~Merry Christmas~

Had a nice chat with Julz today.



I feel that I've changed a lot for this holiday, or rather this month.




I've becoming more matured which probably because of hanging out with people who're much more matured than me.
Which also made me to become a better listener than before. Cos I tend to shut up when friends are talking. Well of course sometimes I'm doing so cos they're talking about something that I don't want to hear.




I no longer keep all the feelings to myself 100%.
Now
I sometimes show off my temper,
I can talk with my big brothers,
I've found better ways to release my stress or get rid of those crap that bother me.
Yeah I got a bit spoilt too.

I'm no more the useless innocent girl who always appeared nice to everyone at every moment when I was being emotional or even pissed off.
I can be a bad girl or a bitch sometimes to show the attitude, gossip or fool around. I speak vulgars more oftenly now. I feel that there's no point controlling. It's just me.


My breaking has improved much much more and faster than before after started hanging out with the group of friends.
My aim is to participate a competition early next year.


Now I know what are true friends and what are they for.
The past is a lesson that I've learnt.

Some people are living in their lies. Which makes everything looks so real. You could never know one's true colour.


Acknowledge your successes along with your downfalls.


Everybody is special and unique.
But we all are just another living thing that exist in this damn world.


Merry Christmas.