22/06/2011 Wednesday
I'm having a headache now. Kinda.
I had a power session today, not food no drinks but pure water cos I only had 80 cents with me =.=''
Woohoo my windmill has improved from yesterday, zoom! The thing I needa work on is the speed.
Not only that, my flare has a slight improvement after Karl teaching me how to train for catching. Just needa kick a lil bit harder and swing my hip more, I think I'll get it soon : )
Hmmm, I was doing something randomly, and it looked like swipe. So yeah, now Imma work on swipe too.
I didn't really do footwork today. Powermoves are really tedious and exhausting. And the pain from hitting on the ground is bad. Whoa now my shoulders are aching...
Huh? You call me a biter? Oh come on that's foundation!
Ehh never mind, no point giving you a fuck.
I just heard that there's a bgirl 1 on 1 battle at BOTY this year, which is next month.
Hehhhh................. Not tempted to join. Yeah no no not gotta join!
I really really needa take a rest from participating competitions.
I'm just afraid that I'll feel the sudden urge to join on the spot, especially when my friends hustle me : /
Whatever, for now, I just gonna get my do my thing yo!
Sigh, why do I feel so stressed and why do I feel so empty?
I guess I need a heart to heart talk, just a talk to rent everything out, talk crap, talk non-sense, and laugh like crazy with Vivi or my bro whom I can really trust. But they are so busy...
: (
And... Him, whom I was opening myself up to and thinking that he should be trustworthy, has made me take a step back because of his confession of being in one of those...
I know he's different, but who knows what's gonna happen? There's no guarantee.
Dee's right, treat everyone as an enemy, so that I won't get hurt easily.
This is tough and horrible...
And why did you go offline? I was about to tell you how terrible I feel inside, just that I don't know how to start this conversation...
Miss talking to you and I really wanna meet up and talk to you so badly...
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