Thankful

29/10/11 Saturday

I think I'm god damn lucky to meet you, though we are not close yet and we don't really have the time to get closer yet.


I'm thankful that you can accompany me when walking while others are chatting and I'm out of the conversation.
I'm thankful that you do actually care about me.
I'm thankful for that message.
I'm thankful for your listening.
And I'm thankful for the smile and the expression you had in your eyes when we said bye.


: )


Oh yeah and I'm happy to hear that long hair doesn't match me for the first time in my life, and that my current hair style suits me  =P
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It was R2TF hood vs hoos today. It was really awesome, sick, exciting, incredible, dope and high.
We're so so so so happy that our oldest and baddest Syafiq won this together with his partner Farhan.
^^




Kamarul, Jonah and I had a small talk today, regarding breaking and our life.
Yeah it's not that we can't live without it, but breaking is what that makes the life to be more colourful.
And Imma achieve my aim next year.


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Cos of today's fucked up incident, lots of thoughts are running through my mind now.
I wonder when can I not suffer from this kinda shit and really settle down.
Fuck that shit.




And that everything's so unstable now.




Like, a very very very very good friend of mine has left me. He's with some other new friends now.


See, don't ever depend or rely on somebody too much. The more I do, the more I fall.
What you don't know is, I felt like shit that day. I'm still smiling, cos I'd rather not talk about it.
 : )


Friends come and go. When can I truly learn that?


I don't know if I really just wanna let it go.
He's the one who helped me really get serious with breaking, the first ever big improvement I had was really because of his help.
He's my biggest inspiration, my motivation, my teacher, my support, my listener.
My mentor.
You don't know how fucking happy it is to break with you, to hand out with you, to have lots and lots of nonsense with you, like last time when Wei was still with us.


Breaking is getting boring day by day.
I'm just trying very hard cos I have to achieve the aim.


But still thanks for everything.


I wouldn't change a thing.




I'm alone. Cos I'm a stupid dumb who doesn't know how to talk.