Lepak day~

I'm talking about yesterday.
Hari Raya!!! Public holiday haha!

Went for lunch with Janice, Jern and Andre!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Weeeeehoooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Lolz I was so excited and surprised to see Andre cos I thought he's only coming back from Sarawak next month -.-

We went for this Indonesian cruise. So I kept making fun of Dee, like saying ''Oh, Dva's food'', ''Dva's language'' hahaha =P

I told Andre about the jam, Listen 2 the music at Natasha which was going to happen on that night. So he joined with Dva. Very last minute yea~

Andre's thumb has a bad injury, but lucky it didn't affect anything : )

Hmmm, but cos it's last minute, so he borrowed my shoes for the battles~

Lolz!!!! =P

Dee and Andre's team name was 'Dvalicious' =.=''

Andre's idea hahaha!!

They went into the second round : )

I left early cos of EHEM, my parents.

Fuck that shit.

Oh yeah when I was saying bye to Dee, he said next time we join together.

: )

This sentence came out from HIS mouth, so it sounded very different.

Or maybe~~ Hmm I don't know~

As in, I always think that I'm a noob compared to them.

But now one of them, Dva asked me to join with him next time. 

Isn't it touching?

Whatever, but it's definitely a really big motivation to let me train even harder so I won't let him down : )

And then get recognized by more and more people from the bottom of their hearts.

Honestly I can't wait to join a jam with Dva, but it's not the right timing yet.

My aim is R16 solo battle next year...

So I shall join one with him before that.

Oh yeah after the lunch before the jam, I followed Andre and Janice to their school, Laselle to study.

We went to his classroom. Omg his school is really so damn freaking cool!!!!!!!!! ><

Oh well but I was too tired and I fell asleep half way :x

Haha!!

A long long day~

Yesterday was a very long day.
Today's Hari Raya, so I went for a movie with Melrick and came back home at 3am =P


Crazy shit~~ Haha first time coming home that late.


Anyway before that, my plan was to go to session at RP, however Xav the lil fella kept on asking or rather begging me to go Scape -.-
So, I went just for him!!!
Never mind RP on Thursday or Friday : )


Hmmm I realised that for these 2 days, I haven't really gotten anything new : /
Maybe I've been too hardcore for the past few days...
My body is totally exhausted : (
Hopefully I'll get something new on Thursday : )


By the way, I don't like the sudden flood-in of those... Ehem~ Ok I shan't defame them.
Ehh those unknown bboy wanabes.
Lolz.
So freaking unfriendly and always take our spot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck of la please! Go to another side!


Oh yeah Yuanhao and I talked about some shit yesterday too.
Lolz all about our 'GOOD' neighbour, that effed up company.
We're asked to do some shit again.
Such a big fucker, you still have that balls to come and look for me and talk to me about it?
Yeah well you wanna be a big fucker, then we'll fuck yall back. Fuck yall back upside down.
Fund-raising? Fuck off, it's just another trick to get people under your control and make your freaking money.
Fund-rasing huh? Why not just tell me straight that it's a trade, it's your business, it's how you wanna make money and save your fucking balls.


Excuse me~ 


Ok let's talk about the movie : )
It's Final Destination 5.
I watched only like 20% of it, I missed all the 'fun and the important' parts -.-
But I don't regret la~
So bloody >.<
Oh yeah and it's the first M18 movie I've ever watched.
Yeah yeah and I'm still underage =P  Heehee~!
Lolz I prepared myself to cover my ears and close my eyes and turn my head to the side almost throughout the movie.
Wow I just realised that I didn't catch how did every single one of them die.
Haha!!!!!
M18 for a reason~ Or maybe it's just me :x
I don't understand why guys can laugh at how people die like that =.=''

Lalala~ ♥ This long weekend XD

28 Aug 2011 Sunday




Guess who I met today.
It's our hancai Matthias!
Haha lolz lolz lolz!!! We bumped into each other at Citylink mall~
Hmm the last time we met was the day at BOTY.


So we chatted, how's life and everything.
And then he told me about he and Cravis's plan about going to Bali at the end of this year for a jam. He asked if I'm interested to go.
YES OF COURSE I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so freaking wanna go out of Sg and go to somewhere else to meet bboys from other countries to practice and make friends with them XD
BUT
My parents...........
My dear parents.................
My overprotective parents....................
:'(
I don't know ehhh~~~~
Cos by the end of this year I'll have reached the independent age, which is 18 woohooo!!!!!!!!
I hope, I really hope, I truly hope by the time I've reached 18, they'll let go and gimme freedom.
I know I'm a girl but I can handle myself!
Oiii going out of Sg with my friends only -.-
Please please please!!!!!!!!!!
I don't wanna be the pathetic girl who's left alone here when my friends get to go out somewhere : (


Sufian, Xav and I also talked about the year-end overseas trip on the way going home today.
Our plan is to go to Bali as well as Australia...


Anyway, I think I'll be able to persuade and convince my parents to let me go.
: )
So, I really have to SAVE MONEY from now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And be a hardcore mugger to achieve GOOD RESULTS for EOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


God bless me that my dream will come true : )


Argh fuck school!
Oh yeah, talking about school.
I didn't know that students from my school's reputation is completely fucked up.
Notorious I can say.
I heard it from my friends from Pakour.
Wow!
I didn't know they even know my sch lmfao.
And my sch is still so fucking proud of itself.
Ah yeah right, Imma fuck off from this sch in 1.5 year's time.
And they're right, I'm one of the exceptions of nhhs stereotypes.

Epic Hyper Crazy Day!!!!!!!! XD

26 Aug 2011 Saturday

(Windmill~ I wanna get perfect one SOON!!!!!!!!!! And then it's variations!!!!!! ><)

Today's really epic. Everyone was so hyper and crazy!!!!!!!


It was supposed to be an airport session.
Sufian and I reached there, and waited for around half an hour.
Nobody was there and we were freezing : /
So I called Kamarul who was on the way, ask them to change the session spot to Scape.
It turned out to be a really awesomely great session that we really LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I don't know why seriously every single one of us was so freaking excited and hyper... Today's a cooling and rainy day. Scape was crowded, we didn't have music until later at night -.-
We shouted, we fooled around like we've never ever done it before, we did crazy things, blah blah XD
It was still a productive session ^^


How I wish every session can be like this : )


Another epic thing on the way back home.
I took 190 to CCK alone.
I decided to take train back to Yew Tee.
I didn't go in to the train station.
I stood outside to see when is the last train.
Then I looked around, saw this group of guys wearing like bboys.
I looked closer.
Hazry, Selva, Cravis and Rats were there in front of Mac!!!!!
So we lepak all the way until 12 30am XD
And here comes a chain of coincident.
Rats met them by coincident,
I met Rats at Scape just awhile before,
Fadli also joined us by coincidence.
What a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Haha, next Friday Imma gonna hit RP to session with them :D

Drill!!!!!!!!!

Today was hardcore.. I started training around 4 30pm, all the way until around 9 30pm, I had been doing mills again and again.. Didn't really do anything else for today~


I always get 'deceived' by people's comments like ''yeah now your mills is ok already'',''everything is right!'' and blah blah..
But when there is somebody else there who bother to teach me, they'll always correct me again and again.
So yup~ Today Kelvin king and Jonathon from Kyensai again corrected me.
Hmmmmm.........
This time round I really hope that I know what's really the correct one now.
: )
Gonna keep doing it. My target is to get clean continuous mill by the end of the September holiday.
Oh well actually I can get it within a few days!
I believe myself =P




It's always good to see that those bboys who didn't wanna give me a damn last time have become friendly to me.
^_^


And I love friendly people so much!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


My mum is getting.... Hmmm overly worried about my windmill burns on my shoulders -.-
Ok looks like I needa avoid wearing singlets in front of her : /


Blehhhhh!!!!!!!! 
I think my windmill burns are cool and sexy XD


Airport session tomorrow...
Hmmm hopefully I won't be the odd one out haha =P
Make it a good one : )

To Be

The moment she sings, I had the urge of tearing..
Always so touched by her songs and her voice.


This song is published in 1999.
That was my last year in Japan.


Last year...

All the pain comes to me just by seeing the year.

Why?

Why don't I push away?
Why don't I dare to ask them to fuck off?


Why do I always encounter the fucked up ones?


Why don't the good ones come to me?

Those guys are mother fucking bunch of bullshit.

Drill the mills!!!

I was supposed to go to session at RP, but something cocked up, so I went to Scape.


It was already quite late when I reached Scape. So I decided to drill windmill for this entire session.


After doing a few rounds, an FTC guy, hmm Victor said that I needa push. So I went over and learnt from him and Norbin.
They really pushed me a lot : )
And I realized that sometimes I can only get something that which I don't really dare to do under pressure : /


You know it really sucks when some guys, who are mostly out of the scene don't give me a damn, just walk pass as if I'm transparent when they're shaking everyone else's hands.. Just because that I'm a girl.
But sometimes I feel I'm so fortunate to have people around me who are willing to teach me even though we don't really know each other and friends who really care for me : )
And having some random bboys come to me and say 'hey you've improved a lot'. Why random? Cos we don't really talk or we have never talked before
: )


I don't know I don't get the handshake shit like that.
I shake everyone's hand, even some beginners at the corner.
So why can't those bastards shake my hand, and respect me as a bgirl?
Not like I'm somebody's no life girlfriend sitting at the corner, stoning. Lolz.


Anyway, thanks everyone who had help me before.
Without you all I wouldn't have come so far.
And I'll keep it going.
Prove those assholes that I'm a girl and I can do it, I can smoke yall ass and make yall humble.
-.-

Hey, dig
I know how it feels to be expect to get a fair shake
But they won't let you forget
That you're the underdog and you've got to be twice as good.

- Underdog

Underdog-Sly and Stone Family

Hey, dig
I know how it feels to be expect to get a fair shake
But they won't let you forget
That you're the underdog and you've got to be twice as good


Even if you're never right
They get uptight when you get too bright
'Cause you might start thinking too much, yeah

I know how it feels when you know you're real
But every other time
You get up, you get a raw deal, yeah

Say, I'm the underdog
I'm the underdog
Say, I'm the underdog
I''m the underdog
I know how it feels to get demoted
When it comes time you got promoted
But you might be movin' up too fast, yeah

If you ever loved somebody of a different set
I bet the set didn't let you forget
That it just don't go like that

I know how it feels
For people to stop, turn around and stare
Signify a lil' bit of low life, don't rate me, yeah

I don't mind
I'm the underdog
No, I can handle it
I'm the underdog
I'm the underdog, yeah

Underdog

Said, I know how it feels to be played upon
[Incomprehensible]
But you're really, you're really all alone
They just underestimate me

I know how it feels when you're feelin' down
And you wanna come up but you realize
You're in the wrong part of town, yeah

I know how it feels to have to go along
With people you don't even know
Simply because there happens to be
A whole lot more of them, yeah

Say, I'm the underdog
I'm the underdog
I don't mind, 'cause I can handle it
Underdog, it's gonna be alright
I'm the underdog

It's the real shit.

Monday ~.~

Sometimes I wonder how would it be like when I go back to Jp.

It's full of fear.

The distance of 11 years.

Woots I didn't know that I can actually survive in school, especially on a Monday, with only 4 hours of sleep.
When I say 'survive', meaning not falling asleep in the class or during breaks.
Oh well I only fell asleep standing in the train on the way home today -.-  Till my wallet dropped on the floor x.x


I couldn't fall asleep last night. Perhaps I hadn't been breaking so hardcore like last weekend, and I was still excited about the moves I got.
So I kept on visualising me doing some throw-downs with some beats that stuck in my head =.=''
It's really terrible. I got so frustrated! So I took my phone and started watching those videos taken last time. And I kept on laughing on how the boys fooled around. 
I miss all the nonsense...


Anyway~ I think I managed to survive today cos Imma be extra free next week. Finally........
It's a short break but I'm still so excited about it and I've already planned what to do : )
There's only school on Wednesday and Thursday. Thursday is a half day!!!!!!! XD
Ooh wee!!!!!
I can't wait for this week to end fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Oh yeah Dva messaged me just now, asking me if I wanna put up a showcase with him and some others. Sounds good isn't it? Although I don't know the details yet, I shall just go for experience. It's on a Saturday!
He's going to tell me more of it's details when we meet. 
Can't wait for this weekend to session with the boys :D
Friends are great.
MY friends are always great : )


I just talked to Shanyang on facebook. That made my day =P
I miss talking to him : (


Everyone seems to be so busy....


I'm going to train at RP this Wednesday~
Hmmm, hopefully it'll be a productive one.
Since I'm going for that performance, Imma be determine and get clean continuous windmill done by the end of September holiday.
It can be done! I've already got it right. 
I just needa push myself harder.
I know I can do it : )


And more power to come.
Hmmm my though my left wrist has got that damn permanent injury : /

Life is so stressful...
Sometimes I'm on an urge of giving up. But you see, there's no way for me to back up.
I just needa accept it.
It's the damn life.

Awesome day!!!!!!!!!! XD

Wooohooo¬¬¬¬¬¬¬ Today's a blast!!! XD

Today's training is great. I was so hyper and again, lots of new ideas came to me. And, I spoilt my shoe -.-

My lovely Gazelle : (   I was doing this move, the slide down one, which I never did it before. 

I just got this by chance. Perhaps I was really hyper so I dared or did everything without really thinking. Dva taught me this lasgt time, but I couldn't get it -.-

Yup so after doing that move for awhile, I was surprised that I've acually spoilt my dear shoe... Sigh... Heart pain......

Hmmm, but at least I like this move =P

Maybe it's cos of the hype or something, I was kinda a gangeter or an asshole to a wack dumb.

No one knows him. Eh hmm, he's Jiahao's friend's friend.

He came to join us, and shook everyone's hand EXCEPT FOR MINE!!!!!!!!!!

I've been getting this shit ever since I started bboying. I know last time nobody knew me, and I was really wack.

But now it's different!

Furthermore I was breaking OBVIOUSLY in front of this disgusting face, and he just walked off as if I'm transparent.

I just don't understand all these guys. Not like I'm just sitting down like some bboys' girlfriends, and I'm really rocking the floor! 

Are they just blind or scared of me or just don't wanna give a fuck about me, a girl?

I always get very pissed of by this. Even until now, when there's somebody who's not my friend or never session with us before comes to join us, I'll have this fear or thinking like will this guy shake my hand.. So I always turn away, pretending not to see him until he comes to shake my hand.

Eh back to track. So yeah I was really pissed off by the fella. So I observed how GOOD is him.

And wow, turned out he's a beginner, or maybe he's just wack.

This fucker has no basic courtesy and no sense of shame or was I really transparent to him until I burnt him? Not only did he not shake my hand, he also started breaking behind me =.=''  Oiii you think I only need a space just enough to do 6 step is it??

So I kept on giving him the fucked up face and did my kick in front of his face, really right in front of his face cos I purposely turned behind, and I kicked right after he turned around to see me HAHAHA!!! And some sets right beside him, very near to him in order to show him that fuck off don't take my space.

Lolz, he just got burnt and smoked by a GIRL whom he didn't respect.

: )

And then he stopped doing his shit and moved to a side.

Being an asshole to show my sarcasm and anger, I said 'Oh wow now don't dare to dance already right??' loudly to Chuck, we laughed, and I turned back to give him another stare.

Weehoo!!!!

Don't freaking knock my hustle. I hate this discrimination!!!!!
You can judge me base on this or say that 'this girl is fucked up' or whatever shit you wanna say. This is how I'll be if you don't respect me with no reason.
And if you know me well, you know me.

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nough' said.

~bad~day~

What the fuck I wrote this post for so long and it's gone -.-  FINE! I'll write it again!
Such a bad day.


I'm like being cursed or there's just something wrong with me. I can't freaking sleep well on weekends!!!!!!!! Always wake up after 5/6 hours of sleep... 
So here's the bad start of the day.


Scape today. It was raining heavily when I went out of my house lolz.
Session with no speaker and dead atmosphere (maybe it's just me). I felt so out of place today. I hope it's just today...
And made me emo too... Never mind let's not talk about that.
And look at this... I was pissed off but also amused. 

So this is how disgusting, fucked up Scape is. I hate this place so freaking much.
Never mind if I could, I wish I'd never go back to session at Scape anymore.
Totally disgusted.


Hmm but there's always something positive : )


I got perfect windmill with the help of Hazry today!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE XD
I told him that I lost my windmill and I showed him, the rest of the friends were there too. Then Hazry was like, no it's still there!! But I really didn't feel the whip anymore =.=''  Maybe it's just cos I haven't been doing it properly for quite long.
However just like what he told me quite some time back at RP, I just needa work on my collapse.
So I did so, but with my left hand nearer to right hand for the push.
Maybe it's all in the back of my mind that last time I improved with the help of him, so this time no matter what I'll surely improve. So here I go! Tah Dang!!!!! I got 1 round with perfect technic!!!!!! :D
Wooots it feels so so great by getting a move perfect just on that split second!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited omg!!!!!!! ><


Besides that, Cravis also dropped by at Scape today. He asked me to continue my mills without legs touching the floor.
So when I was doing, he kept on shouting 'gogogogogogogogogogogogogo' to push me going to the next round and go faster.
I did three rounds.
It really worked! Cos though my legs still touched the floor but it was much lesser than how I used to do, the speed was the fastest that I've done so far.
It's so awesome!!!!
Now I've learnt that I can actually push myself even further and harder.
Thanks the 2 of them : )


I met homie today after sooooooooooooooooooooooo long by coincidence!!!!!!!
He had a show at Scape, I passed by after buying a drink haha!!
And we talked for very long though we were kinda mind-blocked, didn't know how to start the conversation cos we had too much in our mind XD
It's so great to see him again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D


And not forgetting about the chit chat with my gal my sis Shalom : )
Hopefully she'll get her crap settled by the end of next week.

SP!! : )

20 Aug 2011 Friday




It's a Friday!!!
End of common test :D


Went to session at SP with Jiahao. This is poly's exam period, so the studio was quite empty. We had enough space to break : )
It was really good. The feeling is so different.
And I had fun too! Especially with Jason and Sam. We're full of crap =P
But looks like we are not gonna hit SP studio again until their another exam period haha!
Lolz now I'm wondering where should I go next week.


And I'm wondering where should I go tomorrow -.-
Really don't feel like going to Scape. Such a fucked up place.


Sigh this sudden break after common test makes me feel so free and empty and bored.


Hehh... Just now I stood in front of my door for 10 min cos of a struggling cockroach in front of the door... Now it's still there. FCUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


  

The lines in between

My skin's still burning from your touch
Oh I just can't get enough
I said I wouldn't ask for much
But your eyes are dangerous
So the thought keeps spinning in my head
Can we drop this masquerade
I can't predict where it ends
If you're the rock I'll crush against


- ''Burning'' Maria Arrendondo 


I'd finish you if I could. But every time I try to read you, I lose my place. 

: )

This song makes me happy : )


I can't wait till the end of common test. 
It starts tomorrow, but I've been slacking so much.....
Good luck =P

Yfest~ EPIC day!

13/08/11 Saturday

(RF showcase.. I wanted to take a video but I couldn't figure out how to use the new camera at that moment -.-)

It's a Saturday for goodness sake.. I slept at 2 30am and woke up at 7 30am automatically... What the hell... I haven't been having enough and good quality sleep ever since last weekend : (   I though of having a good sleep but it ended up like this zzzzzz................. Sigh...

Well I went to Scape after studying. My right wrist's pain has come back to me again cos I've been drilling flare and mills when it's only semi-recovered : (    Furthermore today the shufflers flooded the space, even another spot was taken by the cheerleaders... It sucks man -.-   I really had no mood to break. So I went in to Grid chill with Shalom instead.

I called my buddy Karl. We haven't met for like one or two weeks. I'm having common test next week while he's having his exam the following week  : (   I called him to ask if he was going to watch Yfest, the international bboy showcase and battle at Esp, and also I wanted to know how he's doing. Haha the coincidence is that he just left Esp library!!! Weee so he made his way to Scape ^^  I was so excited and happy to see him after so long >.<   Hmm maybe it's not very long but it feels so yeah~   So we sat on the sofa and had a long chat : )   

After which, Karl and I headed to Esp to watch Yfest. We were too late. So we could only stand at the side : (    We left early too because he had to be home early : /    Nevertheless we had so much fun watching man!! It was so awesome to see all the crazy shit and check out the overseas bboys. Especially Laos. Who will expect to see bboys there??!!! And they're really dope and fresh!!!! RESPECT!

Hmm but the effed up thing is that Karl and I kept hearing haters and idiots standing around us talking crap, commenting and judging the bboys =.=''  It was seriously fucking irritating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haiz but this is how it is. It's never gonna change.

That's why a pure bboy JAM is our favourite~

We left at 9 30pm. Karl left. But I stayed and hung around with Jiahao they all. They were breaking at the underpass.

Yeah so we all went to have our dinner at Mac. 

Here comes the epic moment!!!!

Somehow we started to talk about this shit that Jason always talks with me AHAHAHAHA!!!!

It's damn fucked up. At first I got quite pissed but after finding out that wow actually everyone feels this way, I found it funny and started laughing non-stop ><

So I called Jason, asked him to come and look for me after he had finished watching the final battle heehee =P

And we then talk non-stop all the way to Yishun where he dropped.

Haha it's so good to see him again after so long! Especially at that moment hahahahaha :D

We're waiting for the next funny shit to come up =P


Oh yea by the way. Before Karl and I going off, we took at short video at the Esp carpark there heehee~ Awesome randomness : )  It was so fun!
Can't wait for next Friday ^^

Geeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

Sigh I feel I'm still not hardhearted enough,
Am I losing?


I don't think I can do what I want but I still wanna win, fool around and see the suffering...


I shall keep all the shit in mind.


urused.

Still slacking : /

12/8/11 Friday

It was another rather slacking day : (   I feel kinda guilty...


I was supposed to be at Esp library studying. However Dva messaged me just right after I reached there, tempted me to go to Scape... Too bad I couldn't resist -.-  So I went to study at Scape instead. Well at least I've got my work done~
So while I was waiting for Melrick, I went to dance a lil but tried hard not to sweat... Sighh...
Cravis, Kamarul, Sufian, Jap, Yuan Hao, Dee they all were there. Lolz I don't know why I got disturbed by so many of their crap today -.-  Hahaha!! It's kinda like wtf but fun and cute too x.x


Zzz... What a pity that I couldn't stay longer : (   I went to Scape cos I missed my friends~


Hmm but the night out to Esp to watch the hip hop showcase with Melrick was fun too. Tomorrow is the international bboy showcase and battle. Can't wait : ) 


Screw it I'll go to break in the afternoon tomorrow... I can't help it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hardcore mugging on Sunday k?
K.
=.=''

Don't say that word

 

This song is specially dedicated that somebody.

Gonna redeem :S

(My younger bro was still a baby. This is my favourite shot ^^ So adorable)

I've been slacking for the past few days and I didn't really study : x
So I shall make use of this coming weekend, which is that day after tomorrow to redeem. No more Maple Story and hmmm... Only gonna allow myself to break at most twice till the end of next week : (
Sigh....
It's ok, I'll just take this time to let my wrists to recover...


Common test is next week.
Good luck to me.


And I need more sleep.
It's ok, it's just one week.
I can do it.


Fuck stress.
Fuck school.

Crazy day XD

Wooooheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
School released early today, so I waited for my friends to come for more that three hours -.-
Lolz it was kinda unlucky. Not only my school kids who are usually there, many girls from Sec 4 also came down. I think they were practising an item for teachers' day =.=''  And I tried so fucking hard not to let them recognize me zZZzz...


So yeah I didn't wanna waste my time waiting anymore, and began the session around 3 30pm.
Zach, together with his two friends John and Shawn came finally after nearly 1 hour... Sufian, Khai, Kamarul, Farhan and Syafiq also came after awhile. However Syafiq didn't stay longer cos he had to work.
Oh yeah Nigel and Xav also came at night after we break-fast.


Heehee talking about 'break-fast'. I hadn't really eaten anything since my breakfast at around 5 50am except for drinks.
The timing of break-fast for today was 7 16pm. So Sufian, Khai, Kam and Farhan went to buy KFC take-away at 6 50, and sat on the floor to wait for the clock to tic to 7 16pm sharp.
Haha you might think that I'm crazy but it was kinda fun and yeah, maybe it does teach you how to be patient too~
Next time Imma break-fast with them again hahaha =P


Another crazy thing during session. Nigel was wearing this helmet to train head spin. He did some nonsense to fool around in between while I was drinking water. So I walked to his back and did this 'ready to pour' action and waited for his response, but apparently he didn't notice that I was behind him.
Guess what's next, the moment I pour my ice cold water on his helmet, he screamed so loud that many people turned around to look at him hahaha!!!! We laughed so hard!!!! I'm still laughing now ><
Heehee I'm such a bad ass =P


I haven't been breaking hardcore for 4 days straight. I can feel my stamina is no longer there and my body gets fucked up so easily nowadays : (
Another thing is, being back to train with my lovely friends is really awesome after quite some time. They give me more inspiration, more tips, more guidance, more comments, more energy and definitely, more fun :D
So hmmm... Am I back with them again?? I'm just considering cos sometimes training alone is still better. Furthermore Scape has recently be flooded by shufflers aka those step-ah bengs. That OK!! But the problem is, they always take the dope speaker to blast the fucking tech-tonic... That's why we always move away -.-
Fucked up isn't it?


Sigh how I wish it's a 2-days holiday that I can really enjoy.
Now I've gotta worry about the common test on next week  : (


This fruitful 4-days sessions makes me dying to session and improve more.

The song I always tear to.. Crossroad

...


I wonder if I made the right choice
When I stood on the fork in the road at that time
I wonder what would be on the other one I saw
From the fork in the road I stood on at that time
But I'm still going forward
I haven't yet lost at all


That guy was protecting himself
Only by pretending to be strong
Not to be hurt
I wonder if he can smile naturally now


...


The things that are changing
The things I've changed
The things I can't change
Do you see I can smile naturally?
When I happened to pass by on the road
Where many fond memories were
All around
I felt the warmth and pain


What on earth have I lost
As I grew old ?
What on earth is this that's increasing
As I'm growing old ?
Even this moment when I think like this is
You see, turning into the past, too
I had the feeling
That the profile of someone I passed by now
Looked like that of the girl
I had known before
But why was I just staring at her back
As she walked away
Without even being able to
Call to her?




This song just says everything that I've in my mind.
I always listen to it, keep on repeating, sometimes I tear to this song.
And I'm tearing now.
Such a heartbreaking song to tell me to be strong.


Things are always changing. 
It'll be better.