Sleepy...

It's been awhile since I felt so sleepy..
I really wanna crash to my bed now, but I'm so not used to sleep and wake up early : (




I find it hard for me to concentrate.. I need a packkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....................................................................


I hope there's nothing for me to be worried about. But 3 years is already delayed.
Everything here is getting worse.
I don't know what should I do and what can I do.
Everything seems so unsteady and insecure.


I know I'm not being a good influence to you, yes I do feel guilty. But it's not a good excuse for you to explain yourselff for having bad behaviour in school.
Sometimes I really hate you, lil bro.


And I know I'm being a bad sister, but don't fucking us
I wish everything could be put on a pause, and get back to the right track.






Be strong now, because things will get better. it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.