very confusing and distracting sigh...
But today was cool. Trained quite a lot and I was very hyper after coming back from the long crazy walk with Tin hahaha!!!
Ben came later at night. And he showed me a very surprised face after I throwing down a set of footwork. He asked how come I improved so faster after not seeing me for one week. And then I went surprised the next. Tin told me that I've improved too. I hope so. Cos sometimes when I'm feeling good and on, I can do much better.
I need the feel and the mood!!!!!!!
After breaking, Mark, Aaron, Ben, Gregg and I went to have dinner at Mc.
FEC came later. Shazuan asked me to be careful of the 4 guys I was with cos I was the only girl. And Gregg said that no I'm a guy.. -.- Worse, he called me bro... What the hell???!!!!!!! =.='' Lolz!
Shazuan's also sick.. He's having fever but he still stayed till so late.. Take care yo!
Aaron couldn't take the train with me to Khatib today cos it was too late or else he wouldn't able to catch the last bus home : ( Heh but he accompanied Ben and I to wait for our train heehee~
Oh shit I think I'm spoiled hahaha :P
Neither could I wait for FEC to finish their food. So after Ben got down at Newton, I was left all alone : (
I nearly overshoot my station cos I fell asleep.
Hopefully someone's going to break tomorrow. Mark they all are going to break at the airport oh man it's damn far.
Zzz.. Why am I living so far away from everyone and everywhere?????
:' (
Friday, December 10, 2010
09 Dec 2010 Thursday
Omg I can't believe that I woke up at 2 30pm today despite woken up by some texts in the middle.
However sadly, my sleep wasn't deep as usual.. I still felt like going to sleep again after checking the time on my phone. So called Mark when I was still half-asleep hahaha!
After waking up, computer and piano as usual.
Reached Esp around 5pm, Weian was there. And he gave me a BIG hug. Yes indeed a big hug lolz!!!!!
Heh the stupid injury I got when I was toprocking at home yesterday was alright until I crashed in footwork lmao.. So slacked till go to Marina Sq to meet Julz and Mark with David and his bro.
I got stucked at Marina Sq for like 2 hours. And for that 2 hours, I didn't speak more than 5 sentences. I only opened up my mouth to talk just a little bit when we were on the way to underground.
I wish I know why am I so freaking quite, why do I tend to shut up when people around are involved in conversation.
Maybe I'm a good listener? But sometimes I'm stonning.
I realised that I only talk more when there's somebody talking to me.
I'm not introvert am I??
Or is it just that I need someone to 'help' me to be involved in a conversation??
Sigh screw it. It's very fucked up.
Anyway, today's very off. Sleepy...
Cyphered. Did nothing much.
Tomorrow's friday.
ALL OUT.
Omg I can't believe that I woke up at 2 30pm today despite woken up by some texts in the middle.
However sadly, my sleep wasn't deep as usual.. I still felt like going to sleep again after checking the time on my phone. So called Mark when I was still half-asleep hahaha!
After waking up, computer and piano as usual.
Reached Esp around 5pm, Weian was there. And he gave me a BIG hug. Yes indeed a big hug lolz!!!!!
Heh the stupid injury I got when I was toprocking at home yesterday was alright until I crashed in footwork lmao.. So slacked till go to Marina Sq to meet Julz and Mark with David and his bro.
I got stucked at Marina Sq for like 2 hours. And for that 2 hours, I didn't speak more than 5 sentences. I only opened up my mouth to talk just a little bit when we were on the way to underground.
I wish I know why am I so freaking quite, why do I tend to shut up when people around are involved in conversation.
Maybe I'm a good listener? But sometimes I'm stonning.
I realised that I only talk more when there's somebody talking to me.
I'm not introvert am I??
Or is it just that I need someone to 'help' me to be involved in a conversation??
Sigh screw it. It's very fucked up.
Anyway, today's very off. Sleepy...
Cyphered. Did nothing much.
Tomorrow's friday.
ALL OUT.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Bboy!
08 Dec 2010 Wednesday
Finally, I didn't go to study before going to break!!! Haha!!
Julz came first. He taught me toprocking and forced me to train handstand >.<
Z, see, why am I training windmill and handstand again?
Hmm but it's good anyway~ So I shall get them soon : )
I think sometimes I need somebody to force me like Julz did so today. Emm.. And certain moves which I have no confidence for, like windmill, I have to have one like Mark beside me to watch me how I crash haha! Nah, I mean how I do it.
Anyway thanks to him that I think my handstand is really improved despite not doing it for a long time ^_^
Julz had to leave early today cos it's his dad's birthday.
We went to 7-11 and took a walk around before he left.
He asked me to train hard, said that I'd be a dope bgirl and I'm improving~
Emm...
: )
Ehh... F those skatters flying around and across us!!!
Oh shit.. So what should I do for my dad's birthday??? >.<
After that Mark, Tin they all came. Tatsuya came too!!!!!!! Omg we've not seen him for ages!!!
Left Esp around 11pm, and bumped into FEC at Mc haha!! Yay so I had company on the way home :P
It seems like there're more and moe bboys know about NEX is another good place for session now.. Hopefully everyone can behave himself so that we wouldn't be chased out or hated in future~
Shanyang and I planned to catch Harry Potter tomorrow but heh.. This failure is sick again hahaha -.-
So gonna bboy all the way ^_^
By the way he told me that he likes my new profile picture on facebook. But heh, my pictures are all so not me I think~ Hahaha :P
Damn one bad new today.. I was practicing toprock at home just now, and I hurt my left ankle -.-
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................ Heck care I'm still gonna break tomorrow!!!
Melrick asked if I wanna break with him and Ivan at NEX tomorrow.. But heh... Don't think I should go and I really wanan go sorry.. The crowd's gonna be bigger as it's near weekend~~
I wann break with my brahs too heehee :P
I wonder why am I still alive and so energetic without sleeping much. I wish it can continue this way even when I'm having school. Lolz.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Finally, I didn't go to study before going to break!!! Haha!!
Julz came first. He taught me toprocking and forced me to train handstand >.<
Z, see, why am I training windmill and handstand again?
Hmm but it's good anyway~ So I shall get them soon : )
I think sometimes I need somebody to force me like Julz did so today. Emm.. And certain moves which I have no confidence for, like windmill, I have to have one like Mark beside me to watch me how I crash haha! Nah, I mean how I do it.
Anyway thanks to him that I think my handstand is really improved despite not doing it for a long time ^_^
Julz had to leave early today cos it's his dad's birthday.
We went to 7-11 and took a walk around before he left.
He asked me to train hard, said that I'd be a dope bgirl and I'm improving~
Emm...
: )
Ehh... F those skatters flying around and across us!!!
Oh shit.. So what should I do for my dad's birthday??? >.<
After that Mark, Tin they all came. Tatsuya came too!!!!!!! Omg we've not seen him for ages!!!
Left Esp around 11pm, and bumped into FEC at Mc haha!! Yay so I had company on the way home :P
It seems like there're more and moe bboys know about NEX is another good place for session now.. Hopefully everyone can behave himself so that we wouldn't be chased out or hated in future~
Shanyang and I planned to catch Harry Potter tomorrow but heh.. This failure is sick again hahaha -.-
So gonna bboy all the way ^_^
By the way he told me that he likes my new profile picture on facebook. But heh, my pictures are all so not me I think~ Hahaha :P
Damn one bad new today.. I was practicing toprock at home just now, and I hurt my left ankle -.-
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........................ Heck care I'm still gonna break tomorrow!!!
Melrick asked if I wanna break with him and Ivan at NEX tomorrow.. But heh... Don't think I should go and I really wanan go sorry.. The crowd's gonna be bigger as it's near weekend~~
I wann break with my brahs too heehee :P
I wonder why am I still alive and so energetic without sleeping much. I wish it can continue this way even when I'm having school. Lolz.
Tomorrow is a new day.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Breaking@shopping mall ♥
07 Dec 2010 Tuesday
As usual, studied at Mc. Saad, David and Julz's MC friend Sam joined us too.
Heehee in the end I didn't go for the meeting bleh!! :P
It was only Mark and I at first. I kept yawning my tears out -.- So bought a cup of coffee.
It helped. I finally stopped yawning but it got worse. I started to feel extremely cold and uncomfortable.
I don't know was it because of the girls' problem or the coffe lolz.
Though I was already wearing a jacket, I lent Mark's as I was really freezing.
Haha, today's maths was kinda good. But towards the end I slept on the table for awhile. I really fell asleep till Julz woke me up.
After leaving Mc, we headed to NEX at Serangoon to break as Julz suggested so.
We had dinner at Taxes chicken. And everybody witnessed how I was killed by the pepper : / It was so spicy for me that I finished my drink within 3 minutes >.<
Haha, then Saad changed the last 2 pieces to original.. Thanks man!!!
It reminded me of last time when we had our dinner at KFC. I almost cried cos of pepper -.-
The breaking spot is at the centre of the shopping mall. All of us went 'oh shit how are we going to break here'.
We started off by Julz sitting on the floor, followed by Saad, and then everybody else lmao!!!
The lighting on the ceiling was cool too! Kind of like disco/club hahaha!!
Breakbeat wasn't blasted loudly though. Cos Julz said that we don't wanna attract too much attentions~
Awhile later David and his bro went off, so left only my 2 brahs, Saad and I.
We had a cool cypher!! :P
Mark was the first one who threw down his moves.
I was a bit afraid cos there were really many people around. But after awhile, we all got comfortable with it and heck care about anything else.
We weren't chased out. Nobody really gave us a damn except for some cute kids. They were so damn cute!! XD
They said I did well today, and Julz said that I trained more than the usual~
Hmm... Really? Heehee thanks ^_^
Heh, I tried windmill a bit today too, Mark said that my legs were a little bit higher but they're still bent.
I could feel that it has improved a little bit too :P I like this feeling. It gives me confidence and motivation for getting windmill too.
Also thanks them for taking care of me today : )
♥
It was awesome.
Heehee in the end I didn't go for the meeting bleh!! :P
It was only Mark and I at first. I kept yawning my tears out -.- So bought a cup of coffee.
It helped. I finally stopped yawning but it got worse. I started to feel extremely cold and uncomfortable.
I don't know was it because of the girls' problem or the coffe lolz.
Though I was already wearing a jacket, I lent Mark's as I was really freezing.
Haha, today's maths was kinda good. But towards the end I slept on the table for awhile. I really fell asleep till Julz woke me up.
After leaving Mc, we headed to NEX at Serangoon to break as Julz suggested so.
We had dinner at Taxes chicken. And everybody witnessed how I was killed by the pepper : / It was so spicy for me that I finished my drink within 3 minutes >.<
Haha, then Saad changed the last 2 pieces to original.. Thanks man!!!
It reminded me of last time when we had our dinner at KFC. I almost cried cos of pepper -.-
The breaking spot is at the centre of the shopping mall. All of us went 'oh shit how are we going to break here'.
We started off by Julz sitting on the floor, followed by Saad, and then everybody else lmao!!!
The lighting on the ceiling was cool too! Kind of like disco/club hahaha!!
Breakbeat wasn't blasted loudly though. Cos Julz said that we don't wanna attract too much attentions~
Awhile later David and his bro went off, so left only my 2 brahs, Saad and I.
We had a cool cypher!! :P
Mark was the first one who threw down his moves.
I was a bit afraid cos there were really many people around. But after awhile, we all got comfortable with it and heck care about anything else.
We weren't chased out. Nobody really gave us a damn except for some cute kids. They were so damn cute!! XD
They said I did well today, and Julz said that I trained more than the usual~
Hmm... Really? Heehee thanks ^_^
Heh, I tried windmill a bit today too, Mark said that my legs were a little bit higher but they're still bent.
I could feel that it has improved a little bit too :P I like this feeling. It gives me confidence and motivation for getting windmill too.
Also thanks them for taking care of me today : )
♥
It was awesome.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!! :D
06 Dec 2010 Monday
Met up with Mark to study, or rather tried to complete my Chinese homework zzzzzz...
Julz didn't come cos he had to work~
Wow Mark was damn early today!!! I was half an hour earlier, but he was even earlier than me!!!!!!!! Surprisingly!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! :P
So I tried very hard to focus on the composition... Sigh it was damn hard and tiring..
I got distracted so easily that I kept checking on my phone, surfing the net, facebooking... Until Mark confiscated it : ( He only returned it back to me when I needed it for checking dictionary~
Heh but thanks for him, I abled to concentrate just for the short while when my phone was unavailable hahaha!!!
And we headed to Esp together with Tin.
The floor at Esp was damn freaking sandy : /
What's worse was that despite having sooooooo many bboys around, none of us had speaker : (
I brought mine, but it wasn't fully charged...
Damn...
Too bad. After the speaker is died, I started to train windmill, and Tin they all followed hahaha!! Everybody became a powerhead :P
Mark drilled windmill with me. I kept trying and crashing >.<
But it was cool.
I'm so excited that I got 2x1 very good ones :D
Wow the feeling was damn cool and nice!!! I've never had this kind of feeling before!! Now I understand how it feels like when people like Julz got a nice powermove 'accidently'!!!!!!!
K althought it was just 2 times out of like 100 times I tried today, it means that yes I will get it again someday.
So I shall get windmill then : )
Haha I'm still feeling great about those 2. So I talked to Julz about it on the phone :P
Today's Suffian's birthday. Everybody was feeling damn bored as having no breakbeats. So does him.
I went to Jonah, let's just battle him for his birthday hahaha!!
And we did!!!!! 16 rounds for his 16th birthday!!!!!!!!!!
I wanted to join the battle, but shit my finger is injured so can't do footwork fast....
Anyway~ Hopefully on my birthday, I'm not going to do a 17-rounds battle.. Oh please!! >.< Just cypher will do ^_^
Heh, the injured finger is also the reason why I trained so much windmill today.
It was really a lot. I spent like 80% of the time doing it lolz....
Session till 11pm, then took the train with Barry, Carradine and Shazuan. I've not been taking the train with them for such a long time.
We had lots of fun in the train by playing the 'find the difference' game on Barry's iphone. Hahahaha lmao!!!!
Lolz and we don't know what's wrong with Carradine today. He was soooooooo high omg -.-
Hopefully I won't have to spend my time for cca tomorrow please...
I wanna spend as much time as possible with my brahs/friends, and breaking. Also I wanna study with brahs.
I really gotta save money for an iphone now. I'm serious.
Shit I'm feeling a bit sleepy now.. I've not gotten enough sleep ever since the holiday started.
Met up with Mark to study, or rather tried to complete my Chinese homework zzzzzz...
Julz didn't come cos he had to work~
Wow Mark was damn early today!!! I was half an hour earlier, but he was even earlier than me!!!!!!!! Surprisingly!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! :P
So I tried very hard to focus on the composition... Sigh it was damn hard and tiring..
I got distracted so easily that I kept checking on my phone, surfing the net, facebooking... Until Mark confiscated it : ( He only returned it back to me when I needed it for checking dictionary~
Heh but thanks for him, I abled to concentrate just for the short while when my phone was unavailable hahaha!!!
And we headed to Esp together with Tin.
The floor at Esp was damn freaking sandy : /
What's worse was that despite having sooooooo many bboys around, none of us had speaker : (
I brought mine, but it wasn't fully charged...
Damn...
Too bad. After the speaker is died, I started to train windmill, and Tin they all followed hahaha!! Everybody became a powerhead :P
Mark drilled windmill with me. I kept trying and crashing >.<
But it was cool.
I'm so excited that I got 2x1 very good ones :D
Wow the feeling was damn cool and nice!!! I've never had this kind of feeling before!! Now I understand how it feels like when people like Julz got a nice powermove 'accidently'!!!!!!!
K althought it was just 2 times out of like 100 times I tried today, it means that yes I will get it again someday.
So I shall get windmill then : )
Haha I'm still feeling great about those 2. So I talked to Julz about it on the phone :P
Today's Suffian's birthday. Everybody was feeling damn bored as having no breakbeats. So does him.
I went to Jonah, let's just battle him for his birthday hahaha!!
And we did!!!!! 16 rounds for his 16th birthday!!!!!!!!!!
I wanted to join the battle, but shit my finger is injured so can't do footwork fast....
Anyway~ Hopefully on my birthday, I'm not going to do a 17-rounds battle.. Oh please!! >.< Just cypher will do ^_^
Heh, the injured finger is also the reason why I trained so much windmill today.
It was really a lot. I spent like 80% of the time doing it lolz....
Session till 11pm, then took the train with Barry, Carradine and Shazuan. I've not been taking the train with them for such a long time.
We had lots of fun in the train by playing the 'find the difference' game on Barry's iphone. Hahahaha lmao!!!!
Lolz and we don't know what's wrong with Carradine today. He was soooooooo high omg -.-
Hopefully I won't have to spend my time for cca tomorrow please...
I wanna spend as much time as possible with my brahs/friends, and breaking. Also I wanna study with brahs.
I really gotta save money for an iphone now. I'm serious.
Shit I'm feeling a bit sleepy now.. I've not gotten enough sleep ever since the holiday started.
Monday, December 6, 2010
^_^
05 Dec 2010 Sunday
Last day of work yayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
I was damn on today despite having only 5 hours sleep. Maybe I should thank Mark for telling me about the magic potion haha! Milo+coffee : ) It lasted me for the whole day!!!!! Wooooooo great!
So after working, Mark, Julz and I decided to break. I reached Esp first and I saw Hwa there!!!!! HAHAHA WOW!!!!!!!! :D
After awhile, Eden and a new friend Timo came. Followed by Julz and then Mark.
Mic and Chuck dropped down to say hi to us. Mic's gonna be in Chuck's crew. And we saw Mic's new undone tatoo hahaha!!
They came to shake hand with me while I was helping Julz to stretch. And Julz 'introduced' that I'm his new 'gf' like so real. And everybody went 'huh?' 'really?' 'hey is it true'... -.-
So I said no he's my big brah. And Julz started to talk crap again HAHAHA!!!
Today's training was damn cool! Cos I was damn on heehee :P
I asked if Julz could accompany to take the train to somewhere. And he said that Aaron spoilt me by doing so last night HAHAHA!!!
But in the end he still took the train with me to Bishan, but emphasized the it's the only time~
Anyway~ Thanks yo! : )
He told me what to train etc. on the way~
One bad new today.. Sprained my finger again Zzzzz... -.-
Chuck knew about it, and said 'great'... What theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............
Last day of work yayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
I was damn on today despite having only 5 hours sleep. Maybe I should thank Mark for telling me about the magic potion haha! Milo+coffee : ) It lasted me for the whole day!!!!! Wooooooo great!
So after working, Mark, Julz and I decided to break. I reached Esp first and I saw Hwa there!!!!! HAHAHA WOW!!!!!!!! :D
After awhile, Eden and a new friend Timo came. Followed by Julz and then Mark.
Mic and Chuck dropped down to say hi to us. Mic's gonna be in Chuck's crew. And we saw Mic's new undone tatoo hahaha!!
They came to shake hand with me while I was helping Julz to stretch. And Julz 'introduced' that I'm his new 'gf' like so real. And everybody went 'huh?' 'really?' 'hey is it true'... -.-
So I said no he's my big brah. And Julz started to talk crap again HAHAHA!!!
Today's training was damn cool! Cos I was damn on heehee :P
I asked if Julz could accompany to take the train to somewhere. And he said that Aaron spoilt me by doing so last night HAHAHA!!!
But in the end he still took the train with me to Bishan, but emphasized the it's the only time~
Anyway~ Thanks yo! : )
He told me what to train etc. on the way~
One bad new today.. Sprained my finger again Zzzzz... -.-
Chuck knew about it, and said 'great'... What theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............
Sunday, December 5, 2010
04 Dec 2010 Saturday
I reached Mac at 3 40pm, cos I wanted to do some of my Chinese homework (shit!).
And Mark, despite saying that we gotta meet at 4pm, he came one hour after me -.-
Julz reached very late cos he's uncle was helping him with his study.
I didn't even manage to complete one Chinese homework. It sucks to the core. You know it. Screw it! So again started with maths.
It was really fucked up. I stucked at the last question for like hone hour before heading down to Scape... Mark and Julz taught me again and again but I just couldn't get it : (
Sigh...
I really felt like crying >.< Why was I dumb -.-
K maybe I was a bit off.
Alright anyway, thanks for them for teaching me so patiently. Cos if I were to teach one like me, I'd freak out : /
Julz gave me a.. Hmm what is it called? Key chain? Anyway~ It has 'school of medicine' on it. And he asked me to study hard to get in to biomedical.
Yup I will, thank you : )
To be honest, he's one of my motivation to go for my dream.
Heh... Because of the stupid question or rather my stupid brain, we reached Scape arond 8 30pm... I feel sooooooooooo sorry for Jonah and Peter... Especially Jonah.. Cos I think he must be very tired after the cypher jam but yet I asked him to go down... Well.. Hmm... I didn't want to ask him to go until Julz asked me to ask him down : / I'm not blaming Julz. Just feeling very sorry for them. If not for my stupid maths, we would have reached there much earlier... And it was like they were waiting for us cos Aaron and Gregg kept calling Mark : (
Felt kinda off after the irritating maths.
Trained more towards the end.
But had a fun time. Gregg was damn funny lmao!!! :P
I thought I'd again, be the one who's going to take the train alone.
Heehee, but this time Aaron took the train with me to Khatib, from there he took bus home : )
So touched haha! We chatted a lot on the way back.
Thanks for accompanying me! ^_^
After that we messaged some crap. Talking about smoking those gangsters if they attack us hahaha!!! :P
Of course it's best that it wouldn't happen. But wow! I wonder what would they react if we break in front of them and get them smoked!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow's the last day of work YAY!!!!!!!!!
Melrick asked if I want to join his crew training.. But too bad, I have work : (
So next week then : )
K hopefully I will break after working. To be exact, hopefully there'll be someone breaking tomorrow.
Julz might be breaking. Hope so~
Needa train more..
And sleep more HAHA!
I reached Mac at 3 40pm, cos I wanted to do some of my Chinese homework (shit!).
And Mark, despite saying that we gotta meet at 4pm, he came one hour after me -.-
Julz reached very late cos he's uncle was helping him with his study.
I didn't even manage to complete one Chinese homework. It sucks to the core. You know it. Screw it! So again started with maths.
It was really fucked up. I stucked at the last question for like hone hour before heading down to Scape... Mark and Julz taught me again and again but I just couldn't get it : (
Sigh...
I really felt like crying >.< Why was I dumb -.-
K maybe I was a bit off.
Alright anyway, thanks for them for teaching me so patiently. Cos if I were to teach one like me, I'd freak out : /
Julz gave me a.. Hmm what is it called? Key chain? Anyway~ It has 'school of medicine' on it. And he asked me to study hard to get in to biomedical.
Yup I will, thank you : )
To be honest, he's one of my motivation to go for my dream.
Heh... Because of the stupid question or rather my stupid brain, we reached Scape arond 8 30pm... I feel sooooooooooo sorry for Jonah and Peter... Especially Jonah.. Cos I think he must be very tired after the cypher jam but yet I asked him to go down... Well.. Hmm... I didn't want to ask him to go until Julz asked me to ask him down : / I'm not blaming Julz. Just feeling very sorry for them. If not for my stupid maths, we would have reached there much earlier... And it was like they were waiting for us cos Aaron and Gregg kept calling Mark : (
Felt kinda off after the irritating maths.
Trained more towards the end.
But had a fun time. Gregg was damn funny lmao!!! :P
I thought I'd again, be the one who's going to take the train alone.
Heehee, but this time Aaron took the train with me to Khatib, from there he took bus home : )
So touched haha! We chatted a lot on the way back.
Thanks for accompanying me! ^_^
After that we messaged some crap. Talking about smoking those gangsters if they attack us hahaha!!! :P
Of course it's best that it wouldn't happen. But wow! I wonder what would they react if we break in front of them and get them smoked!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow's the last day of work YAY!!!!!!!!!
Melrick asked if I want to join his crew training.. But too bad, I have work : (
So next week then : )
K hopefully I will break after working. To be exact, hopefully there'll be someone breaking tomorrow.
Julz might be breaking. Hope so~
Needa train more..
And sleep more HAHA!
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Mad tiring day...
03 Dec 2010, Friday
I slept today at 5 30am after chatting with Mark on Msn, and... Woke up at 10am again because of my irritating and inconsiderate and brain-less bro talking loudly on the phone.
FML.....
I tried to sleep after that, but couldn't really fall asleep... Fuck.
Reached Mac around 3pm to study with Mark.
Too bad it was raining heavily so Julz couldn't come cos he had to work at night.
Yup so Mark spent most of time teaching me, this idiot.. Yeah my brain was dying due to lack of sleep... So he had really hard time teaching me.
And me too, had hard time doing maths! I felt like giving up and rest and slack everytime I finished doing one question, but Mark kept pushing me to do by saying ' hey one more question! '....
Arghhhh... Why do I have such a lil bro at home to wake me up every morning??? I'm feeling even more tiring now as compared to school days.
Damn...
K anyway~ After Gregg had reached, we 3 headed down to Esp. Today was late. I break until 11pm.
Well not bad. Got something new for footwork. Loki and Aaron taught me how to airchair and Mic helped me to improve my zulu spin.
: )
I'm having headache now...
Tomorrow again, study then break.
No more slacking. For both breaking and studying.
Imma improve faster.
I slept today at 5 30am after chatting with Mark on Msn, and... Woke up at 10am again because of my irritating and inconsiderate and brain-less bro talking loudly on the phone.
FML.....
I tried to sleep after that, but couldn't really fall asleep... Fuck.
Reached Mac around 3pm to study with Mark.
Too bad it was raining heavily so Julz couldn't come cos he had to work at night.
Yup so Mark spent most of time teaching me, this idiot.. Yeah my brain was dying due to lack of sleep... So he had really hard time teaching me.
And me too, had hard time doing maths! I felt like giving up and rest and slack everytime I finished doing one question, but Mark kept pushing me to do by saying ' hey one more question! '....
Arghhhh... Why do I have such a lil bro at home to wake me up every morning??? I'm feeling even more tiring now as compared to school days.
Damn...
K anyway~ After Gregg had reached, we 3 headed down to Esp. Today was late. I break until 11pm.
Well not bad. Got something new for footwork. Loki and Aaron taught me how to airchair and Mic helped me to improve my zulu spin.
: )
I'm having headache now...
Tomorrow again, study then break.
No more slacking. For both breaking and studying.
Imma improve faster.
Friday, December 3, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
17 days to 17th : )
Yup, today's 17 days to my 17th birthday. So fast! >.<
After cca today, went to Scape. Mark, Julz and Saad were already there..
Melrick too! Haha!!! I saw his blue contact lens!!! :P
Anyway.. Slacked all the way cos I injured my left wrist and fingers yesterday : ( Too bad...
They were also knida shag too~ So we slacked, chilled, and I helped Julz with stretching, then went off.
Last night, well it's actually today early in the morning around 1/2am, after the window-hitting incident, something wrong was going on again.
I was staring on the computer, with right hand supporting my head. And I realised there's blood on my right hand when I was reaching out for mouse...
I stoned.. And went to washroom to wash it off. I'm sure that it was blood. I smelled it..
I checked myself against mirror to see if there's any wound that's bleeding.. But.. None.
Terrified... Quickly switched off computer and went into my bedroom and messaged Mark what's happening.
He called immediately, and I asked if I've checked if I was bleeding.. But really.. NO!!
So Mark consoled me by saying that maybe I was just too tired, and asked me to sleep and not to be panic. Haha, I was.. Hmm.. I can't describe how it felt but yeah.. I cried :'( The blood... Was quite a lot...
Anyway, I calmed myself down and went to sleep after 30 minutes...
It was nothing wrong after that. Though I still have no idea what was going on, I hope it's really nothing.
I talked to Mark about it today, and he joked that maybe I was just dreaming... Oh well, I'm sure that I was awake!!!! But hopefully this kind of creepy things won't happen again.
Peace.
Tomorrow, gotta go full out!!!!
After cca today, went to Scape. Mark, Julz and Saad were already there..
Melrick too! Haha!!! I saw his blue contact lens!!! :P
Anyway.. Slacked all the way cos I injured my left wrist and fingers yesterday : ( Too bad...
They were also knida shag too~ So we slacked, chilled, and I helped Julz with stretching, then went off.
Last night, well it's actually today early in the morning around 1/2am, after the window-hitting incident, something wrong was going on again.
I was staring on the computer, with right hand supporting my head. And I realised there's blood on my right hand when I was reaching out for mouse...
I stoned.. And went to washroom to wash it off. I'm sure that it was blood. I smelled it..
I checked myself against mirror to see if there's any wound that's bleeding.. But.. None.
Terrified... Quickly switched off computer and went into my bedroom and messaged Mark what's happening.
He called immediately, and I asked if I've checked if I was bleeding.. But really.. NO!!
So Mark consoled me by saying that maybe I was just too tired, and asked me to sleep and not to be panic. Haha, I was.. Hmm.. I can't describe how it felt but yeah.. I cried :'( The blood... Was quite a lot...
Anyway, I calmed myself down and went to sleep after 30 minutes...
It was nothing wrong after that. Though I still have no idea what was going on, I hope it's really nothing.
I talked to Mark about it today, and he joked that maybe I was just dreaming... Oh well, I'm sure that I was awake!!!! But hopefully this kind of creepy things won't happen again.
Peace.
Tomorrow, gotta go full out!!!!
Sleepyy...
01 Dec 2010, Wednesday
I nearly fell asleep at work by staring on my bio book...
But the commision later in the day was great. Haha!
After work, at 7pm, I flew down to Esp and break with jeans haha!
Hey I didn't know that breaking with the pair of jeans I was wearing was kinda good! It was cooling and most importantly, it's stretchable! So I could do splits all that without worrying about tearing it like Tor last time HAHA!!!
I missed my friends there so much! Jonah's back, FEC came down surprisingly, and I realised that Shazuan's hair had grown much longer haha!
Yeah I really missed them very much!!!!!!! >.<
Hmm didn't really break till Julz left. I helped him with stretching and then went up to chill for awhile before going all out.
So yup, after he has left, I trained a lot today : ) Felt damn good. Haha!!!
But the sad thing is... I sprained my left fingers twice... Crashed for once, and then got kicked by myself once : ( It's kinda pain.. Thus had to leave earlier : (
Before leaving, went to say bye to Julz who was drinking with his cousin. Haha, it's random right? And he thanked me for going~~ He told the cousin that I'm his little sis and I'm a good girl haha :P His cousin is friendly ^^
After that, went to 7-11 to buy drinks for myself and friends, then went off.
Something hit my window just now... And it continued for quite long.. I was very very scared..
I told Mark on Msn about it, and he called, asked me to open the window to check what's that..
No choice.. I did, but the thing had gone..
Chill..
It's so scary and creepy.. I hope there's nothing wrong.
Haha thanks Mark!! He said that I sounded so stoned~~~
NO I'M NOT GOING TO HAVE A NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I nearly fell asleep at work by staring on my bio book...
But the commision later in the day was great. Haha!
After work, at 7pm, I flew down to Esp and break with jeans haha!
Hey I didn't know that breaking with the pair of jeans I was wearing was kinda good! It was cooling and most importantly, it's stretchable! So I could do splits all that without worrying about tearing it like Tor last time HAHA!!!
I missed my friends there so much! Jonah's back, FEC came down surprisingly, and I realised that Shazuan's hair had grown much longer haha!
Yeah I really missed them very much!!!!!!! >.<
Hmm didn't really break till Julz left. I helped him with stretching and then went up to chill for awhile before going all out.
So yup, after he has left, I trained a lot today : ) Felt damn good. Haha!!!
But the sad thing is... I sprained my left fingers twice... Crashed for once, and then got kicked by myself once : ( It's kinda pain.. Thus had to leave earlier : (
Before leaving, went to say bye to Julz who was drinking with his cousin. Haha, it's random right? And he thanked me for going~~ He told the cousin that I'm his little sis and I'm a good girl haha :P His cousin is friendly ^^
After that, went to 7-11 to buy drinks for myself and friends, then went off.
Something hit my window just now... And it continued for quite long.. I was very very scared..
I told Mark on Msn about it, and he called, asked me to open the window to check what's that..
No choice.. I did, but the thing had gone..
Chill..
It's so scary and creepy.. I hope there's nothing wrong.
Haha thanks Mark!! He said that I sounded so stoned~~~
NO I'M NOT GOING TO HAVE A NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Bad day.
30 Nov 2010 Tuesday
I only slept for 4 hours today. G.
So I guess it's why I felt so lethargic and no mood. Lolz.
It was raining heavily after I've finished CCA... And shit I was wearing my lovely Puma.. It got wet.. Damn..
I was freezing. When I finally reached Somerset and met up with Mark, he lent me his jacket. Thanks Mark!! : )
And another bad thing for today was that I forgot to bring my wallet.. I don't know what's wrong with today. Lmao! Lacking of sleep kills...
We went to KFC for dinner after Saad had reached. Zzz.. Cos I had no money, Mark helped me to pay first..
Damn it's not the first time that I forgot to bring wallet out...
Shirley came to join us after that.
Again, I slacked.. I felt like sleeping.
Haha we realised thast Julz is not flexible enough! Cos his legs are so closed together when he does windmill. So I helped him with stretching. Hope he'll go and stretch by himself and he'll be more flexible soon haha!
Julz told me about the story of how he got into medical. Being motivated, I feel that I've to study even harder.
I'm becoming more hardcore lolz.
But it gets tired.
I just realised that it's like 18 days from my birthday. Wow time flies.
Gotta work tomorrow.
Last week of work.
I ain't giving a damn, I shall not give a damn. For anything.
Be it selfishness;
Be it jealousy;
Be it unfriendliness;
Be it having priority;
Be it being arrogant;
Be it showing attitude;
Be it bitches;
Be it flirts;
Be it love;
Be it hate.
Be it anything and everything.
I won't give a fuck.
Well I guess I'm too tired. That's why I'm so emo.
No worries. Stay cool.
I only slept for 4 hours today. G.
So I guess it's why I felt so lethargic and no mood. Lolz.
It was raining heavily after I've finished CCA... And shit I was wearing my lovely Puma.. It got wet.. Damn..
I was freezing. When I finally reached Somerset and met up with Mark, he lent me his jacket. Thanks Mark!! : )
And another bad thing for today was that I forgot to bring my wallet.. I don't know what's wrong with today. Lmao! Lacking of sleep kills...
We went to KFC for dinner after Saad had reached. Zzz.. Cos I had no money, Mark helped me to pay first..
Damn it's not the first time that I forgot to bring wallet out...
Shirley came to join us after that.
Again, I slacked.. I felt like sleeping.
Haha we realised thast Julz is not flexible enough! Cos his legs are so closed together when he does windmill. So I helped him with stretching. Hope he'll go and stretch by himself and he'll be more flexible soon haha!
Julz told me about the story of how he got into medical. Being motivated, I feel that I've to study even harder.
I'm becoming more hardcore lolz.
But it gets tired.
I just realised that it's like 18 days from my birthday. Wow time flies.
Gotta work tomorrow.
Last week of work.
I ain't giving a damn, I shall not give a damn. For anything.
Be it selfishness;
Be it jealousy;
Be it unfriendliness;
Be it having priority;
Be it being arrogant;
Be it showing attitude;
Be it bitches;
Be it flirts;
Be it love;
Be it hate.
Be it anything and everything.
I won't give a fuck.
Well I guess I'm too tired. That's why I'm so emo.
No worries. Stay cool.
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