Yeah the old real me is back!!!
Hmm to be exact, it's my motivation for breaking is back =P
All thanks to Raw To The Floor yesterday haha!!
Woo yay I haven't had such a hyper, fun, and productive session for so damn long!!!!!
Had this cool and good session with Syafiq, Kamarul, Sufian and Jiwari ^^
And I was so hyper even without music.
Love this feeling sooooooooo much!!! <3
Now I realise that actually we can dance without music as long as we're hyper BUT, not when other dancers or the stupid shufflers around blasting their own music -.-
Can't wait for the next dope session.
: )
And I can't wait till the day I'm finally ready to battle!!!!!!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Higher
At the rooftop of Orchard Central with my gal Shalom for the first time.
Haha I didn't know I can actually access the rooftop.
I love this place.
When you can't escape to a further place, then go to a higher place.
Thankful
29/10/11 Saturday
I think I'm god damn lucky to meet you, though we are not close yet and we don't really have the time to get closer yet.
I'm thankful that you can accompany me when walking while others are chatting and I'm out of the conversation.
I'm thankful that you do actually care about me.
I'm thankful for that message.
I'm thankful for your listening.
And I'm thankful for the smile and the expression you had in your eyes when we said bye.
: )
Oh yeah and I'm happy to hear that long hair doesn't match me for the first time in my life, and that my current hair style suits me =P
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It was R2TF hood vs hoos today. It was really awesome, sick, exciting, incredible, dope and high.
We're so so so so happy that our oldest and baddest Syafiq won this together with his partner Farhan.
^^
Kamarul, Jonah and I had a small talk today, regarding breaking and our life.
Yeah it's not that we can't live without it, but breaking is what that makes the life to be more colourful.
And Imma achieve my aim next year.
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Cos of today's fucked up incident, lots of thoughts are running through my mind now.
I wonder when can I not suffer from this kinda shit and really settle down.
Fuck that shit.
And that everything's so unstable now.
Like, a very very very very good friend of mine has left me. He's with some other new friends now.
See, don't ever depend or rely on somebody too much. The more I do, the more I fall.
What you don't know is, I felt like shit that day. I'm still smiling, cos I'd rather not talk about it.
: )
Friends come and go. When can I truly learn that?
I don't know if I really just wanna let it go.
He's the one who helped me really get serious with breaking, the first ever big improvement I had was really because of his help.
He's my biggest inspiration, my motivation, my teacher, my support, my listener.
My mentor.
You don't know how fucking happy it is to break with you, to hand out with you, to have lots and lots of nonsense with you, like last time when Wei was still with us.
Breaking is getting boring day by day.
I'm just trying very hard cos I have to achieve the aim.
But still thanks for everything.
I wouldn't change a thing.
I'm alone. Cos I'm a stupid dumb who doesn't know how to talk.
I think I'm god damn lucky to meet you, though we are not close yet and we don't really have the time to get closer yet.
I'm thankful that you can accompany me when walking while others are chatting and I'm out of the conversation.
I'm thankful that you do actually care about me.
I'm thankful for that message.
I'm thankful for your listening.
And I'm thankful for the smile and the expression you had in your eyes when we said bye.
: )
Oh yeah and I'm happy to hear that long hair doesn't match me for the first time in my life, and that my current hair style suits me =P
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It was R2TF hood vs hoos today. It was really awesome, sick, exciting, incredible, dope and high.
We're so so so so happy that our oldest and baddest Syafiq won this together with his partner Farhan.
^^
Kamarul, Jonah and I had a small talk today, regarding breaking and our life.
Yeah it's not that we can't live without it, but breaking is what that makes the life to be more colourful.
And Imma achieve my aim next year.
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Cos of today's fucked up incident, lots of thoughts are running through my mind now.
I wonder when can I not suffer from this kinda shit and really settle down.
Fuck that shit.
And that everything's so unstable now.
Like, a very very very very good friend of mine has left me. He's with some other new friends now.
See, don't ever depend or rely on somebody too much. The more I do, the more I fall.
What you don't know is, I felt like shit that day. I'm still smiling, cos I'd rather not talk about it.
: )
Friends come and go. When can I truly learn that?
I don't know if I really just wanna let it go.
He's the one who helped me really get serious with breaking, the first ever big improvement I had was really because of his help.
He's my biggest inspiration, my motivation, my teacher, my support, my listener.
My mentor.
You don't know how fucking happy it is to break with you, to hand out with you, to have lots and lots of nonsense with you, like last time when Wei was still with us.
Breaking is getting boring day by day.
I'm just trying very hard cos I have to achieve the aim.
But still thanks for everything.
I wouldn't change a thing.
I'm alone. Cos I'm a stupid dumb who doesn't know how to talk.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
桜
You gave me hope when I was down. Though you might not be real.
I'm definitely benefited. I just learnt so much after watching it again after 6 years.
ほんとにありがと！
だから、心配しないで。それわ大丈夫。
りえができるので。
絶対に、できる。
絶対に、大丈夫。
夜の歌
夜の空に瞬く 遠い金の星
ゆうべ夢で見あげた 小鳥と同じ色
眠れぬ夜に
ひとりうたう歌
渡る風と一緒に
想いをのせてとぶよ
夜の空に輝く 遠い銀の月
ゆうべ夢で咲いてた 野ばらと同じ色
優しい夜に
ひとりうたう歌
明日は君とうたおう
夢の翼にのって
ゆうべ夢で見あげた 小鳥と同じ色
眠れぬ夜に
ひとりうたう歌
渡る風と一緒に
想いをのせてとぶよ
夜の空に輝く 遠い銀の月
ゆうべ夢で咲いてた 野ばらと同じ色
優しい夜に
ひとりうたう歌
明日は君とうたおう
夢の翼にのって
You won't know how much this song means to me, how much it tears my heart apart and how much it reminds me of the past.
And, how much encouragement and comfort it gives me.
Friday, October 21, 2011
It sucks
You know how fucking sucks it is when all the hard work doesn't pay off.
It isn't the first time.
Always, right? Kind of.
It's so fucking discouraging.
But I can't give up.
And I can't be down.
Fuck that shit, nothing's gonna wack me down.
It isn't the first time.
Always, right? Kind of.
It's so fucking discouraging.
But I can't give up.
And I can't be down.
Fuck that shit, nothing's gonna wack me down.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
All out with 0 stamina
I went all out with 0 stamina and no lunch and dinner. Lol yea and I only remembered that on the way home -.-
Started dancing around 2 and cooled down around 930pm.
My stamina was gone, so I had to keep on pushing myself towards the end. Actually nah, it was Alex who pushed me for power training when I was about to die : /
Sigh, even Xav could see that my footwork has become slower....... =.=''
Anyway, yeah talking about Xav, we 2 got injured at the same time. He tore his wrist's tendon, while I had a spot on my left elbow swelling instantly after doing windmill, with burning sensation inside. It was damn freaking pain.
Then Jap and I think it was Karl came to ask what happened, then I showed them. Jiwari said that it might be a fracture, so I better go for an x-ray : (
Damn it don't spoil my holiday!!
Yea I'm putting ice on it now..
Oh yeah and this unknown dope Black bboy passed me his medicine for me to apply : )
So since I was still in pain, I went upstairs to find Yixiang they all.
Then after awhile the swell started to change colour arghhhhhh.
It's green and purple now.
Oh yea teaching Yixiang they all was fun. It's tiring, but the sense of achievement is there when I see them progressing, improving, getting a move done, showing interest in bboying and showing that they're willing to learn : )
And chatting with them is also fun too. I really enjoyed it. I know you won't see it, but thanks guys ^^
In the middle Shane and Xav came up to disturb me, after awhile they started to teach them too.
: )
Furthermore teaching the beginners can also train my foundation since I hardly train it nowadays heehee.
Started dancing around 2 and cooled down around 930pm.
My stamina was gone, so I had to keep on pushing myself towards the end. Actually nah, it was Alex who pushed me for power training when I was about to die : /
Sigh, even Xav could see that my footwork has become slower....... =.=''
Anyway, yeah talking about Xav, we 2 got injured at the same time. He tore his wrist's tendon, while I had a spot on my left elbow swelling instantly after doing windmill, with burning sensation inside. It was damn freaking pain.
Then Jap and I think it was Karl came to ask what happened, then I showed them. Jiwari said that it might be a fracture, so I better go for an x-ray : (
Damn it don't spoil my holiday!!
Yea I'm putting ice on it now..
Oh yeah and this unknown dope Black bboy passed me his medicine for me to apply : )
So since I was still in pain, I went upstairs to find Yixiang they all.
Then after awhile the swell started to change colour arghhhhhh.
It's green and purple now.
Oh yea teaching Yixiang they all was fun. It's tiring, but the sense of achievement is there when I see them progressing, improving, getting a move done, showing interest in bboying and showing that they're willing to learn : )
And chatting with them is also fun too. I really enjoyed it. I know you won't see it, but thanks guys ^^
In the middle Shane and Xav came up to disturb me, after awhile they started to teach them too.
: )
Furthermore teaching the beginners can also train my foundation since I hardly train it nowadays heehee.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
SHORT!
I just had a haircut today, really damn short.
Yeah then I went breaking after that after rusting for 1 month, my friends were like, err, I miss how you looked in long hair.
: /
Whatever, hair grow faster! And let's get used to my new hairstyle faster too =P
Exam's going to over.
Not breaking for one month is seriously no joke. Maybe cos I haven't even been moving my body too.
Today my moves were really... Sucks. And I felt so damn weird too. Like my muscles and body are so no used to it.
It'll get better : )
Just can't wait for Friday.
If only my parents can be supportive and encouraging...
For everything.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Mug and mug and mug... Getting rusty.
Yesterday was most epic. Woke up at 715am and went all the way to Starbucks @ Holland Village to study... Stayed there for exactly 8 hours. It was crazy.
After that, I went all the way to the MacDonald's at Khatib to study with Shalom -.-
Fml.
But fucking productive.
(@Starbucks, wrote by Yingsuan my classmate)
Well but you know what always happens when Shalom and I meet up =P
Lots of nonsense and unstoppable chats!
Oh yeah and I found another good place to mug, which is the study room at Yuhua CC. I went there today and Friday with Weixin : )
On Friday night half way through studying, 3 policemen came and scanned our bags, cos a girl from our school lost her iphone and the iphone was around the area blah blah. Lolz.
Damn it I feel so motherfucking rusty now....
Feeling so lethargic that I don't even have the urge to break...
Sigh something must be wrong with me.
I'm planning to get a haircut soon, cut it short, really short.
Exam, end soon.
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